a new beginning

i am no one but a dreamer that never wins...not anymore. I make my dreams a reality.these posts are the rambling of a mad man.these are the words screaming on the inside of my mind.and random quotes and other. pish posh

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CLASSIC TRACK !!! 🔥🔥🔥💿💿💿

[principaliaggi]

While I was in the shower

She said you know you can look at me

I thought about then said "no"

I don't want to look at you if you aren't my love

I couldn't,no matter how much I wanted to and much I still want to look at her ...I wont

[principaliaggi]

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[principaliaggi]

They be like why you always pick the ones who emotionally unavailable or already in a relationship

Me:I don't pick nobody my heart do the bum bum and I'm questioning whether I'm dumb or something

Then bam I'm writing sonnets,music ,poems,paintings,then it subsides and I'm once again reaching at fiction

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And if they already had to know me before this moment?

[principaliaggi]

[principaliaggi]

Mix - Tellervo - Animated Short Film 2023 - ArtCenter

Tellervo - Animated Short Film 2023 - ArtCenter

The unexpected love story between a huntress and the girl she was meant to huntArtCenter 2023Original Music | Pilvet liikkuu, minä enWritten

[principaliaggi]

[rylandsgrace]

#He did it. Almost.

[rylandsgrace]

I know you play like you’re the meanest and the hardest but actually you’re the most scared of all. I know you steal batteries you don’t need, and you push away anyone who’s willing to put up with you because just a little bit of love reminds you how big and empty that hole inside you actually is.

[principaliaggi]

When I send a text with no lol

That's shit might make you cry

[principaliaggi]

And as the raging warmth in my chest settles

I question,did I miss something

A misplaced emotion at the wrong point years before

Where we are at this moment.

One too many passive acts in the pursuit doing the right thing?

In particular

Im still in the point of never knowing and Always wanting to know .

The clearest of answers to me has often been the one the helps the most and hurts the least if not at all

But now that doesn't feel like enough

In seeking closure on this matter I'm attempting to pour out all the contents of my heart,

Something's I don't get ,I'm fuckin fine till I fall asleep

Then every moment becomes agony,

Suddenly I'm with you again wondering where the next moment of fun comes from

I'm questioning my dreams now whether they are an oasis or mirage.

Have I wasted everyone's time ?

I've only been seeking someone that looks at me the way you do

Someone that speaks with your voice

Someone one with a similar smile cause let's just face it no one smiles like you

I relinquish the fleeting hope that you could solve this rubix

But regardless I left you with the pieces

Not even the thousand of teeth of emptiness without you

Feels like a Gentle breeze

If I don't make one more joke though .

[principaliaggi]

I love how she makes me soft ,

But I'm almost too soft like I'm scared to speak around her

I've got this mouth that I've trained to just be loud and inconsiderate for most of my life

I like me when I'm with her ,I like her when she's making breakfast

I like that she didn't get mad when I took a huge dump in the one bathroom house

I like how she didn't give up on me.

But the closer I am to her the more likely I am to get hurt and I've been hurt soo much,God knows ,

Time is the thing that I need .

Hope is what I hold

And hope no matter what I hope she's well and I hope she's happy cause I'm working my way back to happy myself.

Lately I feel lighter like all the shitty things in my life were preparing me to meet you,I hope it's you and not someone else years later,this is exhausting it's like you forgot July 19th 2021

[principaliaggi]

[principaliaggi]

If you could please turn my soul white again

For years I have lived with all the colors of emotions like water pushing the sands of my life

And when I was pulled out of that black vortex

I saw nothing

A hand pulled me out of the black

And Into the white

I wish she could hear me now

Still mulling over my own defeat

The sun is low and my head heavy and all my hand wants to do is write

I'm so full of food but I feel empty when I can't hear her

I close my eyes so often now to sleep .

So at least I can touch her in my dreams.

She turns my enemies to bubbles and I turn her kitchen into a mess

I've never seen a woman make a splash like that.

It's like God cannonballed into the deep side of the Gulf of Mexico.