(Atty MarVeLous)

.it's just me trying to reach out to you.

[prettiipau]

its not that im hating life

i just dont have any reason to love it

[thehopefulquotes]

“Growth is painful. Change is painful.But nothing is as painful as staying stuck somewhere you don’t belong.”

— Mandy Hale

[perfectquote]

“Some old wounds never truly heal, and bleed again at the slightest word.”

— George R.R. Martin, A Game of Thrones

[prettiipau]

yesterday's 5:30 novena mass homily focuses on two things - humility and obedience to the Lord Father.

I pray for humility, obedience, and COURAGE - courage to accept the will of the Lord, and courage to walk the path of the Lord

[prettiipau]

hayst. it was never about me nor for me.

i dont exist in his world.

i dont matter.

[prettiipau]

i hate you for making me feel there could be something more

i hate you for ruining my peace

[thoughtkick]

“Your identity should be so secure that when someone walks away from you they don’t take you with them.”

— Unknown

[prettiipau]

the person that i am becoming, who is she?

[thoughtkick]

“Life isn’t about finding yourself. Life is about creating yourself.”

— George Bernard Shaw

[andreativej]

Can they see I’m trying too hard? That I mutilate myself every morning just to blend into their shadows. Can they see there is something categorically wrong with me? A crooked painting on the wall, leaning slightly to the side. Never perceived at first glance but always carrying a subtle insult to harmony. Never not masked. Never not performing. Never not in a race in which I started last. Can they see?

[perfectfeelings]

“Sometimes it’s not the person who change, it’s the mask that falls off.”

— Unknown

[thoughtkick]

“Seeing you heals me.”

— Rumi

[prettiipau]

crying myself to sleep

wishing the pain to go away

but life is cruel

as i open my eyes, I was greeted with more pain

crying myself to sleep exhaust me, drained me,

i just want to rest, to pause

i want the world to stop

please stop

im tired of crying

but crying myself to sleep is my only comfort regardless of how short and how deceitful that comfort is

so i guess, ill just keep on crying

till my eyes get tired and falls asleep

[prettiipau]

and his feelings starts to fade

just when Im beginning to feel it too

he’s ready to close my chapter

just when I was about to start his

he came, he tried, he waited

i saw him, i looked away, and when i turn back, he’s walking away

[thoughtkick]

“I’m not afraid of dying. Pieces of me die all the time.”

— Sage Francis

[prettiipau]

the delusion that makes you happy

[prettiipau]

shiiit. here we again, overthinking na malala