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Shardless

I love scars.

I love the tales that they tell Like stories written upon you The tragic and revered; I’ll read the story on your skin

I have a heart of glass Sometimes, it’s cold to the touch But when you look inside You’ll see my wonders and woes My hopes and my truths Sometimes, the warmth

Like a silken web adorned with dew I’m everything you never knew

So handle me with care, if you dare For I am made of glass Drop me once and we’ll both get cut By the shards that I was, that I am

And then we’ll have matching scars A pair that’s been divided But I can handle all my scars--

At least, that’s what I decided When I first learned of pain and vices.

#vpoetry

Letter Entry 8

Who are you, to give me your approval? Who are you, to give me your approval?

Let’s get something straight here: I am not you. Just because you wanted the approval of your father which he never gave, does not mean that I need the same approval from you.

I am not you.

I don’t want, nor do I need your approval, and that will always remain true. One day I will build an empire, based on respect, trust, love, compassion, and empathy towards others; all of which are qualities you seek, but you yourself seemingly lack. I will build a family, and I want you to know that it will not be because I hate you, or because I sought your approval.; it will be because I wanted to, and I know that my own approval is all I ever needed.

All my life you kept me pushed down, and I believed that I was not worthy of greatness. That was my greatest mistake, believing I was not worthy.

Because I am. I am worthy; because I said I am capable, because I can do it, and because I will do it.

#vletter #father

Letter Entry 7

Thank you for being there. Thank you for being an outstanding person, and incredible friend. Thank you for the cuddling, for the nights we spent together, for the hashtags (#notsleepingtogether #notdating), and thank you for being you.

You aren’t perfect, and neither am I, but when we spent time together at least we could pretend that we were, and that was special. I’m so glad to have been able to meet you, to get to know you, and to have been able to open up without a single word having been wasted. Thank you for letting me feel normal when I clearly wasn’t being normal, for the laughter you gave and had, and thank you for being so understanding in the times that I wanted someone to be.

The memories I have will be timeless, and you were a big part in allowing that to happen. Thank you for a memorable Summer.

#dusk vletter

Smile.

I have this fear, that if I were to ever reach out to touch her The tips of my fingers would certainly only brush the ends of her hair Just as certainly as I’d be filled with a spectrum of colours Whereas she would feel nothing Save for maybe a breeze, or an inaudible whisper As I were to fall into a maelstrom Where emotions collide and churn like the sea Endless, and all consuming Anger and falsified happiness can burn away disdain But the dust always settles at the end of the day Corpses can die dancing in hellish rain Armagedon a symbol of mistakes Misteps of a misfit, another missed chance How many more misses can I make I ask, I answer, I fail, I fall Fear is a state where nothing goes right Where nothing is right, not at all As a corpse, I dance alone.

#vpoetry blackcat

Harbinger

He sees no difference in moral or kin To him, all is blood and stone and skin An armed legion, unprepared for this Hell Reduced to rubble, where all is bone and metal And when the dust settles, at the end of your wits To the horror of all unfortunate to still live Upon death and famine and war and rage In shall ride the Lord of the Apocalypse

#vpoetry #mardu

The Third Temptation

Tears I yearn A thousand stars align Crevices lining my skin Earthquakes inside, emerging Symphonies of harmonized screams My conscience divided by fractal cries Utterly unnerving Wholeheartedly bleeding my core dry The resurrection of myself deadened by The pain that fulfills my soul A universe unbound by the same story retold Singularity defined, “we” becomes “I” The relapse of sorrow in my mind Tonight, again, I die

#vpoetry #salsa

Finale 2.0

Disjointed soul, disfigured potential; All things I think of in the darkest pit-hole I pray every day for the pain to go away But without you that pain just sustains Just as the memory of you remains If I had the power, time would suffer the same way But in the end, it is I who shall suffer Alone, I will endure the pain I’d never make you suffer as I do Although I would, for you

#vpoetry #salsa

5am, Dreaming

I woke up this morning with a pain in my scars And I couldn’t help but wonder just where the hell you are Because the scars that you left me were the one that hurt most But despite this immense burning, I just felt cold And just last night I dreamed of all we could’ve been It sucks to have to be awake again As tears weigh down the pillow I rest upon You weigh my mind down, you tear my emotions apart I can’t identify exactly what was left to remain I can’t distinguish clarity from the universally insane All I know is I wish someone knew my craze And reciprocated it instead of running away

#vpoetry #salsa

Don’t Leaf Me

We were two leaves from one tree Fortunate enough to find ourselves sharing the same branch But we both knew that the wind would come And carry us from this hollow. So when the breeze came, you were the first to fly And I waited in vain, hoping you’d still be mine Alas, when my turn came, by chance or by fate I spiraled from that branch down the other way We literally fell apart, drifting in different directions Destined to wither without one another The tree decayed, our branch rotted And in due time, I was forgotten.

#vpoetry #salsa

We spend all our lives waiting for someone to figure us out; So why do we run from those who begin to unravel us?

Visage

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So much time goes into trying to round out our rough edges, to make ourselves perfect, because have this notion that we must be flawless, like a circle, when in fact we are all like gemstones with varied shapes and sizes and number of sides. Instead of rounding our edges, we should spend time polishing them, for not all gems should be round, but rather, all gems should shine. There's no such thing as a round diamond, and there's no such thing as a diamond that's worthless.

Visage

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Unrequited love is the mark of a kind person.

Code Geass

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Letter Entry Six

This is dedicated to the next ruler who will have my throne. I'm alone. I constantly feel alone. I constantly feel depressed, but every time I do I force myself to push on, this time trying to overcome the bounds of this sinkhole. I've chosen the hard way out, like I always do, but this time I have to make it, and I will.

Don't hate me if I don't make it easy for you to conquer my heart, I just really need someone truly worthwhile to make the effort. I can wait, I can stand being alone, I just hope you appear soon.

I'm a wreck, stitched together with nylon string, but until you get here, that'll do.

#vletter #thenextone

The Straight of Messina

When travelling upon the Straight of Messina; Any fool who dare question its tide Shall be swallowed by its darkened depth For who should wrought the wrath of Charybdis? Better to lay upon the path leading To the heightened climb above Though filled with the dangers of the other six When confronted by the mighty Scylla Engaging the furies that spawned from the depths Of the once calming Straight of Messina But time has altered its former glory And no longer does the Golden Age rule To face Scylla's mighty heads six And leave to tell the tale Requires from the man a dosage of faith And unwavering courage as well For at the journey's start, and up until the end A being should never give up For when torn between Scylla and Charybdis The only way to go; up stream

#vpoetry #throwback

Real Love doesn't Dominate. Love doesn't push. Love's intent isn't to create Pain. Love's intent is to create a relationship of peace, safety and security, emotionally and relationally when it comes to intimacy.

Annie Lobert

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Love the essence, not the act.

Visage

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Tell someone that they are not loved, and you will destroy them completely and utterly.

Visage

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