PrivateCyberStalker

Honkai lore enthusiast and Anti-Entropy enjoyer ✨Einjoyce and Editesla✨

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❛ memoir of æ mundanes ❜ — a journey through the year, an art calendar where each month is dedicated to a certain character

˖ ࣪ ⊹ Happy Birthday Welt!!! ⊹ ࣪ ˖

p.s. special thanks to my dear @soluumis for helping me out with the layout

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I'm so excited to see what you're cooking for New Years 👀

some charming content

[owensgrumpyoranges]

O no

[privatecyberstalker]

A profound sea on the edge of the nothingness doesn't seem to be hostile. In fact, it shouldn't seem to be 'anything' but our protagonists know about the nothingness enough to understand all complexities of this place.

You might say, “Nothingness shouldn't have any complexities, it's literally nothing!” This statement is indeed correct and yet for each rule exists at least one exception. Weirdly but nothingness doesn't deny the existence of exceptions nor the possibility of the existence of exceptions. Oh Aeons, we went to far from the initial topic.

In any case, the tranquility of this place was already disturbed by two female figures. One, dressed in an elegant suit, was facing a tremendous black nothing resting on the other side of the sea. Her cloudlike hair has covered her visage almost entirely obeying some peculiar laws of physics. Her companion, a taller and strong builded lady, could only sigh and clutch the sword's hilt. As for her appearance, those ranger-esque clothes and long silky hair felt slightly less uncanny in comparison.

Suddenly, a taller lady started to speak in a calm manner: “Though I don't know how much information your subjects have brought to you, it's time to admit that things are getting worse.”

“Not much.” Her companion answered distantly. It was difficult to understand what exactly she was responding to but at least she was listening.

“War is nigh, Morrigan. Our universe has almost witnessed one of the last Instances calculated by Nous. The Theory of Four Apocalypses has become common knowledge and now—”

“—everyone are finally waking up.”

This abrupt interruption knocked the lady off her train of thoughts. Curly-haired one didn't even grace her with a small glance nonetheless her voice seemed to become more lively and engaged.

“Allow me to elaborate,” Morrigan continued. “In times like these, people tend to reconsider their worldview and believes which may eventually effect our universe on the different levels. Including conceptual. After all, Paths might depend on their followers more than one thinks. Can you see this?”

Another heavy sigh was lady's answer. She understood where Morrigan was heading to. However, she couldn't agree with her nor wholeheartedly confront her. “Acheron?” Morrigan slightly turned to her temporarily companion when silence became suffocating.

“My opinion hasn't changed since our last meeting.” Acheron started calmly. “There's no good in the Nihility. It is absurd and vast with only purpose to capture those who have lost their road. The powerless ones. The hopeless ones.” She glanced at Morrigan. Her eyes were still hidden behind her cloudlike hair but now Acheron could see her lips pressed together into a thin, even paler line. It felt familiar. Once again, she continued:

“Yet I can't deny that we both are doing our best to save our universe. Though I don't believe that one can cure or reconceptualize the Nihility, I'll keep my promise and let you, your people and other Doctors to do your doing. Ultimately, one of us should succeed. No matter will that be by my sword or by your quill.”

Morrigan still remained silent. This promise indeed was an ultimate win. However, for those whose only reason to keep going was to save the-one-beyond-saving – defying paradoxes with more paradoxes – it could be a question of life and death. Their own life and death. Morrigan was one of those people.

Some rumors says that Morrigan was a walking nonsense even before stepping into the Shadow. Perhaps this is why the paradoxal nature of the Nihility feels like home for her. Acheron actually spared a few seconds thinking about that until noticed a slight movement right next to her.

“The Chicken and The Egg dilemma.” Morrigan suddenly spoke, this time completely facing Acheron. “The Light and The Shadow. Entropy as part of the system. Entropy leading the system towards Nothingness. System living through the product's lifecycle. Nothingness leading the system towards Equilibrium. Entropy leading the universe towards Negentropy. The Paradox. Nothingness having an opinion and a voice. Another paradox.” For a brief moment, a pair of bright red eyes could be seen among the white hair. Glassy. Staring into nothingness. “Things are much more complicated than you think, dear sister.”

With the speed of the lightning, Acheron stepped aside from her so-called sister once again reaching for her sword. Morrigan froze for a second, then tilted her head and gave Acheron an apologetic smile. Surprisingly sincere one.

Unwilling to turn this into a mess, Acheron simply rested her hand on the hilt: “I look forward to know more. Perhaps we all will be enlightened one day, who knows?” Morrigan only nodded in agreement. After making a mental note to not engaging herself anymore with others Emanators of the Nihility, Acheron could finally take her leave.

“So why did you come here in the first place?” Morrigan asked her for the last time. “To remind us about the deadline?”

“Not at all.” Acheron allowed herself a weak smile. “I've been just passing by. In the end, all rivers eventually flow back to the sea.”

[rylandsgrace]

#Merry crisis

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[privatecyberstalker]

THE WAY I MADE THIS MARIO-ESQUE «HERE WE GO» SOUND AS SOON AS MY EYES HAVE REGISTERED WHAT I'M LOOKING AT, HELLO???

Man no joke. I'm about to hold hands with my family members and thank god for today's meal cuz DEAR LORD HORA YOU KEEP COOKING...

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i know i'm late to giving suggestions, but ein and welt should kiss

they really should~

[privatecyberstalker]

For some time now I've been thinking about Ein's possible playable versions (for both HI3rd and HSR) and I wanted to write down some concepts in a sake of sharing and rationalising them this way.

This thread-talk will be about HI3rd!Einstein. She's not really a fighter, but what if she joins us in Martian System? There things are slightly more... relative and it gives us a field for experiments!

Before we hop into the details, I wanted to share some thoughts about what were the main ideas I was heading from. Depending on the concept, those ideas will be more or less present yet I want to acknowledge all of them beforehand.

Once Upon A Time: I love those homages to fairytales with knights, dragons and princess, so I couldn't help but give Einstein some witchery-wizardry vibes. A good witch turning into a wicked (and very pissed) one in a blink of an eye sounds too fine.

Universe, Life and Everything: In my head Ein is closely connected with space aesthetics since AE VN. Now, with Coralie calling Einstein her cloudless sky, this connection only grows stronger.

From Anti-Entropy with Love: Alongside with thoughts about having some things referencing AE crew, I wanted to use one thing that perfectly matches this and two previous ideas in the list. Star of Eden.

Puppies & Dragons: Do I wanna Ein to look older than usual as if she's never become immortal? Yeah. Do I wanna use some dragon-inspired accessories as a reference to her actual immortality and Coralie? 100%.

Based on those ideas we can eventually assume what could be some gameplay things such as Types, Stigmatas and Weapons. I'm in favour of PSY Type and Ice DMG. It would match nicely with Helia and Coralie's S-rank battlesuits, make a sweet callback to Star of Eden: World which uses Ice DMG and... honestly, who would be more effective against mechas than one of THE Anti-Entropists?

Oh, stigmatas. Those are simply perfect for backstory references after all. Perhaps there will be our little Lieserl with Professors, Ein with her coworkers from Lab42 or with one particular... and then Dr. Einstein with her little Coralie.

Regarding the weapon. As I've said before, I was mostly inspired by Star of Eden and especially by it's blue version. Einstein did use Star of Eden before, so why not try again? As the initial form aka one we'll see on the banner I would pick a form of gauntlets or a drive core form. Meanwhile, Einstein will be able to swap between different forms: sphere, staff, gauntlets etc. Here's some examples.

Now, after spending some time going through additional details, we finally can hop into the next chapter! Here things are getting slightly more vague simply because I'm not a character designer neither I do things like that often. Two concepts I'm about to show aren't very polar, but there's some differences at least in visuals.

The First One:

At the beginning I've said that depending on the concept some ideas will be more or less present. In this case, the main focus is on cosmic motives and more closed wizardly attire. And yes, it was difficult to find a proper way to include AE references except giving it Star of Eden's color palette.

However you may notice some dragon-esque accessories: metallic claws and metallic horns, symbolising the weight of immortality. In combination with this cape resembling starry skies it creates so needed mysterious aura.

In fact, it would also serve as an reflection of Ein herself. Her burden turned into a heavy accessories, her incapability to let other people too close - into sharp claws. She's a human, with barely noticeable wrinkles and silver locks in her hair. Her caring, intelligent yet quite reserved nature allowed her to play a good witch in this story.

Both here and in the reality she always finds her comfort under the veil of night. So believe, in one moment she'll take her cape off and turn it into a starry ceiling above this world to share this comfort with her crew when they'll need it the most... Sounds like an idea for the stellar outburst, right?

The Second One:

While the previous concept was more about being a reflection of the true self through design, the second one is a combination of herself and who Einstein might be in another lifetime. Something similar to Durandal's experience in this system.

Here Einstein is a woman with dimples on her cheeks and silver strands in her noticeably longer hair. She looks just like the Sky Coralie was talking about and yet she's also the Moon. Sometimes round and bright, reflecting the light of the people around her. Sometimes crescent and gentle, turning into a cradle for the world in it's entirety.

As you can see, we took away claws and added a corset reminding of Star of Eden, making Einstein look more like a Guardian of Eden if not the star itself. We gave her a cloudlike dress, keeping this warm and charming aura of a good witch oftenly gracing human realm... but what's about horns?

Framed with blue flowers, those horns won't make her forget who she really is nor who she was before. Are they still a symbol of immortality and power or perhaps they belong to the scapegoat? Hah, that's the question for you to answer.

In Conclusion:

Einstein isn't really a fighter, but I believe she would be a brilliant support, changing the field with a snap of her fingers. Imagine her literally casting the night on, commanding enemies to freeze both by the gravity and the frostbite.

OR her breaking the status quo and openly treating this as a simulation, breaking inside the system with her magic and keeping her crew safe under the veil of night aka under the map. Now Ajita will have to deal with two b... witches trying to ruin her work, Vita and Einstein.

In any case! That was my small brainrot! At the end, I hope you were having a good time reading it and have a great day✨

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Tesla: I can't believe Mophead gives you even more money from our lab funds Welt: try to develop a sense for responsible finance management and then we can talk Edison: a low chuckle oh that's too rich coming from someone who hasn't found a social place except for being a housewife to earn little no money. Children should not talk back to grown ups, do they? Welt: growls Edison: smile widenes Oh?~ did i hit a nerve, bitch boy ?

bonus: Ein smiling at Edison: it's dangerous for ceo to have so little self awareness. You lecture others on their place yet you seem to confuse your own office with your employee's bedroom ^^

[privatecyberstalker]

Everyone sometimes are getting some weird ideas that cause you to stay awake in the middle of the night doing random stuff, right?

So yeah. I've been thinking about what were the odds of einjoyce's kid having yellow eyes. Like Lieserl's mom or - you know - Emma.

...and then I found myself making up a Jung-Planck family tree, which might be more fitting for some of my modern!AUs than for anything else.

[owensgrumpyoranges]

I swear every time I post a new Ao3 work I forget how to tag.

anywayyy

An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works

she's home :3

[privatecyberstalker]

WE'RE SO BACK😭😭😭 I mean she's SO back~

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Happy 100th post!

[lolo-chi]

I had a dream that the Edo Star trailer came out and Ein (and Tesla) showed up and they were gonna get playable variants in hsr and after years I would finally be able to play my beautiful queen Lieserl Albert Einstein..... but then I woke up, forgot my dream, had a thought in the middle of the day that reminded me of it, realized it wasn't real, and playable Ein is still not happening (my day was ruined), why is it that my favorite character from all of hoyo's games is the woman who is not playable at all, she has stigmatas, but that's not enough, at least Tesla has a cute ELF version, but Ein.... Ein doesn't have that, Ein is in the never playable limbo

I hold hope that one day she'll be playable in hsr (bc we all know it's not happening in hi3)........ Pls just one chance......... Pls i beg...... Ever since that fateful day years ago when I first saw her it's been so over for me, I don't know if I've ever been as mentally ill for a character as I've been mentally ill for her, plsplsplsplsplspls i would do anything, pls I'd pull even if she healed enemies, I would do anything plsplsplspls hoyo pls I'm begging

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[privatecyberstalker]

I don't even know which one is the funniest because GOD THEY'RE SO SILLY AROUND EACH OTHER🥺🩵 Also «Ein with unconscious Welt / Ein with unconscious Tesla» is such a good beat please I'm dying...

[privatecyberstalker]

Each year I'm getting so anxious about my bday so I need to do something unrelated yet rn my brain jumps from things like «we need to discuss some ideas about Ein's HSR variant» to «we need turn HI3rd characters into ponies» and back.

I guess eventually I'll make some of those but I can't say that for sure...

[goodoldfashionedengineer]

Not writing a fanfic nobody asked for but writing fanfic for yourself and that one other person who is equally insane about the idea

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@privatecyberstalker why is this so us 😭🥲

[privatecyberstalker]

OH MY GOD IT IS– well at least we're having a good time🥺✨

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Choose your warrior

She didn’t feel her mind collapsing. It was everything else that crumbled, twisted, fell apart and her thoughts were the only thing that stayed constant, a fixed point in the chaos. Her unwavering and oddly sane mind was the only thing keeping her lucid amidst the fractured abyss

My entity disappeared and my consciousness fell to the bottom of the Sea of Quanta, the world of lowest energy where I'd be trapped forever...