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fuck you don't talk to me

So beautiful! So sexy! Cute! Pretty!!!

Fuck you. Fuck you. fuckyoufuckyou!!

I want to shave my head and tear my fucking skin off. Beauty is so fucking stupid. I hate getting told I'm beautiful by such shallow people that refuse to see my soul. It can be so grating being told every day how pretty you are and not being able to see it yourself. I'm so pretty but will you hold me while I cry?? Will you still love me if I got in an accident and wasn't pretty any more? Will you care for me the way i would for you?? Suck my dick.

The way I look is the least important thing about me and I won't always be beautiful. I'm in my prime right now but am only observed and never loved

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everyone at the bar said I looked pretty today

but none of them love me

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i just want to be loved

No one has ever loved me properly/unconditionally. I want to be married one day and I feel like my clock is ticking. I want my future partner to be my best friend. I want to have someone I can feel safe and secure and happy with, why is it so hard?? I feel like there is something wrong with me. I hate the way I am I wish I was loveable or worthy

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where did your love go?

when did you stop loving me? Why did you stop loving me? I loved you, I loved you, I loved you. Why did you stop holding me close at night? Why did I have to start begging for a crumb of affection? And why wouldn't you give it to me? Where did it go? Why did you beg me to stay when you so obviously wanted me gone. Why did you waste my time and my love?...

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sick of having to reject every guy I meet...

I am constantly getting hit on and it's exhausting, I'll be at parties and see girls with safe platonic friendships with guys but those same guys will hit on me and won't treat me like one of the bros.. Like how did those other girls become close friends without these doods trying to fuck them I don't get it??..every new male friend just tries to get in my pants when I just want friends and guys i can feel safe around and a sense of community. I don't want to have to reject every new guy I meet, I just want to kick back and joke and have beers, I don't want u tryna grab me around my waist or being weird tryna get me alone

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The knight at medieval times threw me a flower

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Stoopidd

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Bored makin dance videos at home, I refuse to download TikTok

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"a lot of boys like me tho.."

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my pronouns are Swamp/Hag

My hair is getting so long, at first my goal was mermaid length (long enough to cover boobs) but now the new goal is swamp hag (hair so long it can obscure nudity)

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i remind people of Juno?

whenever I'm around my one friend he starts singing/playing songs from the movie Juno, this other guy I met a few weeks ago told me I remind him of Juno too, wtf, idk what it is but somehow I'm giving vibes of a quirky pregnant 16 year old?? 🤣

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finally broke up with him

I feel so relieved, I was totally losing myself, I kept getting sick, stopped taking care of myself, formed dark circles under my eyes....it had to end

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most fun I've had in a long time

I went to a punk show alone last night, tryna reach out and make more friends outside work, I got bruised up pretty bad and my septum ring got knocked out but it was so fun tbh

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its funny, he never ended up buying the dresses and we never went to Miami, crazy how narcissists will build themselves up to sound so great and adventurous but over time you realize being with them is the most stagnant you've ever been

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My hair has gotten really long

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oof

agreed to sign a new lease with my boyfriend and already feeling like it was a big mistake, he sucks to live with, my last post aged so poorly 😭😂 he’s the only one that benefits from us living together…

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boyfriend and I just moved in together! The place is so nice and I'm so excited, he is my best friend 🥺💕