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Queen of your heart

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2 a.m. thoughts

Sometimes I wonder. In those two years that Taylor disappeared, when she was at her lowest low of all time and was at the brink of giving up, did she listen to all the Clean speeches like I am now trying to get hope and strength from them? Did she find solace in the same words that gave millions of others strength to carry on, to love themselves, to hold their heads up high in the face of adversity? I hope she did.

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Epiphany hit me on a spiritual level

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Taylor went from "for you I'd stand in the rain in my best dress fearless" to " for you I'd ruin myself a million little times"

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I feel Folklore in my soul

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Anybody else gets severe anxiety wondering if Taylor is okay now that she's not active on Tumblr?

@taylorswift @taylornation I hope she's happy and healthy.

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It literally takes one asshole to ruin Tumblr for Taylor. I hope you're proud of yourself.

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During Lover, you could've seen Paul Sidoti singing and it was just so amazing

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The live performance of Cornelia street was an experience that sent me straight to heaven.

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I can't wait for Taylor to record the rest of her albums because that way we can have Red or Speak Now or reputation listening parties. I love Lover but I also need some angst atm

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You know when Taylor says not a lot going on.... there's A LOT going on

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Idk if Taylor will ever see this but I was really and truly horribly depressed because of the stress of school and just life in general and ll of those things was exacerbated by the covid19 quarantine. I was at a roadblock in everything. I watched her performance of Soon You'll Get Better and then the whole of Lover and maybe I do believe her now that things will start to get better and I won't be in so much pain for a while. Maybe things might actually be okay. That gave me a little hope and now I can actually function a bit and I even managed to do some work. It's largely due to her. Taylor really has been my friend and giving me advice for the past 11 years in her songs. Thanks @taylorswift and I love you so much. I hope your mum especially is okay during this tough time.

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I really hope mama Swift is okay

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Imagine telling someone that you were worried they would call you a stupid dumb bitch and then they lie to you about it and then they show your naked body in the music video while their wife bullies you on Twitter and Snapchat with names and edited videos. You try to clarify and say the truth but you're bashed on TV, on the internet by fellow artists and a WHOLE SHIT TON of women on TV. This whole shitstorm caused you extreme mental trauma and you disappeared from the public, from your fans, for a while only to come back with the best album you ever made.

Now someone within their household/team released the full version of the edited videos 4 years after and it turns out you were right and never lied. But it doesn't matter anymore because you're in a stable relationship and most of all you're happy with yourself.

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That feeling when your exams are over and you can analyse The Man

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"I love you. Ain't that the worst thing that you ever heard?" Is it the worst thing because of her? Because of she thinks that she's not worthy of his love? because of all of the hardships that being her boyfriend will entail (the paps- MAATHP, the gossip columns, her own feelings- the archer, the secrecy and sneaking around- Cruel summer)?

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From the reviews I don't know if I can handle Miss Americana. I could've barely handled Soon You'll Get Better.

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Miss Americana - Official Trailer · It’s been a long time coming ✨ Out in select theaters and on Netflix January 31

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Wow.