Mama said that we could take over her blog for our Voyage to the Soul post! I am so thankful our parents let us go, ever since Luna mentioned it I had been praying so hard to be able to attend.
We were in a small group with three other ladies; Luna, Angela and Sasha. We already knew Luna as she is Hugos sister and Angela and Sasha were super nice. I was the youngest there and they were all so kind in helping me with my Voyage workbook.
I feel like God started softening my heart to his word when we were in Selvadorada but I really connected with God on this trip, I have always been in the background just kinda coasting on the thoughts that ‘I’m a good person and I come from a good Christian home so I must be good’ but this week I realised that’s not true. James 4:17 says “Therefore to him that knoweth to do good, and doeth it not, to him it is sin.” I was raised in a good Christian household, I know to do good and yet a fall back to my sinful nature rather than doing as the Father commands. I recommitted my life and my soul to God on this Voyage, everyone prayed over me and I felt completely renewed in Christ! Luna was right about that place, it really is as amazing as she said.
The Voyage was actually way better than I expected, when Mama told us we were going I was worried it was just gonna be like church 10 days in a row (not that there's anything wrong with church, it just a lot to take in for 10 days with no time to process and pray) but it was actually more like a big biblical sleepover.
It wasn’t all preachers yelling and being stuck with our noses in the Bible all day every day, we did a lot of cool activities and I think I made some true friends on this trip. Of course the activities and friends are great but it wasn’t the reason why we were here. I know Joy and Faith had big moments of recommitting their lives to God but I didn’t really have that, I knew going in to this that I was a sinner who falls short of the glory of God and that I needed Jesus as my saviour so I didn’t really need that big moment of going back to Him. I did have more time to get in to the Bible and assess my heart and soul since I wasn’t watching all my little siblings, I really liked the day of prayer and reflection since it was so quiet. I have already been praying that we could go on another retreat so that I can get that quiet time to pray and reflect again.
Hey, I’m Faith (the eldest)
I can honestly say this retreat has been one of the most eye opening moments of my life! I have always struggled with sinful thoughts and actions, I was always stressed about everyone and everything at home I just told myself God would understand why I sinned because of that but this trip really showed me that my sin is my responsibility and I couldn’t blame it on home stresses.
While we were there we had a day of fasting and intense prayer, that’s a full 24 hours awake with no food and only water to drink using the entire day to pray to and praise the Lord. That was by far my favourite day, I was on my knees crying out to God thanking him for Jesus who lived the life I never could and asking him to help me to turn from my sin and be the woman he made me to be. I didn’t vow that I would be better as Ecclesiastes 5:5 says “Better is it that thou shouldest not vow, than that thou shouldest vow and not pay.” but instead I asked God to continually work in me so that I want to act in a a way that both pleases him and honours his will for my life and the lives I interact with.
I am so thankful that we were able to come on this trip before I got in to a courtship, I needed to go through this and become a stronger Christian before I could take any steps towards a new season of life. I think courtship might be right around the corner as Luna let slip that Hugo had been speaking to his father about speaking to dad, there's only one reason why he would do that right?