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Love never seemed scary to me until I met my child. This love I feel, physically aches. My heart is constantly pounding outside of my body. The love I have for him is so intense and so pure that it actually feels overwhelming. Every time I see my child do anything my heart feels like it’s going to explode right out of my body. I fear death when I once didn’t, all because I cannot stand thinking about existing away from my baby. I pray to god every single day that we are always together in this life and every lifetime after. If other realities exist, I pray he exists in every one of them with me by his side. In different forms. I pray that my love for my child lives through him for eternity and if I ever cease to exist I pray to be by his side forever and ever. Sometimes I stay awake late at night when the whole world is asleep and I cry so much because I can’t believe God gave me the opportunity to experience this kind of love and I just pray that I am always the best version of myself for my family. I love you so much my sweet child, for all eternity and infinity in every universe and every lifetime. ♾️

werenotreallystrangers

you don't just marry a person. you marry their ecosystem. their food. the temperature of their house. their sleep schedule. their friends.their family. their way of moving through the world

theambitiouswoman

This made me think about all the “I can change them” people and how in reality, it usually ends up changing you. The reason we become those people isn’t just control but the hope that love can create the safety we are craving. That we never got or aren’t giving to ourselves. It’s attaching to potential instead of reality. Believing that if you can fix what feels off, you won’t get hurt later. That if you can shape the situation, you can finally relax

Sometimes it comes from old patterns where love to you meant earning, proving, or holding everything together. So you start adjusting yourself your standards, your needs, your routines,trying to make the relationship work. But you don’t change someone into alignment, you choose someone who already is because that “ecosystem” isn’t a small detail. It’s your everyday life. It’s what you wake up to, how you feel in your own body around them

And if you constantly have to reshape yourself to fit into theirs, you’re not building a life together you’re slowly abandoning pieces of yourself just to stay. And this expands to everything else in your life. Just to avoid looking inward, and really going for the love you deserve