Trainers - not take in an Agnes Tachyon if you are not ready to care for her in her most brutal, self-destructive, and persecutive moments. You believe there is appeal in an intriguingly flawed woman and then shirk involvement when she is anything but an angel.
but what if i want to take in agnes tachyon precisely because of those reasons? what if i see her at her lowest, her most brutal, her most self-destructive, and want to care for and cherish her anyway?
let me brew her when she has too much on her plate, with exactly the too large amount of sugar she requires in each cup. let me sit beside her in quiet moments in her lab when she's categorizing her data. let me swallow down her latest concoction after i see how she's spent the last week toiling over it. let me be a shoulder for her to lean on. let me accompany her to doctor's appointments, tenderly bandage her leg. let me go along with her whims not because it is forced upon me. but because i care more than anything to do the things that would make her happy
i don't want the perfect angelic sanitized version of agnes tachyon. without all of the quirks, without all of the lovely personality traits that attracted me to her in the first place. if i interact with agnes tachyon then it comes from a place of accepting that intriguingly flawed woman and loving her in whole.


















