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When your raped

( a little poem i wrote, to cope)

Trigger (maybe)

When your raped, no one said how painful it would be physically and mentally.

When your raped no one said you actually understood what happen; are can fully put the pieces together.

When your raped no one said you’d go months with out eatting, or sleeping.

When your raped no one talks about how a piece of you that you loved the most DIES

No one told me that I’d be afraid of the dark after. Or how having sex again with anyone would be so challenging. How you lie awake asking your partner did I do something wrong, how he/she loses patients with you, also interest in you it breaks your heart because of the truma you went through. They don’t under stand.

When your raped it’s with you for ever so you drink more, smoke more, do things you never did before just to (Feel better!) but At he end of it you don’t feel better you feel worst you ask yourself WHY ME!!!!!!

Get help!!! No!!! Go talk to someone….NO!… what the fuck can they do… they won’t believe me…they won’t help I went through this by myself….

When your raped…. your identity is gone…. your soul is gone! Yourself and all you know is gone…I miss myself…before I got hurt… before I self medicated… how do I go back with out hurting myself?…..

When your raped no one said how you feel liked you let everyone you know down…….

princesssunrae

I’m so happy that I’m healed 🥺😭 cried reading this

ILL FOREVER LOVR IT HERE.

#bye bye tumblr #tumblr fam #tumblr friends #tumblr #me #ebony #princesssunrae #rick and morty

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A CINDERELLA STORY (2004) dir. Mark Rosman

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"terminally ill people should be allowed to choose to die if they feel it is the best decision for them" and "euthanasia can easily become eugenics" and "we should provide support for depressed and suicidal people" are statements that can come into conflict but should all be respected

transmalewife

also “offering euthanasia to people who can’t afford actual treatment is murder”

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Some cute early Halloween stuff I’ve found so far 🖤🦇 I really like the skull wax warmer and the tombstone cookie jar.

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ALMOST THAT TIME OF YEAR! 🎃❤️‍🔥

I’m not sure what to post anymore but I love when I’m eatting!

CHIC-FIL-A and Chill!!!!! 💕❤️‍🔥🍟🍗

#food #foodism #foodporn #chic fil a #ddlg

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Strong heart, fragile body

aidashakur

Leaving a mf completely alone for good is better than matching their energy

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starkmaiden

This school is going to drive me up the wall.

They’re still trying to push us into externship and our certification exams despite the current world climate. We’ve been open about how unprepared we feel about going into the work force right now and how we feel like the at home schooling environment has hurt our ability to learn and retain knowledge. They have given us nothing but literally nothing. Not even lip service to our well being, our emails and calls are unanswered. We have no idea when we’ll even be allowed back in the building. Hell, we can’t even be certified even though they forced us all to register for our exam. They’re not currently doing certification exams.

All they fucking care about at this point is getting us there for fucking attendance, they don’t even notice not a single person is paying attention. Get the multiple daily quizzes, and multiple daily homeworks in on time everyday. What you have questions? Don’t worry you’ll never receive an answer. Just remember to sound like your having fun when they admin comes in because she won’t answer your questions either.

Like today, I had a question because I couldn’t access one of the homeworks without a password I didn’t have. I asked in the class no less than three time, I had my friend ask. We were never answered. All we got was how much they needed the resumes to be sent in, the homework was even anything about resumes. I don’t care that they clearly are trying to cover for the fact that they were too stupid to know we all gave in resumes already and they clearly forgot them before the building was locked. If they want to force us into the working world they’re going to have to level with us.

And if all of that is shitty enough, just think about what I’m being certified in. Medical Assistant. They’re planning to send 15 young adults into a fucking pandemic all while ignoring how unprepared we are. No one has any ideas of what we’re doing, and anytime we bring up stuff we actually wan to learn or relearn or talk about we’re basically told to just stick to our syllabus (I swear if I have to hear the world syllabus again I’m going to explode). I’ve opened up on wanting to go over first aid again. Did we even mention it after that moment? No, no we didn’t. We haven’t been able to be in class since the end of February, we need more time. They can’t just push out of the school to make room for more new people.

You know what happened when we told them we needed more information to go on, you really want to know. Our teacher told us “we’re not going to spoon feed you all the answers”, but they’re not fucking spoon feeding us. They’re not giving us any utensils, plates, a stove, they’re just slopping the mush onto the floor and telling us to clean up the mess.

I have more grievances, but for now I have to go write a resume before I get another email about it (because that’s the only emails I get now).