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Lydia | 23 | she/they | ace | I draw and write stuff | dumpster fire but spicy | !!!Occasional NSFW and Dead Dove!!! | AO3

[prodepresanti]

You know those weird facts that don't make sense such as "the lighter was invented before the matches"

Here's another one – methol cigarettes were invented before the cigarettes with filter.

[prodepresanti]

Valentino has made ceramic ashtrays.

[9cbffs]

shoutout to aces who are in between #nuance

[cunning-and-cool]

idk man but something about Stanley "taught himself extremely advance physics/math/probably many other things while running a relatively successful business" Pines and Stanford "is wanted in almost every dimension with a judicial system of some kind" Pines is sooo fucking funny to me

[silvershewolf247]

I need this in a fanfic, a comic book, an audio book, and on a billboard. 10/10 idea.

[atalana]

[cunning-and-cool]

idk man but something about Stanley "taught himself extremely advance physics/math/probably many other things while running a relatively successful business" Pines and Stanford "is wanted in almost every dimension with a judicial system of some kind" Pines is sooo fucking funny to me

[silvershewolf247]

I need this in a fanfic, a comic book, an audio book, and on a billboard. 10/10 idea.

[atalana]

[artyphex]

My "too woke" take is: A woman could not have written Game of Thrones. I don't mean she wouldn't have been capable. I mean a woman writing about that much rape and incest wouldn't have been this globally revered as "realistic" and "dark" and would've instead been called a sexual deviant and her books fringe at best

[prodepresanti]

I have two more exams on the 13th and 15th. And afterwards I have plans. I've been making my Valentino waaaaaay too nice and normal. Like, boohoo, I made him pierce Vox's cunt nonconsensually and dub-con Angel in passing, this is basically vanilla by Hell's standards, I'm going to make him so much worse and finally write a fully self indulgent... ugh, it's not smut... probably it won't end up being a smut... we'll see. The point is I'M FINALLY MAKING VALENTINO GROSS AND WEIRD!

... And I'd probably have to make this a dual POV again... I both love and hate writing dual POV stuff, I'd have to decide whether interjecting Angel's horror and shock with Val's Sexy Musings would ruin the flow or enhance it

[glubby]

i would like a hug…. JUST KIDDING! i would like TWO hugs. (suddenly becomes cold and standoffish) i don’t need anything or anyone and i don’t want to talk about it.

[yourrottingwife]

SIMPLE GUIDE:

Body Horror: Things that cannot happen in real life. EX: The Thing, stomach mouths, eyes on hands, etc

Gore: Fresh injuries, often severe. EX: Severed leg, gutspill, deep gashes, etc

NEITHER: Healed injuries and burns, congenital differences, missing appendages, etc. If I could theoretically go to the store and see that character browsing the isles- It isn't body horror or gore. That's just a person. *AND the amount of people that tag, not just fictional characters, but real human beings as body horror is staggering. Its not solely a fandom issue, ableism and bigotry against anyone that looks sufficiently "different" is prevalent in real life and has devastating consequences.

(Modified) from my comment left on this post.

[yourrottingwife]

Adding:

Self harm scars are not body horror.

Pregnant people are not body horror.

Burn scars are not body horror, that includes chemical burn scars.

Prosthetics are not body horror.

NOT having prosthetics is also not body horror.

There is no disability aid that is body horror.

Congenital differences + disabilities are not body horror.

AND acquired differences + disabilities are also not body horror.

Real people are not body horror.

If you are uncomfortable or scared because someone looks different than you that is YOUR PROBLEM. It is your responsibility to get over it, or at the very least not make it everyone else's issue. Play the quiet game.

[cgsdraws]

Hot Take: You can be scared of it, but this still stands

play the quiet game. Say nothing.

I sometimes see people with burns and you know what I do? Scroll. I find burns uncomfortable, will I EVER say anything? Absolutely not. That is not body horror, that is not my place. My discomfort does not mean they deserve to be silenced

[stabyomates]

Valastor beach episode

Alastore, on the shore, shouting: What the heck are you doing?

Valentino, floating in the sea for nearly an hour: Reconnecting with nature

Al: You ve been at it for an hour. You look like a dead body.

Val: Didn t know yours resurfaced

[prodepresanti]

One person has asked me to get one of my drawings tattooed and now another person asked me to design them a tattoo. And I'm sitting here, deadass tearing up because maybe I'll actually become a tattoo artist one day, maybe I'll be able to live on making pretty things for people to look at. Maybe life will work out. Maybe it's not so bad that I'm still around. Maybe I'm worth something. Maybe I'll end up doing something meaningful and not stare at a computer writing code

[prodepresanti]

In a RadioStatic Obsession AU, Alastor would be the one to make the wish, don't argue with me, I'm objectively right.

[stabyomates]

Little fem human alastor edit bcs she s always on my mind

[prodepresanti]

Had a dream about Season 3, let's see how much I get right!:

Episode 3 was 53 minutes long

Episode 4 was with an 18+ rating (no idea why, "I fell asleep" in the dream before I watched it)

Episode 1 had an introduction song in the very beginning (within 2 minutes of the start of the episode, dare I say opened with the song right after the intro)

Vox gets his body back within the first episode

In Episode 1 Charlie, and I think Vaggi, go to confront... Vox, I think that was the point, they go to Vee Tower for reasons, but they end up meeting up with Valentino and tablet Vox, introduction song ensues. Vox might have gotten his body back during the song. There's a shot from the room taken from the ceiling's bottom left corner, the color palette is either super pink or leaning more rusty orange

Episode 1 ends with a song, like S2Ep4

There was something about meat in episode 3... Or the Hotel crew had a meal together... I don't remember, all I remember was meat being important, maybe Alastor killed and ate someone???

Episode 2 was the StaticMoth episode, they had a song together, it might have involved a flashback from around the time they met, BUT overall Episode 2 was somehow the most boring episode out of the first three

The episode descriptions on Prime were.... written like this! Hahhhhzzzzzhhgg! "Glitching" text and the ...

Episode 3 was centered on how the Hotel was running, singled out a few guests, but it was overall a Hotel episode

The last episode was described as "the most epic finale you've seen yet!" or something along those lines. Had a word starting with F_N in the title, I'm thinking it was "Final Dance"???? I can read in my dreams but this one was just blurry because, again, I was "falling asleep". The plot of my dream was that I was watching the show in bed

Overall the first 3 episodes were... mild. Like, not too graphic, not too much blood or too much sexual remarks. No idea how, I'm guessing Episode 4 was all porn. Also, the first 4 episodes came out at the same time like for Season 1

Rosie was involved somewhere in those episodes, but it wasn't plot related, I'm thinking she wanted the gossip on the Morningstar family but was only observing from the sidelines and drinking tea

Valentino once again wore his gorgeous and sexy white pants in the first episode. And, I was disappointed that we didn't get as many outfit changes as last season

Velvette showed up at some point during the first two episodes and she had a black crop top on

Let's see if I've been hit with Apollo's Dodgeball! Last time I predicted Niffty going to help out Angel in the finale! And... I predicted Angel being shoved into the vanity and it involving a pretty mirror shot, I just thought Val did it and not Vox

[rat-rambles]

You know the part of Don't you forget reprised we talk about the least especially, when we talk about Vox manhandleing Alastor is this part at the being.

Alastor reminds Vox of there past and his reaction is to go. "Well fuck you I'm going to throw you around the room now."

Which like first off girl what the fuck.

And I think this gets glosses over becuse people see this as less invasive than the grabing he does in a second. You know he's just dropping Alastor from well if Val is 10 feet and he dosnt hit the ceiling 12-14 feet maybe.

Followed by litterly poseing him. Like also thoughs cords ARE VOX. Like they are a extention of him comeing from his body. I would asume he can feel them. Especially with that time Alastor twirls his finger around one.

THEY ARE VOX and Vox is grabing him like this.

And I do think right here is where the sexual tention/ over tones start to play into the song.

Like not Alastor being on his actual knees. This followed by him grabing Alastor nose which is obviously like oh his face.

Point being is I find this far more overtly agressive than a moment later when Alastor is back in the chair. Partly because Vox seems to think this whole thing worked. Alastor dosn't say anything untill he is firmly back in his chair.

The irony being this is porbaly Alastor positively reinforcing keeping him in the chair. He is interrupting Vox but also giveing him the atention he craves even if its negative atention. The more overtly sexal Vox acts the less Alastor talks and the more they build this werid dynamic that they have while Alastor is captive.

[prodepresanti]

If I took a nickel every time I've had an anxiety/panic attack in the past year regarding my college degree and how much I hate everything about it and how I'm scared I'll never get a job, I'D BE RICH! I'm tired of this shit, I hate it here aaaaahhh

I should have just gone with English. Could have worked as a book translator, maybe a private tutor on the side. But nooo, I decided to study code because I wanted to make stuff, ONE YEAR BEFORE AI BECAME A THING! OF COURSE THAT HAPPENED! I KNEW I SHOULD HAVE TAKEN A FUCKING GAP YEAR!

[kiingkuro]

GTA 6 cover girl but it’s Valentino