[princelytransbian2]

I can’t keep my word the emptiness in my chest is unbearable I can’t live like this

Life without you is worthless

[princelytransbian2]

I hate goodbyes I don’t want this to be the end I don’t want you to go I don’t want this

Please don’t

I would do anything

Things could be different

[princelytransbian2]

I don’t want you to go please don’t leave me

[princelytransbian2]

I hate goodbyes I don’t want this to be the end I don’t want you to go I don’t want this

Please don’t

I would do anything

Things could be different

[princelytransbian2]

This blog was pointless

I wanted to make friends and maybe meet someone cool but i just ended up having my heart broken and life completely ruined

[princelytransbian2]

I’m going to stop posting in a few days.

I don’t know what I’ll from here on, life is pointless so I’ll probably kill myself soon it’s probably for the better anyways, it’s what she’ll want anyways.

To her I’m sorry for everything

[princelytransbian2]

Self h&rming helps to temporarily calm me down I’m in a cycle of completely breaking down and crying to self ha&ming to calm down just for it to repeat over and over again.

This is for my own “good” though

[princelytransbian2]

“I hope you can learn again how to be happy without me.”

I wasn’t happy before meeting you I was miserable you made me smile so much

[princelytransbian2]

I’m not giving up on you I don’t think you want that

[princelytransbian2]

Can you believe this is all because I asked to hang out in over a years time? Yeah it’s that stupid lol literally the dumbest reason to end a months long thing for.

[princelytransbian2]

New arc is alcoholic maxing to cope with loosing you

[princelytransbian2]

Who wants to take advantage of me while I’m drunk?

That will show her right

[princelytransbian2]

“You have to get out of the vicious circle” just to put me in a far worse one! Thanks a lot 😍 you totally care about me

[princelytransbian2]

I was never happy without you you were my light in this shit world dont think otherwise

[princelytransbian2]

I love vodka😍

On bottle two because of you 😞

Why would you do this

[princelytransbian2]

Stop making decisions for me treat me like an equal for once Roby. This won’t end until you let me speak for myself properly

[princelytransbian2]

Me and a whole bottle of vodka is a genius combo. No you will no my feelings no matter what I’m not giving up I’m done with you making decisions for me Roby listen to me for once will ya

I cried all day just for you to stab me right were it hurts

[princelytransbian2]

To Roby

I won’t be happy with this you hurt me so much over and over again. I didn’t want to be trapped in a cycle but you put us in it. You hurt me more with what you just did, you know that right?! I didn’t cling to you I just cared and felt like I meet someone i really understood but i didn’t apparently.

You didn’t even give me an option. It shouldn’t be like this, and I don’t want it to be like this.

I don’t know if you will see this Roby but I don’t want this or at least not to end like this but you had to go making decisions for me that I don’t want or agree to but you didn’t want to “resort to this”

You hurt me and toss me aside but you “care about me” which is it Roby? It can’t be both, I don’t even think this is what you want i just think you’re scared.

I didn’t even get to say anything, that hurts, this all hurts. I don’t think you will happy with this and I’m not saying goodbye, I refuse!

If mutuals could reblog this I would appreciate that