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Until we meet again

Thank you for everything, these months with you have been the best and the only good ones of my entire life. You made me feel things i will never be able to experience again, even though the ending is not the best, im happy "us" existed for a while.

Im glad we took each other hand in a symbolic way after the "breakup", we guided and helped each one during this process and we could communicate in some way showing our love to each other until the end.

You are gonna always have me in some way and i will be waiting for your return even if things wont change between us or that we never get to reignite the flame and be like we used to. I really have hopes but unfortunately I have to hide them behind the opposite possibility because otherwise it will become my downfall and probably something close to depression and absolute sadness.

I will always remember and love you no matter what and i hope you remember all this forever, i really would have punched mountains to get to you and be together. There will be a time and probably soon when you have to put everything behind and hide/put away everything about me but i just hope after a while you remember me from time to time. I will never be able to stop yapping about us and wanting to tell you stuff and text you.

Thank you for liking a lot and loving this idiot. You ll always be with me in my heart and in my memory, i ll always come back to check our chats and your gift from today. Im gonna carry you on my mind and heart every day for the rest of my life but i hope there will be a time where we can be together in physical reality and i dont have to be without you forever.

Right or wrong time, it was OUR time and im happy we got to meet and share so much in such a short time. You know how to contact me in the future if you need to and if thats the case i wish you really try everything to contact me again somehow.

I have so much to tell, express and share with you and it will never stop but i said it was gonna be the last post or direct contact i will have with you, checking your tumblr will only hurt me more and more, idk if i ll stop checking ( i will check haha to know how u doing) but if im the target of any of your posts, i hope it is very obvious and i ll know it is for me but well im being too optimistic, im such a loser and a romantic haha, i ll probably wont even know if u even have read this...

I wish i had more time to make a very long and nice final text expressing everyhting but that would collapse the server haha 😉 i literally could be texting until i pass out even if it is not very meaningful stuff. Im gonna study your notebook gift these days during lunch break, i read everything but i was crying so much that i couldnt save it in my mind.

You know im not actually leaving, this is not what we want, but i must stay away for your own good, it is a very hard act of love but we must do it, i will be waiting for you.

Im very sorry we couldnt go to the Moon together, I hope he takes you even further than that, because you deserve it.

Until we meet again my master, forever yours.

I love you

Bro 🦕✨❤️☝🏻💀🐢🦆🐁🪤🫶🏻😭🫴🏻

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You probably will never read this and i guess this will actually be the last post ever as it seems we wont check each other's blog ever again? I dont know

I just want to tell you that you have been the best thing that has ever happened to me and i want to remark that i have not moved on, i still have feelings for you but i find myself between the duality of letting you know how much i miss/ want you and the duty of protecting you from what could become the greatest mistake of your life.

I cant let you take the risk of leaving everything for me thats why it seems that i pushed you away or that i moved on or that i dont have feelings for you. I care so much about you to risk ruining your life. Once again everything is so simple and yet so complex between us, love is very complicated and sometimes acts of love make the other person think that they dont love them back but it is totally the opposite.

I think my words were misunderstood and now you think that i totally discarded you when thats not the truth, maybe one day in the future we can talk, discuss and remember all this together.

You really arent aware of the impact you have on me, maybe it is because im a bit cold and unable to express my feelings or to make them be understood at first glance. I was on my way home when we had contact and i had to stop the car because i was crying so much and i couodnt even breathe. You are the only person who has ever make me feel something and the only one who has managed to make me cry and care so much about anyone and i know i wont find this ever again.

I feel good for you because i see that now you got the boost you needed to be freed from me in some way and actually manage to advance by taking pics of yourself and posting and all that, i understand that you had to put everything related to me away and thats fine. Im not going to delete anything from you and i have everything saved, your gift is on my work locker and i check it often.

If this is our ultimate goodbye just remember that i loved you and that i cared so much about you and i still do but i hope you understand the circumstances we have and the situation im put in, i cant choose between being with you and being without you and this will forever haunt me, the uncertainty of not knowing what would have happened, i need to protect you because i care so fucking much about you, i hope you forgive me if eventually i actually chose the wrong option.

Thank you for meeting me, i hope you return someday because i really miss you so much and this is so fucking hurting to go separate ways without knowing about each other and i dont want it at all, i thought i was strong but it was just a temporary shield because here i am crying again. Please forgive me for not being what you needed me to be, i just want you to be happy.

I really wish we could have kept contact as friends the day you had to leave me but i understand it, this is so fucked up and i dont know anymore, so much to tell you but monologuing is not enough for me to express everything.

You will always be my bb, please forgive for everything im causing you, it is not my intention to be away from you.

I hope you come back some day to me, i dont mind if it is just friendship i just want you to be a regular part of my life.

I cant type anymore because i cant breathe or see, this is too much for me and im alone against everything.

Sleep well, laugh loud and take so much care of yourself, thank you for absolutely everything.

🦕 bro

i still love you 9.10.25

The day you return i will welcome you with open arms, you will always be a part of me so dont think that you and i are over forever because it will just be different but you will still be important to me even as just friends.

Wherever you are, i will always be there with you supporting and caring about you even if you dont feel it or dont have contact with me.

I tried contacting you but i got no reply, anyway i understand it.

Bb it hurts seeing you suffer so much, maybe in some time we can be friends again but you need to let me go in the love way or you will ruin your life and mental health, we had our time and it was not possible.

Once you dont have such strong feelings or have them under control i guess we can consider contacting each other again, send memes or play games a bit.

I tried contacting you because thats what i thought you wanted with the youtube notification and now this new blog, so im sorry.

I just wanted to support and comfort you directly and try to calm you down.

i knew you would post something today at 00:00, it has been a year already since our very first message.

I remember everything we have had in such a sweet way and i hope you too. I dont want you to be stuck thinking about me or feel like you owe me anything. I want you to continue your life and let me go in some way, it is probably gonna take time but im sure it is not as bad as it was during the first weeks, just give yourself more time.

You have someone there who has stayed with you after all that happened, you must focus on that person because apparently he is fighting for you every day and tries his best to be there for anything you need.

I could tell you many things right now or saying how much i think about you every day but that would only pull you down, keep going forward please, if you cant do it for you, do it for me.

We had our short story which meant everything for each other in ways words cant even describe, we had something true and lovely but it couldnt work out in the end.

You will always be a part of me and i carry you in my heart and on my mind so please keep going as you have been these months because im very proud of you bb.