i'm kind of a fuck up

I smoke too many cigarettes and don’t have the ability to cry.

[anxietyproblem]

[anxietyproblem]

[tamper]

[asphyxiationx-deactivated201902]

[amargedom]

“Go out and do something. It isn’t your room that’s a prison, it’s yourself.”

— Sylvia Plath (via naturaekos)

[storybookprincess]

suddenly remembered this poem as i was making breakfast this morning & frantically googled “poem remembered to buy eggs?????????” & somehow managed to find it & it utterly knocked the wind out of me just as much as when i first read it

[dankmemeuniversity]

[lunar-goodness]

I get why I’m single, like... I completely understand. I’m a fuckin weirdo, and I can hardly stand putting up with myself, why on earth would anyone else be willing to?

[princess-junkie]

once, five years ago, i had the greatest live i’ve emexoerienced. it haunts me. not the person, but the feelings, the love i experienced. i guess in looking for that again—a love all consuming and that feels cosmically planned or some shit. but it so far i can’t find that. maybe i’m trying to hard. or maybe it’s one of those “once in a life time “ things.

[lotlombarts]

[confessionsofjustme]

"Someone who overthinks is also someone who over loves."

[perceptivedormouse]

[flannelshirtsandpinkjeans]

I need someone who messages ‘too much’

I need someone who wants to try 'too much’

I need someone who wants to visit me and hold me 'too much’

I need someone who wants to meet for coffee several times a week just to see me and catch up

I need someone who is willing to give their all just like I do

I am that person who is 'too much’ and I just want a balanced love where I know where I stand and dont constantly feel like im the one whos more in love.

[saphiction]

i know i’m not very gentle with myself, but i will be so gentle with you.

[loudnproudgays]

[maxs-corner]

I want a girlfriend who is down for staying up until weird hours of the night and sit in the kitchen with me at 3 AM with soft music playing in the background and we drink some tea. We’ll be sitting on the floor, looking out the window because if you pay close attention, the world is so damn beautiful in the middle of the night. It’ll be even prettier with a girl that I love by my side. And hopefully it’ll be prettier for her with me next to her. Hopefully she’ll love me just as much as I love her.

[black-femme-goddess]

How the fuck are girls meeting other girls and falling in love?!?!?!?!? I don't have a fucking clue what to do or how to go up to a girl and talk to her!!!!!! Especially since I don't really know if a girl is a wlw or not!!!!!! PLEASE HELP ME!!!!!!!