My.Life.As.Alyssa

im alyssa. im a capricorn..and a 31 year old hopeless romantic.. im happy for the most part. im learning from love, and being myself. I like pictures and cute things.

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Poetry is in the air.

It just isn't fair

Why the days feel like seconds

When we're a thousand miles away

All I dreamed was this moment and this craving

I know when I'm in your arms I'm home.

Vulnerable with you

Fearless

I want to love you endlessly

Take my breath away

Touch me in places of my heart I forgot exists

I love you

Thank you for doing all the right things and making me adore everything that makes you the most beautiful human I've ever loved.

[landsccape]

[uroko]

Rainy day in Kyoto

[prettycuteandfunny]

The virtuous vice I found in dream

Was left forgotten, lost in scream

Syringe slides down my sinful spine

Severed senses release my wine

Not long ago I saw a light

Seducing softly, burned my sight

I mark the days on shattered stone

Scar the memories to my bone

The ghosts that dream of living here

Know not the pain of loving fear

I hold within me endless hate

Dragging bodies next to fate

I won’t return what isn’t yours

I lost the key on darkened shores

Can you feel Hell beneath your skin?

Or welcomed lust you found in sin?

The taste is bitter, growing stale

Your eyes lack motion, coated pale

Why is it that my hearts own beat

Now burns the tune of reapers feet?

A toxic trail left in the snow

Leads me to madness and a show

The sane were never friends of mine

Proper smiles shot in a line

I do digress from case and point

Return the socket to its joint

I can’t recall a time in past

I didn’t save myself for last

But it was me you couldn’t see

To have and hold eternally

While forever cast a distant glare

I fell in love that wasn’t there

My rambled thoughts won’t seem to cease

In life’s last bow, a sweet release

One for the road, a morbid joke

I take a hit, exhale the smoke.

[tylerknott]

Typewriter Series #347. Steamy again. (at Helena, Montana) https://www.instagram.com/p/CqrczsvLBXY/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

[nevendintim]

Please don’t touch my golden soul with your dirty hands, thanks.

[prettycuteandfunny]

“people need to realize that there are days when you’re not in the mood to talk or interact with anyone”

— (via kushandwizdom)

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My tiny humans 💛✨ I'm thankful for you, our time on this Earth and every second I get to watch you grow https://www.instagram.com/p/Ck7GB2mpV-qqr_I4mvwnFf1ohAdw6U_lZ6bTnA0/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

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Happy Halloween from Lily Charlotte my little scarecrow, and Roselyn Aubrey my little pumpkin 🧡 https://www.instagram.com/p/CkZ7iWZLI71GY_gxjDx0SQgHJS5ehKLM8yW6EQ0/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

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Big sis, little sis💕 https://www.instagram.com/p/CkRGoI-PDHG-fTNGxVASjrsV483A1oK_2OsyHY0/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

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Lily Charlotte welcomed her baby sister Roselyn Aubrey in the sweetest way. My baby girl holding my baby girl, I am so in love. 💕✨🥰 I can't stop staring at both of my girls 💛 https://www.instagram.com/p/CkFHjA8LqU-N2tjiJAqsqk44NHGDKpXmLzQFy00/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

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Happy birthday to my sister the most beautiful soul I've ever known! She taught me everything, she inspires me, she loves me I'll never ever question if she's there for me, she's the one who's been there my whole entire life from making forts in our back yard, playing Barbies, riding our bikes around every neighborhood getting lost dying from the heat, playing at the park, to growing up and starting families at the same time and the beginning of motherhood together (twice!). She's my best friend, I can tell her anything and everything and she can always get that same unconditional love in return 💛 also she always had a few more options to go to when I couldn't find anything to wear, she would get us motivated for the day whenever we wanted to do something or not, she's become such an amazing mother and I am so proud to call her my sister and watch her grow into the beautiful human being she is today! I love you seester, we miss you all the time. I hope you have a wonderful birthday today and enjoy every minute 💛 https://www.instagram.com/p/CjyZ6VDPAk4nlaqKT0WPEqVdyQWAv8RKmN1eLc0/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

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"You are me and more" 💛✨🥰 https://www.instagram.com/p/CjZN1TFLVwbSHgdd99wsF_JM_FJBmn3floe0rc0/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

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Coming soon October 18th 2022 ✨ https://www.instagram.com/p/CirYMP-uMUcfuyAaWo1HcnMQ8wS3EGafLzE_ec0/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

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Baby-(n) a little bit of heaven sent down to Earth ✨💛 https://www.instagram.com/p/CgfFuodvGZmHmKPRo4mSYP31cf0jlOBaRFCPPQ0/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

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Mimi treated us to some Butterfield's ✨💛 https://www.instagram.com/p/CfFLbowPeZdJq2lwFdSEBYZy77Mo-JmCHWlAZ40/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

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"you are proof that love before first sight does exist" ∞ https://www.instagram.com/p/CfCfghmP-C4QZU9RlBOAVQLJTTW-MwXqag_shM0/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=