And as the raging warmth in my chest settles
I question,did I miss something
A misplaced emotion at the wrong point years before
Where we are at this moment.
One too many passive acts in the pursuit doing the right thing?
In particular
Im still in the point of never knowing and Always wanting to know .
The clearest of answers to me has often been the one the helps the most and hurts the least if not at all
But now that doesn't feel like enough
In seeking closure on this matter I'm attempting to pour out all the contents of my heart,
Something's I don't get ,I'm fuckin fine till I fall asleep
Then every moment becomes agony,
Suddenly I'm with you again wondering where the next moment of fun comes from
I'm questioning my dreams now whether they are an oasis or mirage.
Have I wasted everyone's time ?
I've only been seeking someone that looks at me the way you do
Someone that speaks with your voice
Someone one with a similar smile cause let's just face it no one smiles like you
I relinquish the fleeting hope that you could solve this rubix
But regardless I left you with the pieces
Not even the thousand of teeth of emptiness without you
Feels like a Gentle breeze
If I don't make one more joke though .