Royal/Loner

The rebooted Personal blog of Bi Racial kid from the south who has dreams of moving out west or up north. Warning this Blog is personal. So alot of post of feelings and some selfies

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With the young bucks winning the heavyweight tag titles...

There is no way kenny is winning

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my gf and I both really have feelings for a friend...and we’ve being trying to tell her that we would be interested in atleast trying something...but thing is we are all awkward or atleast she not getting the hint/ignoring the hints...sigh it’s like dating all over again...sigh like tonight we had planned a cuddle session and things just never got started...i was so stressed in just making things easy for ever I made dinner and we played games but things just....this is a lil disheartening

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Whats my real fear is

All the friends introduced to you...leave me and side with you

I’ll never be same

everywhere I go you’ll be

I lost my bestfriend

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To grow old and be with the one you love is goal for most...yet the example I see makes me dread those days

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se·ren·i·ty

the state of being calm, peaceful, and untroubled.

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in·san·i·ty

Doing the same thing over and over and expecting a different result

Me always thinking things will change and they dont.

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con·fu·sion

lack of understanding; uncertainty.

The feeling i get when people dont listen to me as much i listen to them the feeling of knowing regardless how much i try there is always a issue

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The rain hides my tears

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my problems

are bad...losing intrest in my gf...while i lust for a partner...while i dream about another...tsk to say that i’m a dog is one thing...to say i’m afraid to be alone is another....eventually i will make a choice...or ill just be alone.

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To say the words "i don't love you"

It's hard to share

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I feel once i get in shape ill do Gamzee blog....maybe nsfw idk right now

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Its Saturday and im bored...so photoshoot

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Dear...my crush(es)

Im blessed to have both of you,yet i can't pick between neither of you..

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I'm Back.....

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"The cold rain could not ruin the emotion i feel once i held your warm body in my arms, Because at this moment i would rather die than that you go."

[shoujoromance]

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Call me evil or bad if you want to but i have to get something off my chest. 6 years of my life i've been off and on with my this girl and thru its ups and downs we gone thru it. from family to spaeration and stress. But now here in time is it wrongwhere i look at life and at the situation and i'm in and see a dismal outlook in this relationship where things have grown sluggish the happiness has faded and the bright colors that paint out love have grown grey.

A few times this week well off and on every other day for the last months she goes into depression spells in which i stop what im doing and becoming the mytic boyfriend the one that does everything and completely listens to your every word i knwo she thankful but its just a repeated cicle of this and i tell my friends and they all would agree that it should split but i would plee telling them i can't im all she got and dont wanna hurt her..i get called a a fool but still i do what i think is best.

I feel like i wasted a year of my life trying to  be a good guy but it just doesn't work out...sigh i'll give it week if im ok by myself i'll be ok.But i don't i think the fear of moving on will scare me or the fear of failing will scar me.

I wish i had advice on this....Shiki Duh

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my heart is heavy my eyes red with tears because i don't what to do...everyone sees how miserable i am yet i try to make things work..i rather us not be apart..but the more I'm with you the less i see us together...i wish there was some easy for this but 6 years is hard to get over.