Dear Pretzel,
Yeah I've never really thought of it that way but you're right. I do think they would, I just haven't felt like I was comfortable switching back to one of them yet. Sometimes it still feels weird. Plus I think my one name is so much cuter lol
I think that's really fair though. I'm sorry that you don't feel comfortable though :( I think it's tough sometimes to feel like you're in the right place, or in the right friend group or even just doing the right thing. I struggle a lot with where I am or.. who i'm supposed to be, so I understand in that regard. I hope that you know there are definitely places you fit, and that Swynlake, your family and friends are really glad to have you!
It's okay, it's the one sports bet I make every year so it's not a huge loss. I'll hit on red one year. It's my favorite color so I have to believe it'll come. Maybe they just like the taste better but.. I think the yellow gatorade tastes like battery acid.
I'm actually a fraud bc I do prefer the one blue gatorade over anything else...
Toast
@pretzelarrow
Dear Toast,
Nothing says you have to switch then! Names are important. They mean things. That's why its about whatever name means the most to you.
It's okay! I know I'm lucky in a lot of ways. I have so many great friends who help look after me, and I get to do so many interesting things here that I wouldn't get to do anywhere else. Even when I'm feeling bad, I try to remember those things and it helps a lot.
Thank you for saying all that though. I know you said you're still struggling with where you're supposed to be or who, but I'm glad you're here.
Don't worry, I'll keep your gatorade secrets.
Zipping my lips,
Pretzel
@jangle-toast
















