My Works and Commissions
Hi everyone! This post is going to have the full list of my original stories and fanfics in it for everyone to look at. There's really good stuff here that I'm proud of!
Fanfiction:
A Hunter's Plaything - This is the first work of mine on Ao3 I still feel pretty proud of. I got really high one night and had a fantasy and wrote it down, it's an Abyssal Hunter x DoctorF work. (Arknights)
la Piccola Morte de Texas - Texas and Sora meet after a show and Texas brings Sora to a porn theater she visited when she was younger and they proceed to have sex. Public sex rocks and they should bring back porn theaters. (Arknights)
A Different Kind of Deep Water - Skadi's hypnotherapy takes a surprising turn when Laurentina learns that she is very susceptible to hypnosis, and grapples with her newfound arousal while receiving advice from Skadi's hypnotherapist. (Arknights, Hypnosis, a slightly unethical medical professional)
Scumdyke Parasite - Abby is manipulated and controlled by a Nihilego's toxins to give into her sleaziest, scumbag tendencies and has a fun night as a bar. (Pokemon, Hypnosis)
Original Works:
Slag and Rust - My very own mechsploitation list. I'm going to just copy/paste the summary I wrote previously.
Marié searches for her love, the mech pilot Emer, years after Imperial Forces lost their war against the Riccian Alliance. She searches on the thinnest of threads, her knowledge of the secret military program that Emer was a part of very limited, but refuses to give up. Emer is a retired mech pilot, forced back into military service to serve in a top-secret military program run by Major Dunamis, her soon-to-be Handler. She struggles to not repeat the trauma of the past while navigating the reality of Dunamis's plans for her and the squad she's been given. Plans that will leave them all forever changed, warped to Dunamis's vision. At the end of a story of deceit, trauma, loneliness, secrecy, and horror, can Marié and Emer even face each other at the end?
(CW: This story contains NTR, forced body modification, significant character death, forced feminization and masculinization, and potentially distressing scenes of abuse, gaslighting, brainwashing, and medical procedures.)
A Goddess's Replacement - A rather horny reimagining of the tale of Persephone and Demeter, where Demeter, in her grief, sees a mortal who looks very similar to her lost daughter and decides that she will make a fine "Persephone".
(CW: Contains nonconsensual brainwashing, kidnapping, personality replacement, identity death, and really messed up family dynamics. Demeter is a bad person folks.)
Enough Thread to Hang Yourself - Dorothy's relationship with her girlfriend Lisa is failing as she struggles with depression and grief, and Lisa's friend Victoria offers to help by hooking her up with a new anti-depressant. She immediately feels better, but nothing is without its consequences.
(CW: Identity death, drugging, NTR, and graphic scenes involving neck related trauma.)
Porcelain Pull - Dahlia is a sky, skittish trans woman who is a massive doll fetishist and avid gacha player. Her dreams are seemingly realized out of the blue as she is given early access to a gacha game populated entirely by dolls: but the game will wrap her friends, and Dahlia herself, under its spell.
(CW: Gacha games, dollification, forced transformation, NTR because I've been on a kick, and reality warping)
Commissions:
Commissions are to be done via DMs here on tumblr or by email at [email protected] (it's an old email, okay?). My rate is 3 cents per word and I ask for payment up front before beginning my work; I have been scammed before.
I specialize and like writing works involving hypnosis, mind control, brain washing, and transformation. I do not have many things I will not right, but if your commission has content I am not comfortable with writing I will let you know before payment is made.
I will only be able to do one or maybe two commissions at a time: writing a long process.
It's time for me to let everyone know why I'm looking for commissions. Initially I was pretty content with not letting everyone have a peak behind the curtain with what is going on in my life and unfortunately, refusing to divulge that information has probably left a lot of you confused by my more angry mood swings.
I'm struggling to find work. I'm applying to jobs and getting interviews and they simply aren't going anywhere. This isn't for a lack of effort or anything; the job market simply sucks ass right now and there isn't really any way to get a job right now that isn't just random luck. Having a job right now would go a long way into having financial security as the finances of the household are pretty stressed right now, but there's a large reason for that.
My mother is dying. A surgery to fix her shunt went wrong and her liver has been spiraling back into complete liver failure. This all happened basically the instant after I decided I was going to move in with my girlfriend. Unless she gets a liver transplant, which is basically guaranteed to not happen because she's a recovering alcoholic and there is tremendous medical bias against addicts, she will die within at least a year. I...want to spend as much time left as I can with my mother and being involved with my mother.
My girlfriend and I are planning on getting married, and the fact that my mother will not be around to see her daughter get married has literally kept me up crying. I went to a wedding about a month ago and had to keep myself from breaking down because I realized there were all these cute little ceremony things I was never going to share with her. Family she was never going to get to see and get to know.
Traveling costs money though and it's putting tremendous strain on our already tight budget. We aren't even flying, and still the entire trip costs usually more than a couple hundred dollars in gas, food, and hotel rooms. It's not cheap all in all.
I understand that there are a lot of people who need help out there, and I'm not homeless, or starving, or struggling to pay the rent. I'm not begging here because I am perfectly aware of that. But I also don't like thinking about whether taking a few months to save up money bit by bit is going to result in a massive regret or not.
If you can't help financially, then sharing my works is greatly appreciated. Genuinely.
