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Independent Art & RP blog for Lilith (originally from Hazbin Hotel). Please check the verses to plot with me.

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Lore intensive/fandomless threads to be moved over at @sitraachara.

Unless I choose otherwise, this blog will continue to actively serve the Hazbin universe.

The lore & visuals (art) stays the same on both blogs.

#ooc : the mortal #tbd

Anxiety manifests in Lilith via intertwining her fingers and rubbing a finger over her thumb.

This self-soothing process can be seen as a wordless prayer, without it being intended towards a higher being. Given her separation from divinity at large, she is meditating upon herself.

#ooc : the mortal

The flood is truly the first time Lilith sees herself as the vilest creature in the world and agrees with the whispers that have been condemning her since her creation.

She became uncertain of her next moves, completely destabilized in her position, and bowed by the gravity of the situation.

Anyone from that time period would have remembered her defeated stance as she bent over the railing of her balcony in front of a massive crowd, head pressing against the marble, knees close to bucking from the crushing realization of her failure.

She was stuck in a freeze response and was ushered inside.

#ooc : the mortal #the chants of confusion would have become a blur to her #she doesn't recall much until she gets seated upon her throne

dark-angels666

#hellstetic.

primordialruin

It saddens me that Lilith, as she is in her human incarnation, becomes the subject of heated debate and scorn because of the forces that preceded her.

She's just a human. A girl. Virtually powerless with a presence and history that preceded what she became. The most fearful thing about her was her rebellious streak, but even that made sense to her. The torn spirit of the mature leviathanesque creation might have embodied her, but her new life as a human wasn't defined by it.

Lilith wanted independence from all forces that attempted to use her for any purpose that was assigned to her, Heaven's and the Abyss's included. Becoming the embodiment of (God's) Hope was a purpose that she was anointed in, but she could have easily become the vile creature from the sacred texts had she chosen differently.

#ooc : the mortal #just a girl crying by a tree in Eden #wondering what she's done to deserve the scorn #never getting a straight answer as to /why/ she was seen as lesser

Replies when I come home from work ❤️

#ooc : the mortal #been super crazy at work + health sucked #doing a brain fog treatment to be able to focus which might've been why I've been feeling so depressed (+sleep deprivation)#but I've been getting a lot of brain zaps cuz of it ngl #thanks for sitting through my HC posts #has been all I could contribute with

In any verse where Azazel has a positive other parental figure besides Lilith, he would have still become the vengeful King of the Nephilim that warranted his death. Suspicion might have arisen in the other parental figure for keeping their mother away, but a possible understanding of the impossibility of the situation where she can't visit Earth as often would have eventually hardened into a fact that softened him towards the other parent enough to call them their parent too.

Unfortunately, they would have still reached the conclusion that the Earth needed to be cleansed of humanity which would have led to the flood, and the demise of the Nephilim race:

The constant scorn of the Nephilim seen as blemished and therefore lesser than

The scorn of their mother, the reason for their existence, would have given rise to their eventual deification of her as a figure worth venerating by those who accepted her as such

The attacks upon the kingdom of Zemargard for their riches & abominable race of half angels being seen as a threat

The fearful years of growing up in constant paranoia

The belief that the earth was unsafe for their God/Mother & therefore needed to be wiped clean of Adam's descendants

More tba.

[TW: SA]

#ooc : the mortal #sexual assault tw #the greatest tragedy is that had the boys not paid humanity in kind...#they might have been saved #this story honestly hurts man #excusing nothing. these boys were monsters in the making

Lmao her

Zakariya al-Qazwini: ‘Ajā’ib al-makhlūqāt wa-gharā’ib al-mawjūdāt (Marvels of Things Created and Miraculous Aspects of Things Existing)

#ooc : the mortal #hellstetic.#fish woman

It saddens me that Lilith, as she is in her human incarnation, becomes the subject of heated debate and scorn because of the forces that preceded her.

She's just a human. A girl. Virtually powerless with a presence and history that preceded what she became. The most fearful thing about her was her rebellious streak, but even that made sense to her. The torn spirit of the mature leviathanesque creation might have embodied her, but her new life as a human wasn't defined by it.

Lilith wanted independence from all forces that attempted to use her for any purpose that was assigned to her, Heaven's and the Abyss's included. Becoming the embodiment of (God's) Hope was a purpose that she was anointed in, but she could have easily become the vile creature from the sacred texts had she chosen differently.

#ooc : the mortal #just a girl crying by a tree in Eden #wondering what she's done to deserve the scorn #never getting a straight answer as to /why/ she was seen as lesser

Part of me wants to turn Galizur into a muse that can be interacted with through a type of resurrection, but at the same time? I feel that'd defeat the purpose of their uncreation.

Still, might use them as a type of "ghost" of the past that can exist as either a memory, or a vague apparition within dreams.

#ooc : the mortal #the most minor muse I have yet the most important to this story

Galizur would have contrasted Abaddon's dark robes, their's sporting shades of light grey signifying their temporary passage into creation as a ghost.

Given that God was not one to utter evil, His extension via Galizur would have done the job for Him — not as a warning, but as order pointing to the separation between darkness and light.

According to the sources, they were also the keeper of secrets, therefore it is possible that Galizur might have known bits of the ineffable plan. It becomes unclear whether their uncreation was a product of a rebellion against God through instructing Muriel/Abaddon to create the dark matter that would create the female "leviathan"/proto-Lilith, or whether that was part of the plan all along. Would have Galizur know the latter? Possibly not. But given God's foretold omniscience, it's very possible that any sort of rebellion would have been a known fact by Him alone.

Those who've known of Galizur's existence might have been confused, if not mildly disturbed, by their uncreation. Especially if they were not aware of their tasks. The seeds of doubt would have been sowed from their mysterious recall.

They are not dead.

But they don't exist anymore.

#ooc : the mortal #muse : Galizur #trusting a plan you're not familiar with would be the true test of fate #light might have been created but you're still very much forced to sit in the darkness of the unknown

remanence-of-love

#hellstetic.

angelichooves

ꕥ✧∘* “…I--I mean. I know that. I haven't been down here long, but a lot of the demons here aren't so friendly. Especially since I'm well--obviously an angel…" She draws her hand back slowly and rubs it. “…I already had to fight off a couple of them…”

primordialruin

She allows her hand to draw back, her fingers loosening to give it the space to do that. The movement is gentle, harboring the unspoken invitation of possible return if Keenie decided to grasp onto her hand again.

"It's not like Heaven here at all... is it?" Craning her neck, she looked upwards to the sky, her lips tight and indecipherable at the glimmering sight of heaven.

"None of us come down here thinking of Hell as home. Not the fallen, or the humans. Not even the vilest ones who've long accepted that they don't have the right to claim a seat in Paradise. Those who do, often lie to themselves. Hell is an inevitability that we all force ourselves to make do with, and it eventually becomes..." she hesitated for a moment before the word that was stuck on her tongue returned with a surprising tremor.

"...home."

#ic #angelichooves #all good!