smoke in my lungs, i won't disguise this place. { s o u n d } travels through me as i twist on my face. chill to my bones, i need your h e a r t , my own. deep down inside, is where the FIRE hides. follow and focus, chaos and cheese in b e d. dream out the sleep, that gives you your [ strength ] i don't need that, i need to feel us R I S E. beneath the lights we will burn out twice. and ( home ) ain't never gonna run from you now. there's cold. white skin on the g r o u n d and we'll go go go from here .
NOAH: u need a pick me up.
NOAH: season 2 of big mouth is on netflix btw. just throwing it out there.
NOAH: but i’ve also got an unopened bottle of whiskey sitting right here.. so
HADLEY: i’m going to assume that you are just saying i’m gorgeous and ignoring everything else
HADLEY: try harder next time i am going through your closet
HADLEY: its what i’m here for babe, always. freak.
NOAH: i love that i don’t even have to say it, u just always assume.
NOAH: stay out of my closet u heathen.. i should really get a lock.
NOAH: shut up.. i’m no freak. just want a little entertainment and a new contact picture for u.
HADLEY: are you saying this is a distinct face that only a parent could love or
HADLEY: mustache isn’t a bad idea
HADLEY: i’ll be sure to keep one on deck and send you pics for a lonely night, don’t worry ;p
NOAH: hm.. am i?
NOAH: if i can tell it’s you by the back of your head, i can definitely tell it’s you with your blonde hairs poking out and your lips. try harder.
NOAH: you’ve always got my back.. what an angel. bless :-D
GRAYSON: forgot my headphones for my workout today
GRAYSON: NEVER AGAIN.
GRAYSON: i learned way too much about so guy named sean who is so totally hot but is way out of alycia’s league
GRAYSON: poor alycia. i feel like i should track her down and let her know her friends are bitches
NOAH: what did alycia’s friends do?
NOAH: would love to know the full story. i’m invested.
NOAH: also.. drop her # if u get it. for science. just curious how far out of her league he is.
i just got home from classes and i have like. 20 mins before i have to leave for work.. kill me. KASDJGFA i’ll be back in a few hours to actually start posting/replying to threads etc.. i’ll try to reply to ims while i’m out.. see yall on the flip side!
HEEYYY !! i’m so excited to be here omg.. i’m SOOO late as always but anyway.. i creeped on this before the revamp but never had the guts to join ?? i’m glad i did now tho.. anyway, hello, i’m mel.. 20, gmt+2.. so.. worst timezone probably. this is noah.. he’s a revamped character of mine under a diff name and i’m so happy to be playing him (sorta) again. i wrote a bit aobut him below and i’ll set up an actual bio page tomorrow since it’s like.. 4am.. AJSDFJKD
a HARRY STYLES lookalike just rolled into new york city in their ferrari. noah prescott just had a birthday bash for his twenty second birthday. i doubt he’ll make it here in new york city since i hear he tends to be abrasive, but on the other hand he is intrepid. ( cismale & he/him )
noah was born to a famous musician and the producer behind her success. his family was known in the entertainment industry for years and their legacy ran deep.
he obviously has a lot of responsibilities that come with having a last name like his and he has a lot to prove once he’s out in the spotlight.
his parents controlled his life growing up to a certain extent. they weren’t exactly strict .. not unless the family image was at risk. they had to ensure he’d still keep up with his school work and get the best grades while also keeping up with extracurricular activities and music lessons. in a way, they also picked out his friends for him which resulted in a lot of surface level friendships.
as long as he did everything they signed him up for, they pretty much didn’t care what his weekends were like? so they didn’t mind him going out to parties when he was old enough and coming home late or bringing girls home every night. they didn’t mind the alcohol and drug use either.. again, as long as he was sober in the morning and it didn’t affect his grades etc.. they really didn’t care.
that eventually started affecting him when he realized he wasn’t getting any attention and his parents weren’t around for the important things. he wasn’t ever validated and he felt ignored most of the time.. like his needs and feelings weren’t a priority at all.
because of this, he started to rebel against his parents more and it’s surprising to them when it really shouldn’t be.. and it’s more so for attention and well, maybe to piss them off a little.
like it fucks him up a little that his parents know little to nothing about him or his personality because they have a false image of him in their minds and they’re just now realizing that he’s not who they thought he was... and it just breaks his heart cause he doesn’t feel like he was ever really validated or accepted LOL.. it was always about the plan rather than what noah wanted to do/liked to do.. not once. but he’ll never say that out loud.
he kinda just changed entirely. if i had to put a label on him, it’d be the connard.
here’s another thing with his parents.. his dad cheats a lot and his mom KNOWS about all his affairs .. at first noah was confused.. didn’t know that she knew until his mom just casually brought it up in a convo and he was shook like.. u knew this whole time..
his mom loves appearing perfect and that’s why she won’t grant his dad a divorce because she wants a perfect looking family in the spotlight.
the affair affected his mom more than his dad and so she turned a bit obsessed with noah’s career and which direction to take it in. it kinda became her next ‘project’ and she wanted to dictate everything pretty much.. down to what genre he’d go into.
that’s why he hasn’t released any music yet.. his mom wants him to do mainstream stuff but it’s truly not who he is as an artist and he wants to do what he pleases. she thinks his type of music is meaningless and obnoxious and quote on quote ‘non-profitable’ but he just wants to do something meaningful and stick to what he likes, rather than what would sell the most copies.
he still feels pressure being a prescott and deep down, it really makes him insecure.. he’s scared he won’t live up to people’s expectations and have a successful career like his parents. irrelevancy is his biggest fear basically. and though it always appears like he has it all together, he’s just exhausted from having soo much to live up to and sometimes wishes he could just step back from it all.
he can come off as immature sometimes.. a bit incompetent even, but when he’s in the studio, he’s ready to give it his all and just overall, he’s really professional when it comes to his music. anything else? he pretty much has no interest in.. so he’ll continue to immaturely brush off.
personality wise.. he’s kinda bluster. he can be frustrating sometimes because he likes getting under people’s skin. he lives 2 provoke but hates being provoked LMAO.. will lash out if that happens.. he has a bit of a temper too.
he can be stubborn, thinking he’s right all the time etc.. even when he’s not. he says the wrong shit all the time tbh and it ends up hurting people bc he just doesn’t know how not to? sometimes he’ll do it on purpose if he’s trying to hurt someone.
in his defense, he wants to be a better person. be kinder, softer but then again, he doesn’t know how. being an asshole has worked fine for him so far.
his parents weren’t really around for him when he was growing up when it came to important stuff and they never really discussed his feelings. they weren’t the kind of family to vent to one another or talk about their problems so he kinda just new to keep everything bottled up. that carried over to now and he just doesn’t know how to truly talk about feelings.. so he also is really bad if people come crying to him about stuff cause he’s just like .. huh.. tears make me uncomfortable ..
ughghgh,.. my mind is all muddled rn and i have sooo much i wanna add and a lot of things to tweak in this but i’m getting tired and i have a feeling this is all over the place.. i’m sorry if it feels hectic SFJDKSJ i’m a mess.. he’s a mess ugh! whatever. if we’re plotting and i remember something suddenly i’ll let u know but for now... i guess we’ll see where he goes .
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