I don't think you can ever get over someone you truly love with your heart mind and soul. If love is real it will never go away. No matter how much time apart, hours, days, months, years. You never get over them. You can move on, you can love again, differently… But when you get that person back no matter how long it's been even what seems to be an eternity you just pick up where you left off, you grab on to that person and literally hold them so tight that you are afraid to let go because you never thought you would make it back to each other, you never thought you would see them, touch them, kiss them again. At first it doesn't seem real… you think your going to wake up to another dream playing with your emotions to remind you how alone you are. But then you touch them you kiss them and you know it, you see that they are really there… They are real… And even if you only get a few days with them you click so well it is like you never left each other… But then you are forced to leave again… The universe is against your happily ever after… As if that exists… Take what you can get and grip on to it as if it's the last time you will ever see that person again… Because it might be… But know when you leave again. When your on that fucking plane going back to hell looking out the window as the plane takes off, your heart will shatter and it hurts… everything you did to lose that person will play in your head like flashbacks… Then every memory you ever had with them from the day you met to just a few hours ago when you said goodbye will run threw your head… And no matter how hard you try to go numb, no matter how hard you try to stop feeling so no one will see the tears falling down your face… You can't.I wanted to tell you I love you before you left me at the airport but I couldn't get the words to come out...
-Samma Blue
