It's Okay to Kinfess it All

A confession blog mainly for fictionkin and fictives. Let it all out. There is no judgment here. Inbox: Open icon by Mariakosowska on flikr

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i despise being in such heavy shitfs to the extent i can't stop thinking about finding my canonmates. i miss them so fucking much-

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(Rant) I dont want to be UF Pap. Or any kin. But I seemed to of latched onto the idea. I dont like UF Pap at all. Or any character. Their too edgy for no reason. And just awful monsters like no thanks. I want to talk to others like me. I think I have osdd. Can't be too sure.

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I know our relationship wasn’t anywhere close to healthy, but I know better in this life, I can treat you so much better than I did last time. I just hope I can find you and you can forgive me enough to give me a second chance. I love you. -A

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i had a conversation with another alternian troll today online && it's just so comforting to be able to talk abt our planet && culture && all of the other stuff tht used to make up my entire world. i had a rly good life back then, && i miss it sometimes, but being able to talk abt it helps me feel happy && hopeful instead of longing && i love the community we've built for ourselves even in our new lives

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sometimes i wish people would call me by my name instead of the legal name the body has, it just would be nice

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@ aesthetic anon, I feel you so hard. -A trainer Hilda who not only was an adult in their canon, but later fell in love and had kids with Ghetsis

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I feel like I can’t kin people of other races, even though the kin feeling is too strong to deny

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To add to my ask about aesthetics, the main reason people hate my relationship is because of 'age gap' that doesn't exist in my timeline, but I don't want to have to say that to be valid enough to exist as someone with this relationship. Honestly even if I just was existing, talking about my memories on a blog, I'd probably be bullied into explaining it's not an age gap to be acceptable to be left alone. But then they'd get me on 'teacher student relationship' and this is a tiresome battle!

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Sometimes I get quite jealous of all the people who get to ask for aesthetics and icons and those nice things, because so often they put limits of things based upon purity. I know it could be considered silly to be jealous, but sometimes I just wish there was a more open place somewhere so I could get cute things of me and my girlfriend as well instead of being told I'm disgusting for having the relationship I do.

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i wanna be i wanna be i wanna be a monster. let me be a pokemon again

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why has it gotten to a point where it's more 'valid' to be kin with something than being a system mate born as something? like seriously it's historically a common thing but instead nope I constantly hear system people mention how they pretend their kin with themselves just to be accepted wtf

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I am not my father. I'll never be like him and I'm glad for it. I was stupid for ever looking up to the dick

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I find lots of comfort in Yoosung as a character. Yes, I'm kin w/ him but...we've both lost someone we care about a lot. A lot of people find all his talk about Rika annoying, but it just makes my heart hurt. I lost my best friend in 2016 to a car accident, she was killed on impact and I never got to say goodbye. So, I understand. Yoosung isn't being ridiculous or annoying, he's still grieving. idk if this counts, i just needed to get that off my chest...

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I hate how 'right' I feel like I gotta be some time in communities because maybe i just wanna test it out and see how it feels, sometimes only testing out an identity can really tell you if it fits or not but you do that and you find out it's wrong it's hell to try to fix and be treated as legit. or sometimes you just make mistakes. allow mistakes we're here to learn about ourselves aren't we?

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Local Luigi here and I admit it. I had and still have feelings for my brother Mario.

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I have really kinky memories of me and Yoshiko but I don't feel allowed to even acknowledge them not even in a fandom way because of how people talk. But I want to write this out and share it because why do I have to keep it to myself? I love her.