Permanent Hesitation

Lawn. My Music: Cecilia

[princessriverpark]

Pumpkin spice and everything nice

[princessriverpark]

it's in the way my mom reminds me of how you looked at me on our wedding day

it's in our polaroids, camera rolls and picture frames

it's in my memories: dancing in the kitchen, laying on the floor with the dogs, fist bumps, falling back asleep to the TV when you couldn't sleep and it was 3:44am.

i have said it for years, i feel like we lived in different worlds when it came to us. I convinced myself you loved me, I think I convinced everyone. Maybe even convinced you. A master manipulator completely oblivious, just ecstatic for the good days.

Fearful for the bad days, accepting of the worst days.

It wasn't the dissolve that hurt me, it was that you were never really here at all – but god, I believed you were.

So, my mom must be wrong.

And smiles can be faked.

And memories can be twisted.

And I can be upset by texts from random guys not to "overthink it" when I'm most certainly overthinking everything.

[ladyadventurers]

When I need you, I need it quickly. //

[ladyadventurers]

There is nothing better. // Radium Hot Springs

[princessriverpark]

It feels good to be up above the clouds, it feels good for the first time in a long time now. // @sirsly (at Lower Crystal Lake)

[ladyadventurers]

Idaho Springs, CO

[princessriverpark]

It's official, I'm headed to #Texas second week of August. (at Lower Crystal Lake)

[princessriverpark]

I wait on you inside the bottom of the deep blue sea. // @missiomusic (at Standley Lake)

[princessriverpark]

Shut the front door. 👏🏼 Due to the heavy snowfall @yosemitenps had this last season I had the pleasure of lounging in a hammock surrounded by five waterfalls. 💁🏼 How did you spend your #TBT? (at Sierra Point)

[kseniablog]

[princessriverpark]

Just a little progress. Taking baby steps to get back to where I was 2 years ago, at a size 6. Just bought some 10's the other day so I'm heading in the right direction! I call it slim thick. Hahah

[princessriverpark]

I am losing so much weight yayyyyyyyy I've dropped two pant sizes and a panty size

[opossummypossum]

[personalgremlin]

she’s decadent 

[garbagedaddyofyourdreams]

She’s a real Bon vivant

[geneva-diva]

[florabrat-deactivated20190322]

need this shirt

[donut-doll-deactivated20131224]

[bell-rosella]

✨IG: bell_rosee✨

[lepetitbebe-deactivated20161103]

hermosa

[greelin]

“i’m not bitter” i say, bitterly, with a bitter expression

[dirtyminder-deactivated20210912]

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[sick-thought]

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[lepetitbebe-deactivated20161103]

Hermosa