I can't drown my demons.. They know how to swim.

[adrenaline]

[blowedd]

[promisemesilence]

Fuck you.

[broken-promises-broke-me]

-You changed after you said you wouldn’t

[promisemesilence]

Wouldn’t?

[nitrogen]

By Mark D

[promisemesilence]

Are you?

[afadthatlastsforever]

“I’m told we don’t need anyone else to feel complete, but seems no matter how well I put myself together, deep down, I still sense a fragment is missing — like I am 99 parts of a 100 piece puzzle, and you are the final piece.”

— Beau Taplin • T h e  P u z z l e  P i e c e 

[promisemesilence]

You are my Final Piece. 🖤

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Leżę i nie mogę zasnąć

Myślę o tym jakby z Tobą mogło być

Kątem oka w swojej chorej wyobraźni

widzę, jaki właśnie oglądamy film przed snem

W głowie mam jak nigdy same pełne zdania

Przed Tobą jestem zawsze jeden krok

Wiem, co zwykle lubisz jadać na śniadanie

Jest nam dobrze, uwierz widzę to co noc, co noc...

Nie wiem, czy zrozumiesz.

Nie wiem, czego chcesz.

Nie wiem, czy zostaniesz

Kiedy pytam wprost...

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..And I hope that when it’s 3am and I cross your mind, you feel like you jumped off the highest building and your ribs crack from the fall. And I hope when restlessness is your only companion, you think of me. And as you think of me you realise the beauty of heartbreak, the beauty that I felt for years. And I hope you fall into piles of regrets and break the spine you never had, and I hope you rummage through your closet looking for pieces of me when someone asks how I’m doing. And I hope you find my first hand written letter to you and you get poisoned with the sweetness and genuineness of the words. And i hope your wounds remain raw long enough for you to realise, to never break another heart, to never betray another love. And I hope that you stare into your reflection in the mirror and you see a tear streaking down your cheek. And I hope that your inflated pride shatters from the weariness of your soul and I hope that the next person that comes to your life, keeps you in your place, unlike me. I hope she doesn’t make the same mistakes that I did.

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I never want to be second best

And if there's more to your story, then maybe I don't want to know the rest

Just keep me in the dark, let's see how long I can hold my breath

Before I turn blue

How am I supposed to touch you, when somebody touching you is playing in my head?

I don't never want to think again if it feels like this

Oh, oh, oh

Oh, oh, oh

Could you love two people at the same time?

Oh, oh, oh

Oh, oh, oh

Could you live with yourself telling two lies?

Out of my sight, out of my mind

I don't wanna know about it this time

Oh, oh, oh

Oh, oh, oh

Could you love two people at the same time?

Uh, uh, uh

Uh, uh, uh

Yeah, I gotta be the only one

You put God in a chokehold, baby, when you think you're having fun (having fun)

It's not so easy taking back those things you've done

How am I supposed to touch you, when somebody touching you is playing in my head?

I don't never want to think again if it feels like this

Oh, oh, oh

Oh, oh, oh

Could you love two people at the same time?

Oh, oh, oh

Oh, oh, oh

Could you live with yourself telling two lies?

Out of my sight, out of my mind

I don't wanna know about it this time

Oh, oh, oh

Oh, oh, oh

Could you love two people at the same time?

Oh, oh

Too many lovers in this world

You're gonna lose both

Too many boys and girls

Oh, you know you're gonna lose both

Too many lovers in this world

How am I supposed to touch you when somebody's touching you?

Oh, oh, oh

Oh, oh, oh

Could you love two people at the same time?

Oh, oh, oh

Oh, oh, oh

Could you live with yourself telling two lies?

Out of my sight, out of my mind

I don't wanna know about it this time (I don't wanna know this time)

Oh, oh, oh

Oh, oh, oh

Could you love two people at the same time?

Could you love two people at the same time?

Could you live with yourself telling two lies?

Out of my sight, out of my mind

I don't wanna know about it this time

Could you love two people at the same time

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“And I fear this ache I feel for you

may become permanent.”

There it is again. The tell-tale heart beating within the walls of my chest. Calling your name so it echoes and reverberates through my body as more than just a pulse. But a reason to keep fighting. To push forward. To make the best of every day that is given to me. To be with you. And though I love you more than words can describe, I fear this ache I feel for you may become permanent.

Can you hear my heart

pounding your name?

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These days the lovers trade their places

Dancing all around each other's chairs

I can see the numbness on their faces

Jealousy fills up their hearts in pairs

So please could I be selfish with Your body?

'Cause I don't think I could share You with nobody

Oh, when I have You

I'm gonna brand You with my lips

And all of the world will know that You're mine now

We'll never lose faith

'Cause we'll never forget this taste

My love has the power to keep the tied down

Oh, I'll get You tied down, tied down

Oh, I'll get You tied down, tied down

Oh, late at night you'll hear the screaming echo

But we all pretend we never heard the cries in the daytime

Don't You worry, my touch won't leave You hollow

I'll never gonna let You change your mind

Oh, when I have You

I'm gonna brand You with my lips

And all of the world will know that You're mine now

We'll never lose faith

'Cause we'll never forget this taste

My love has the power to keep the tied down, oh

Oh, I'll get You tied down, tied down

Oh, I'll get You tied down, tied down

Oh, I'll get You tied down, tied, ohh

Oh, I'll get You tied down, tied down

Don't be afraid to leave Your mark

Give me the scars to remind me

Just how good You are (how good You are)

And if Your faith turns into dark

Pull me closer and know

That it's enough to keep You tied down

Oh, I'll get You tied down, tied down

Oh, I'll get You tied down, tied down

Oh, I'll get You tied down, tied down

Oh, I'll get You tied down, tied down

Tied down

Oh

[beautaplinpoems]

[promisemesilence]

I want You, Sz. 🖤

[megan-alms-poetry]

| I Used to Think I Was Smart | by Megan Alms

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I had never felt this way about anyone before, I don’t just love You but I’m in love. 🖤

[promisemesilence]

„To dobry czas, żeby pomyśleć o wszystkim, co się zdarzyło w tym roku i o tym, co być może zdarzy się w przyszłym. Wyciągnąć wnioski z tego, co było i zrobić plany na to, co będzie. Wszystko zaczyna się w wyobraźni. Każdy wielki projekt ma swój początek w jednej dobrej, ciepłej myśli, która rozgrzewa cię od środka. Myślę, że nie trzeba od razu planować życia na następne dwadzieścia lat. Ani nawet na dwanaście miesięcy, bo przecież nie wiadomo co przyniesie życie i czym zechce nas niespodziewanie zaskoczyć. Wiem jednak, że dobrze jest szukać inspiracji, nowych pomysłów, uczyć się nowych umiejętności i rozwijać. Rozglądać się i marzyć. Bo właśnie z tych marzeń powstają później piękne zdarzenia.”

[promisemesilence]

‚Having Your soul around me feels like a tight hug and I never want You to let go’

[promisemesilence]

I just want to thank You for being my reason to look for the next day.

[promisemesilence]

You are my everything. 🖤

[promisemesilence]

...’Cause You’re the reason I believe in fate,

You're my paradise!

And I'll do anything to be Your love, or be Your sacrifice.

'Cause I love You for infinity!

I love You for infinity.