gg

[pradapearls]

my problem isnt hunger i dont think it ever was tbh.

im just so fucking greedy-i gross my self out.

it never is about hunger its just about stuffing my face i wish i could stop but it just tastes so stupidly good. i dont even want it for real.

[spade-44]

Study 📖 👎

Self care? 👎

Clear skin 👎

Showing hip bones ✅️ ✨️

Starve 4 happiness

[the-poop-bandit-strikes-again]

My anorexic ass got so excited when this showed up on my fyp

I need to try it out

Link to og video: https://www.tiktok.com/t/ZTRbRvAhV/

[dont-satiate]

Breakfast 🍑✨️

[pradapearls]

ill do math so im the best at counting calories

[lifeinpoetry]

“this body is just a bad dream”

— Jess R. Sutton, from my only regret is having a body

[toothfairywrldd]

worst fucking feeling is when you were severely anorexic and then managed to recover but then you fucking relapse since you look so disgusting i cant believe i let myself ruin the body i worked so hard for

[pradapearls]

just passed out in front of people forthe first time

feeling:valid😩🤪

[emilyslover]

kissing a pretty girl in the rain would literally solve all of my problems right now

[pradapearls]

The guy im going on a date w tomorow said he gets teased for being w me, cuz im bigger yk what that means (;

[pradapearls]

I want an ana buddy, i reall, let myself go badly this time, im back at my sw, im going to kms, this time when i reach my goal theres no coming back, i learned food only makes u fat, no thanks, theres 2 months till my 16 bday gonna get myself a present:16 bmi🤪

[recovery-afterrelapse]

redundant but fr

Romanticize your life. I got up early, did yoga, had class, then went on a walk and went shopping while listening to my favorite album. Got coffee, tried a small business's frozen hot chocolate, and spoke to a cute guy. On my way home, I just stopped and sat in the grass, enjoying the sun on my face. It felt like I took part in a movie montage.

You are the main character in your own life, and goddamn it makes you feel so powerful when you finally accept that role.

[overdose-of-butterflies2]

[Not me]

[deadaccountfuckoff]

this is literally the exact thigh gap i want🥺

[pradapearls]

Im kinda scared Im going home tommorow and i have to eat. Im scared it will turn into a binge. Gotta be careful,dont want to be fat again lol. Im gonna meal plan tonighttt

[pradapearls]

Okay i finally gained some self control looked at lw pics of myself cried a lot, ate a disgusting amount of food wich made me gain 9kg!!! I HATE MY SELF FOR IT.So i decided to get back on track for real this time. I haven't eaten anything since monday and im *trying* to workout daily. Im not giving up untilim at my ugw and this time i wont let myself go. Everyone is having dinner now and im sitting here looking at thinspo and drinkig water, i do kinda feel superior ngl.

[thesunwillriseforus]

Meanspo

Look at you, eating. Being healthy. Taking care of yourself. How could you ever think you deserved to starve? It’s fucking disgusting that you would believe for a second that you aren’t beautiful, because you are, for god’s sake. You know what? I hope you get better, goddammit. You are so fucking beautiful it makes me wanna vomit flowers and rainbows. Love yourself, bitch. Eat! Be healthy! you fucking deserve to feel better and love yourself for who you are. I can’t even believe that a person as perfect as you would do this to yourself. It makes me sick. It makes me want to fucking hug you so tight that you feel better. So go ahead, feed yourself. And you know what, eat a fucking cake. Treat yourself, bitch. You deserve it. I don’t care what you did to think you deserve this, but you don’t. YOU. ARE. PERFECT. For fuck’s sake, I love you and you deserve the fucking world. 

[devilsbabygirl-blog-deactivated]

READ THIS IF YOUR HAVING A BAD DAY PLEASE

[pancakesmakemecry]

The only meanspo I’ll ever reblog

[relapses-after-relapses]

I almost scrolled past this 

[peachjambobatea]

*cutely deletes paragraph*

[pinkpegasus-deactivated20211102]

Im scared I’m faking my ED without knowing it. What if I’m just making it up. Maybe I’m just forcing it.

Sometimes I’m binging, sometimes I’m restricting, sometimes I eat normally but still have ED thoughts, sometimes I have ortho tendencies, sometimes I’m addicted to exercising, sometimes I purge.

I wish I could just restrict and lose weight consistently instead of yoyoing