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@probablydissociating
Destroy the idea that you have to be constantly working or grinding in order to be successful. Embrace the concept that rest, recovery, and reflection are essential parts of the progress towards a successful and ultimately happy life.
dissociating is kinda like: sorry, i’m not feeling well at all to the point where i’m not exactly here, please leave a message and someone will get back at you eventually
me: *is a living train wreck* yaaas!!! stay hydrated guys! life is so beautiful we are all beautiful always smile at strangers and eat healthy :)
Still tryin to heal from things I don’t speak about
someone: ahaha zoning out much? anyone home??? haha
me, dissociating: What
fuck every dad that puts their own pride over the wellbeing of their own kid fuck every dad that cant apologize to their child after being a dick fuck every dad whos knowingly hurt their kid to “toughen them up” fuck every dad who cant be their emotionally for their children fuck every dad that just doesnt care about being a good parent
If you have ever sat on your shower floor crying gasping for air I am so FUCKING sorry
celebrate your personal victories because no one else understands what it took to accomplish them
being creative and depressed at the same time is such a weird fucking feeling because yes i wanna make beautiful art and improve my skills but i also need to take this depression nap for eight hours and then cry for another four because im a failure
I don’t want to stop existing
I want to start
I’m constantly torn between wanting to recover and wanting to be self-destructive in any way possible.
that dissociation feel when your eyes are just like “focusing on stuff? not today buddy”
when you manage to be productive for like a half hour and then your brain just shuts off like
THAT’S ALL FOLKS, TRY AGAIN TOMORROW
Fun Dissociative Things
-not being able to remember your name or birthday or anything about yourself in general.
-not recognizing yourself in the mirror whatsoever.
-having your entire body go numb and not being able to feel anything
-not being able to see or focus your eyes on anything
-feeling like you have physically left your body and the entire world is spinning and you can’t hear anything
-my doctor thought i was experiencing drawn out petite mal seizures instead of dissociative episodes
-memory lapses, conscious black outs
-h a l l u c i n a t i n g
-staring at your own arms and legs move for hours+ trying to determine if you’re the one moving them or not
-not being able to tell if you’re real and existing or if you’re trapped in a nightmare
-going to do something that takes 5 minutes and coming back 5 hours later with no idea that amount of time has passed at all
-take a shitload of nitrous and 2 tabs LSD and you’ll figure out what really severe dissociative episodes are like
