Fatuous ramblings of a tree hugger

a not so serious blog from a not so serious girl, who's serious occasionally

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For my son I painted this last night, came out pretty good considering I never paint and I didn’t plan it out

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I’m a beautiful mess and that’s ok

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I just need to get away

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I don’t know where else to vent. I came home from the hospital tonight and my pancreas is doing ok but the pain is so real. They have me on dilauded now and it’s making me nauseous. The zofran and shit isn’t helping. I can’t keep anything down. My spirits are high though I just feel physically crummy. Had to bail on Linds bday at the coast bc I had to sit in the hospital. I’m pretty sure there’s drama with S but I’m not trying to find out. We are adults if you have an issue just fucking tell me before I’m not around to tell. I’ve realized people don’t seem to get it. They know I’m suffering and sick and they see me in the hospital but they don’t Fucking get how bad it is. M is constantly asking what’s wrong, well maybe I have a pained look on my face because I’m literally dying idk. I wish people would just cut the shit and stop acting like I’m gonna get over this. Reality is harsh but it’s real and I appreciate it a lot more than the forgetful positive assholes around me. Mom wanted to know how long I have to get on a list- like yea let me get on that as if I’m shopping just for human organs instead of leggings. It doesn’t work that way. It’s frustrating to explain how I literally have to be in complete failure and that gives me what? A week? If I’m lucky? She doesn’t want to hear it. We both know she’s back in my life because I’m going through this, so I need her to grow a pair because the negativity and constantly having to talk about it is driving me crazy. Yea so that’s where I’m at. Everything is actually really great, I just need to feel better and get away from some of the people dragging me down. New doctor Tuesday, specialists to follow. All new. I’m hoping for a new answer because I’m just not ready to give up.

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Not bad for a mom bod

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Sweet surprise!

A friend who works for Hannah Anderson invited me to an employee event today. All items were returned and only cost me .50 cents to $2! I bought a ton of stuff for Tristan and our niece. For a total of $70 I'd say we made out pretty damn well!!!!

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Hand me downs please

When you see a child older than yours and their outfit is on point and you want to beg their parent to let you have them when their done using them. I need winter clothes for my son and I keep seeing all kinds of nice things on people's kids. 😫 why are 3t-4t clothes so expensive?!!!

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I'm loving this sofa!!!

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It's coming today!!

Any minute we are getting our new KING sized mattress delivered!!! I'm so excited! We've never had a king bed this is going to be amazing! The bed itself and the bedding don't come for a few more days but that's ok, we are going to lay it on the floor and they're taking the old one away for us! I can't wait to have all our new bedding and bed and everything set up! It's going to feel luxurious as fuck 🤘🏼