Steven Meeks

"Quam bene vivas refert non-quam diu." // It is how well you live that matters, not how long.

[professional-melomaniac]

hi!!

steven meeks here!

pronouns: he him

sexuality: gay and ace (sorry ladies)

im fluent in latin and ancient greek

i love love love reading

i am 17 years old

and im ready to try anything once so give me your book reccomendations!!

music i listen to: smashing pumpkins, the cure, queen, the beatles, memo boy, pixies, alex g and current joys!!

Todd: @the-least-favourite-child

Neil: @thisismyverse

Knox: @hopelessknoxmantic

Charlie: @makemefeelpotent

cameron: @cameron-by-the-book

pitts: @its-the-pitts1

atlas: @exhausted-echo

valentine: @valentinesfadedroses

Mr Keating: @thepowerfulplay-goeson

Ooc:

first rp account ever!! my asks are open always and forever frfr. kinda nervous. this isnt my main acc (i wont say my main here because im scared of irls finding this) but if u wanna befriend me js use asks or dm me fr

uhh lowkey dont know wgat im doing😛😛 i think im doing this right so far???

[thisismyverse]

Instead of a suicide, Neil should committed an act of patricide and matricide. That is what they call, murdering your mother and father.

i-

...look. ik they're abusive but like they're still my parents yk?

idk i have complicated feelings towards them :(

@the-least-favourite-child @professional-melomaniac @makemefeelpotent @hopelessknoxmantic @cameron-by-the-book @its-the-pitts1 @valentinesfadedroses @thepowerfulplay-goeson

[professional-melomaniac]

No no, they have a point. Maybe not outright murder but I understand. Also suicide?? What?

[thisismyverse]

uh

so

rmb when i disappeared?

yeah

sorry :(

@the-least-favourite-child @professional-melomaniac @makemefeelpotent @hopelessknoxmantic @cameron-by-the-book @its-the-pitts1 @valentinesfadedroses @thepowerfulplay-goeson

[professional-melomaniac]

Oh. Neil why didnt you tell us? Are you okay?

[thisismyverse]

Instead of a suicide, Neil should committed an act of patricide and matricide. That is what they call, murdering your mother and father.

i-

...look. ik they're abusive but like they're still my parents yk?

idk i have complicated feelings towards them :(

@the-least-favourite-child @professional-melomaniac @makemefeelpotent @hopelessknoxmantic @cameron-by-the-book @its-the-pitts1 @valentinesfadedroses @thepowerfulplay-goeson

[professional-melomaniac]

No no, they have a point. Maybe not outright murder but I understand. Also suicide?? What?

[thisismyverse]

god, i love you <3 @the-least-favourite-child

happy valentines day :)

@makemefeelpotent @professional-melomaniac @hopelessknoxmantic @cameron-by-the-book @its-the-pitts1 @thepowerfulplay-goeson @valentinesfadedroses

[professional-melomaniac]

You guys are so cute together :)

[its-the-pitts1]

Today was really fun, we should go out more often <3 - S.M

( @professional-melomaniac )

Yeah, I'm glad I got to spend the day with you... away from all those obnoxious couples haha. :D 💛

[professional-melomaniac]

Yeah, we should go stargazing sometime, it'd be really fun! <3

[its-the-pitts1]

@professional-melomaniac Hey, uh, if you're not busy next weekend, wanna go into town and do something fun? I could use a break from everything and what better way to spend it than with you :))

[professional-melomaniac]

We could go stargazing the same day!! Also yes we need a break from everything, I'd love to spend this weekend with you <3

[its-the-pitts1]

I'm so fucking tired.

[professional-melomaniac]

Whats wrong, Pittsie?

[its-the-pitts1]

Everything. Everything's fucking wrong. I can barely see through this stack of homework and I don't understand history or chemistry or trig no matter how hard I try to study and I feel like I can't take a full breath or focus on anything ever since I lost my necklace and I miss my grandma so damn much and I don't know what I wanna do with my life and everythings just fucking wrong. I don't think I care about anything anymore, to be honest, I'm just so fucking exhausted.

I'm sorry, Stevie. I don't mean to dump this all on you. I wouldn't blame you if you didn't care anyway, so just ignore this if you want haha sorry

[professional-melomaniac]

Hey hey, I care a lot, I'll go get food and tea for you, okay? You can tell me anything, I promise I'll try my best to help.

[its-the-pitts1]

Yeah. Yeah, thanks Meeksie. God I love you so fucking much how did I get so lucky to have you as a friend :))

[professional-melomaniac]

I love you too, Pittsie. You're the best person I've ever met <3

[its-the-pitts1]

:)

... If you wanna meet in the library tonight, we can talk. If you want. I think it'd be good for both of us haha :) <3

[professional-melomaniac]

Yes!! That sounds nice <3

[its-the-pitts1]

I'm so fucking tired.

[professional-melomaniac]

Whats wrong, Pittsie?

[its-the-pitts1]

Everything. Everything's fucking wrong. I can barely see through this stack of homework and I don't understand history or chemistry or trig no matter how hard I try to study and I feel like I can't take a full breath or focus on anything ever since I lost my necklace and I miss my grandma so damn much and I don't know what I wanna do with my life and everythings just fucking wrong. I don't think I care about anything anymore, to be honest, I'm just so fucking exhausted.

I'm sorry, Stevie. I don't mean to dump this all on you. I wouldn't blame you if you didn't care anyway, so just ignore this if you want haha sorry

[professional-melomaniac]

Hey hey, I care a lot, I'll go get food and tea for you, okay? You can tell me anything, I promise I'll try my best to help.

[its-the-pitts1]

Yeah. Yeah, thanks Meeksie. God I love you so fucking much how did I get so lucky to have you as a friend :))

[professional-melomaniac]

I love you too, Pittsie. You're the best person I've ever met <3

[professional-melomaniac]

I just found a streak of gray in my hair...I'm seventeen...

I'm not even twenty

[cameron-by-the-book]

You're getting old, Meeks 🫣

At least you're blonde?

[its-the-pitts1]

And you tease me for being older than you... 🙃

[professional-melomaniac]

I am not that old...I think?

(Watch out next thing you know I'll be reading newspapers and playing bingo)

[the-least-favourite-child]

Don’t you already unironically do both of those things?

[professional-melomaniac]

Well...Yes. (I have no defence here, you win😭😭)

[its-the-pitts1]

I'm so fucking tired.

[professional-melomaniac]

Whats wrong, Pittsie?

[its-the-pitts1]

Everything. Everything's fucking wrong. I can barely see through this stack of homework and I don't understand history or chemistry or trig no matter how hard I try to study and I feel like I can't take a full breath or focus on anything ever since I lost my necklace and I miss my grandma so damn much and I don't know what I wanna do with my life and everythings just fucking wrong. I don't think I care about anything anymore, to be honest, I'm just so fucking exhausted.

I'm sorry, Stevie. I don't mean to dump this all on you. I wouldn't blame you if you didn't care anyway, so just ignore this if you want haha sorry

[professional-melomaniac]

Hey hey, I care a lot, I'll go get food and tea for you, okay? You can tell me anything, I promise I'll try my best to help.

[its-the-pitts1]

I'm so fucking tired.

[professional-melomaniac]

Whats wrong, Pittsie?

[makemefeelpotent]

I have got tutoring to make up for the classes i almost failed, that’s why i have been missing in action :D i guess this is staying out of trouble? Heh

[professional-melomaniac]

Woah...Politely I didn't know you had it in you Charlie, I hope the tutor isn't that bad

[thisismyverse]

@the-least-favourite-child @hopelessknoxmantic @professional-melomaniac @makemefeelpotent @its-the-pitts1 @cameron-by-the-book @exhausted-echo @valentinesfadedroses

anyone up for a meeting tonight? i know we've all got our own shit we're dealing with rn, but i think a meeting where all of us relax and take a step back from our situations would be really helpful :)

[professional-melomaniac]

I'll try my best to come, although I may be a bit shaky

[its-the-pitts1]

You okay, Stevie? I feel like I havent really spent time with you in a while haha

[professional-melomaniac]

I haven't seen you in ages (although you probably seen me asleep in our room)

I think I had a cold or something, I don't really know what happened, I'm a lot better now though

[thisismyverse]

@the-least-favourite-child @hopelessknoxmantic @professional-melomaniac @makemefeelpotent @its-the-pitts1 @cameron-by-the-book @exhausted-echo @valentinesfadedroses

anyone up for a meeting tonight? i know we've all got our own shit we're dealing with rn, but i think a meeting where all of us relax and take a step back from our situations would be really helpful :)

[professional-melomaniac]

I'll try my best to come, although I may be a bit shaky

[professional-melomaniac]

I just found a streak of gray in my hair...I'm seventeen...

I'm not even twenty

[cameron-by-the-book]

You're getting old, Meeks 🫣

At least you're blonde?

[its-the-pitts1]

And you tease me for being older than you... 🙃

[professional-melomaniac]

I am not that old...I think?

(Watch out next thing you know I'll be reading newspapers and playing bingo)

[professional-melomaniac]

I just found a streak of gray in my hair...I'm seventeen...

I'm not even twenty

[thepowerfulplay-goeson]

Is it okay if I come to your classroom during lunch? I'd rather not go to the cafeteria.. -S.M ( @professional-melomaniac )

Of course Mr Meeks, you're always welcome in my classroom.

[its-the-pitts1]

Fuck meeks im so sorry

Do you want me to go with you? Are you feeljng okay?

[professional-melomaniac]

I'm fine, I just..need to talk about something.

[its-the-pitts1]

Ok... just know you can alwsys talk to me :)

[professional-melomaniac]

Mhm...You ok?