A sombra, a noite adormecida

⋆˙⟡ 𝓖ia ♡ 🌥 20 somethings 🌴 gif maker - editor - fic writer 🌃 🇧🇷 | 🇺🇸

[prctty-birdie]

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[liberalsarecool]

Ownership meant a physical copy. Now you own nothing and can't find what you want across multiple streaming platforms.

Bring back headphones that plug in. Bring back expandable memory. Bring back owning media.

[stuckinapril]

“Do it scared” “do it alone” are all great tips, but my biggest takeaway from therapy is do it messy. This is especially true if you’re getting out of a burnout, which I experience often. Literally just do it messy. You don’t need to pick the perfect trail to walk, the perfect playlist to listen to, whatever the fuck it is. You don’t need to have a meticulous to do list and wake up at the exact time you planned and drink the exact amount of water you planned to drink. Like the biggest thing for people like me to remember is sometimes it’s okay to do it messy. Put on a random yt workout and just get it done in sweats. Do 5 minutes of a daunting task and go from there. Sometimes just getting up is a win during intense burnouts or depressive funks. Literally just do it messy.

[prctty-birdie]

AYRTON Senna`s wall

You know; it`s that one saying that goes:

"don`t think too hard or you`re gonna break your own heart, over something that already happened too long ago and cannot be changed."

Just got me thinking these last days.... and I feel like this song encapsulates perfectly that what was and could`ve been (if he had enough time)

Details under the cut of lyrics and images!

Lyrics in order of the song in portuguese + translation in english of what`s written in each panel underneath!

quando ela é vivida - when it's lived

Andar até no falhar da fé (ela não costuma falhar) - Walking even when faith falters (it usually doesn't fail)

Não me cabem os sonhos de antes - I can't hold onto the dreams of before

Que é o momento que você queria voltar? - What moment do you wish you could go back to?

Viver o mundo inteiro ou só ter alguém pra amar? - Live the whole world or just have someone to love?

Then we have this lyric which sadly I didn`t use (since very later I noticed it wouldn`t fit the size and to not simply throw it in the void; here it is!)

Ser filho, amigo, irmão - Be a child, a friend, a brother

⭑ for me that image represents Ayrton and Ron`s friendship, while at Mclaren and after his move to Williams as well. Until the very end a daunting reminder of all (losses, victories and the friend that never turned older than the age of 34).

Meus pais me ensinaram muitas coisas, algumas delas vou querer mudar - My parents taught me many things, some of them I want to change

Thats it! thank you for reading this until the end 🥺🤩✨ Here`s the song I used:

[prctty-birdie]

"What is taking him so long to find me? Oh, baby, where the hell is my lover???" - to the one and only 💕 @thinasadlme 💕(who endured me talking about this song non-stop for TWO ENTIRE days - he`s a warrior!!!😅).

[6irlpet]

i dont want a childproofed internet i am almost 30 fucking years old. give your kid an internet safety talk and stop making it the problem of every adult on the planet every time some cryptkeeper legislator gets the brilliant idea (via conservative lobbying) to push through yet another bill gutting our access to free expression + increasing the powers of the surveillance state + lining the pockets of Big Data in the name of Protecting The Kids they wont even feed. this shit is exhausting i can’t believe we’re going to be fighting about it for the rest of my life

[nephilot]

oh no suicide for me thanks i just wanted to stand on this bridge with you :)

[inkskinned]

you get used to it, but it's tiring, because they need you to understand your own life as a series of goalposts. what college are you going to, what's your major going to be, whatcha gonna do with that, oh where will you settle down, when can i expect grandkids.

for the longest time my goals have been so blurry that they track into each other, their undefined edges slipping quietly back into the soft night. today i want to be a writer; tomorrow i will want to be a doctor, later i will wish i took that law school free ride. how the fuck do people just know what they want to do with their life?

where do you want to be in five years? i want to be alive; which is a huge step for me. ten years ago i would have said i want to be asleep and meant i hope that i'm dead by then.

but i want a yellow kitchen and a stand mixer. i want a garden and a fruit tree (cherry, if i can make that happen) and a big yard for my dogs to play in. i want to come home and read poetry out loud to someone and have them close their eyes to listen. i want a summer watergun fight. i want to make snowmen. i want to be the house to go to for halloween. i want my life to settle around me in a softness, for it to lay down gently. if i am very, very, very lucky, i want to travel; finally go someplace overseas.

of course i don't know what i want to be doing professionally. what i actually want to be doing is curling up beside my dog, settling in to read. i want to be making myself a cup of good coffee.

i can't answer the other questions. whenever people asked me what do you want to be when you grow up, i used to say i hope i'm happy.

i hope i'm still kind, five years from now. i hope i never get jaded and mean. i hope i have stayed in therapy. what do you picture yourself doing? when will you actually be an adult about this? why are you so afraid of being ambitious?

am i not ambitious? the other day i rearranged my furniture which doesn't quite fit into my apartment. i watered my plants. i'm going to try to propagate a cherry seed. my five year goal is to spend more time laughing. to lie down in a patch of sunwarm moss. to relax for a minute. to close my eyes and think oh thank god. this is why i stayed. this is finally it.

[softbutchcowboi]

I think the key to a happy life as an adult woman is to channel your inner weird little girl and make her happy

[fairycosmos]

you literally have to unironically listen to some shit like party rock anthem so you don’t kill yourself

[zandrapaints]

brushstrokes I love <3

[xanaxfarts]

Ryota Yuki

[marle--le]

The council is speaking about you

[paper-fairy]

Tomasz Jedrowski, Swimming in the Dark — Chapter 2

[ceruleanheaven]

[looking at people younger than me] you have your whole life ahead of you [looking at people older than me] you have your whole life ahead of you [looking at myself] its over

[menloathe]

i consider all of you my esteemed colleagues at rpf university

[haveyouseenmybwoah]

hell yeah

[menloathe]

when the song tackles you to the ground and starts beating the ever loving shit out of you