[propheseen]

independent & private prince daeron ‘ the drunken ‘ targaryen of george r. r. martin’s a knight of the seven kingdoms / a world of ice and fire. primarily set in the canon of the books but a show verse will be available to mutuals, though I do not use henry ashton as my faceclaim. loved by kore ( 21+ and she / they ) due to the nature of daeron’s story and the world in which he lives, heavy triggers will be present on this blog, including but not limited to ( all of which will be tagged ) heavy mentions of addiction, alcoholism ( particularly stemming in childhood ) , death, and violence. anxiety, depression and suicidal ideation.

a study in the tragedy of prophecy, in coping with the seeing of the death of everyone that you had held dear, in feeling trapped in between past and present and future and trapped by the expectations of your station.

rules and character portrayal notes tba.

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ʻNO WOMAN SHOULD BE MADE TO FEAR THAT SHE WAS NOT ENOUGH.ʼ ↪ dialogue from the priory of the orange tree by samantha shannon. ⁽ᵖᵃʳᵗ ⁰¹/??⁾ change pronouns/gendered terms as needed.

you know how i loathe the summer here.

i would break my fast. good morrow.

you're plainly a fool, and i have no interest in befriending fools.

you can be very wise, my friend.

as you decree, your majesty.

you look radiant.

there are shadows under your eyes.

my soul is touched.

come forth and face your enemy of old, or watch your city burn.

you have been forced to join me in my exile, and i've been poor company.

if i should hear of any whispers, i will bring them to your door.

i have no love for your queen. in fact, i roundly despise her.

you presume too much. far too much.

i am not yet recovered enough from seeing a corpse by my bed to discuss its use for childing.

i know we planned to go together, and perhaps you will hate me for the rest of our lives, but it is better this way.

you took him somewhere safe. what happens now is up to him.

trust me. you can do nothing here but die.

i strongly dislike visitors at this hour. or any hour.

you show an innocent face to the court, but i believe you have another one.

all the world is a cage in a young girl's eyes.

sleep has eluded me of late.

what do you think of his eyes?

they will hail us as legends one day.

you stand on equal ground with whatever i am.

now i know your secret, and it reeks far worse than mine.

i see what's in your heart. it's the same as what's in mine. ambition.

i have no interest in why you are here.

you seem devout. i suggest you pray.

you dare judge me for seeking help elsewhere?

her pride would never allow her to ask for aid.

did the bells wake you?

i shall not speak another word.

do you have any notion of what they do to outsiders here?

she may be sick in love, as young maids often are.

i don't think i'm at all well, you know.

you are a witch. you practice sorcery. i saw it.

you know why this is happening. everyone tried to warn you.

here. i will give you the rest if you behave.

you don't really believe in talk of alchemy and sorcery.

only a soulless husk could hate poetry.

i've always rather fancied an adventure.

all stories grow from a seed of truth. they are knowledge after figuration.

you have a quick tongue as well as light feet.

not all dreams should be pursued, especially not dreams conceived on the featherbed of love.

he must have escaped while the sentinels were distracted.

how does his royal highness mean to forge such an alliance?

i have had precious little entertainment in this place.

i come to give you warning.

better a mouse than some louder beast.

this is not courteous speech. who are you?

i am no green child to believe what i am told without proof.

i do not fear you. your threats have as much weight as smoke.

they say he was in love with her.

my word, but you are a lucky wretch.

fear will make you fight.

this may be too bold, but you seem not to be in high spirits today.

i have no desire to condemn him to death.

do you think me a halfwit?

oh, do shut up.

this mission may not seem survivable, but you never know. we may return from it as princes of the world.

we must do to our enemies what they would do to us.

fire has no power over me.

something is afoot.

you had better start praying for salvation.

i possess sufficient wit to dress myself.

spare me from baseless gossip.

flattered as i am, i seem to remember you are already wed.

stop involving yourself in matters that could undo you.

it will be a pleasure to fight against a warrior of your skill.

i have an interest in survival. i recommend you nurture one, too.

you have been a loyal servant at court.

i would sooner plunge my sword into my own heart than see thy blood water the earth.

i hope all goes as you desire.

i am unworthy of her love, but love her i do. it hurts my soul.

may i ask your name, since i have you to thank for sheltering me?

pray continue.

if her majesty was displeased, i am sorry for it.

remember, no matter how far you travel, i will always be your friend.

he is comely enough.

i doubt he liked her overmuch.

a risk is needful if we are to know the truth.

no duty comes above our service to the crown.

your plot is heresy.

i beseech you, do not expose our transgression.

he should speak to you with more respect.

you know a secret of mine. we are bound by a vow of silence.

wherever i am, i am with you.

you're not in love, then.

i pray she understands. that she forgives me.

this is a mission of the utmost importance.

i will not hear of him.

i took the same oath.

we ought to speak about our… situation.

how are you always so wise?

i know you are mocking me, sir.

please don't tell anyone, or i shall be ruined.

i meant no such insult.

apologies. a poor choice of words.

as i said, i have no interest in your mission.

i confess my mind has been elsewhere.

i have been too forgiving.

she is someone for whom i would die a thousand times, whose name i cannot tell. someone who is the light in my life, the breath in my breast.

what an honour it is to be received once more at your court.

i will always keep you safe.

we have tarried here for long enough.

let us pray that, someday, she weds someone with a backbone.

i shall not involve you any further.

that is the problem with stories. the truth in them cannot be weighed.

i see through your mask. i see what's in your heart.

your pardon, my lady. it was a jest.

i thought i heard you talking. have we met?

[propheseen]

@hammerthe : before the dreams started (or when they were still starting), what were some of his favorite pastimes ? does he continue with any of them ? ( send me questions you have about my character )

the dreams began when he was about four - like nothing that anyone would be able to immediately discern as dragon dreams; they were just ? vivid, horrific pictures painted on the backs of his eyes that were repeated to his parents after he had woken them up screaming, spoken in a near whisper while he was trembling and on the verge of sobbing again. it was written off as a typical child's nightmares, concerning, but also nothing to really worry about given it's a faux medieval period, nothing to pay any more note to longer then it took to comfort him and to get him back to sleep. his mother's gentle words and soothing touch and his father's promises that he would keep him safe, if anything came - beyond making the prince consistently tired as he grew, they didn't affect his contribution in his hobbies for about ? seven years. he dropped most of them save for one, and even that is sparing by the time we see him in a knight of the seven kingdoms.

he liked swimming, and he was a pretty good swimmer. there was nothing he loved more then being able to go outside during a sunny day and swim, and daeron loved it so much more when his siblings were able to join him. i do think he tried to help in their instruction, like when they were taught how to swim he would be right by their side demonstrating what they were being told so they knew what it looked like in practice. he liked strategy games, most of all. he liked chess, and checkers, and every manner of card games . he had a relatively large, still growing collection of puzzles in his rooms first at the red keep, and then at summerhall. he wasn't the biggest fan of reading, though he could be found doing it when the inspiration struck and he wanted to read a specific thing. mostly he was found doing puzzles when he had freetime and he was alone in his rooms.

after his dreams were ? proven to be prophetic in the most horrific way possible in the predicting of his mother's passing, he stopped swimming pretty much immediately. he would agree to go to try and distract himself, to try and put his mind at ease, and to try to seek comfort in the familiarity of an old hobby, but all he saw was the continuous and not soft movement of the water, and it made him nervous how easily that could kill him. for a while all he saw was ways that things that were so seemingly innocuous and those that presented very real danger could kill him that he would not able to forsee the way that he did his mother's. he could choke on a checker, a chess piece could fly up and bury itself into his eye. training with weapons was out of the question for a long, long time and he had such a severe meltdown at the idea of going back to the training yard that no one tried pushing him on it. he picked up his training again about six months later, albeit very reluctantly, and would only train with his father and none of his siblings or cousins.

i think that puzzles were the thing that he continued with the longest afterward before he quit at like, fourteen ( he still has a collection though that he has not touched, and does still get more that he adds to his collection that, he does not touch ) it was the one thing that was completely harmless, that he tried to keep up with so he was taking part in something that used to bring him a great deal of joy, which, unfortunately became a bit perfunctory when he was about twelve. it still served to distract him but it did not bring him the same level of joy that it did when he was younger, and that made it serve as an increasingly lesser source of distraction for him. that made it easier for what he was trying to distract himself from to get in any way, and plague his thoughts, and once that gets in, he doesn't want to continue with anything. he just wants to lay there, and drink until he can lay there and close his eyes and see nothing.

card games are the thing that he still takes part in to the current day in his timeline. but like, again, that is sparingly. he has very little interest to do anything that might make his mind work harder, he's tried to force himself into someone who has no real skill, and no real interest in having a skill, because it numbs his subconscious. in his eyes, it blunts the impact of the visions - to be so glaringly unimportant, it makes all of the blows land blunted. he feels like he can control that, at least, when so much of it is very much out of his control. he feels like if he can force himself in that extreme level of distance from the larger narrative of time he can lessen the likelihood that he'll ever be responsible for the death of his loved ones. daeron may see it, but he will not be the harbinger of destruction. he will have had no part, the future cannot make him have a part if he is just ? a drunk. he can control it in this way ( it's not that simple, of course, but he doesn't know that )

he'll play a game or two of cards in a tavern, and he'll play at summerhall if he's asked by his younger siblings to play with them, but he never seeks out a game himself. he'll never deny them, of course , but he also has no real want to do it either. he has about five or six decks in his rooms, and the most he does with them on a day to day basis is to build castles by stacking the cards. it's still making use of the tools integral in a hobby that he used to find a great deal of comfort in and gain a lot of consistent mental stimulation from taking part in, but it's in a different form and it's ? not serving to remind him of the person that he was and the fact that he can never go back to that. he has little interest in finding new hobbies, after.

he doesn't see the point in finding a new hobby if they're all going to die. he doesn't see the point in any of it if they're all going to die, in enaging with the flow of life if they're all going to die, but the castle keeps running smoothly as always, and it just ? it feels like he's waiting for an end that he's uncertain as to when may come and it's ? he knows it's coming. and daeron doesn't want to get invested, to begin to care about new things if everything is going to burn. he's seen some that he thinks he might have had an interest in in another life, but they're not ones that he would ever really take on for a long time - if at all. i think the most he would likely do is bring up his interest to a sibling, but he is not buying the materials necessary to take up that hobby, or anything of the sort.

[alicentive]

[novembermorgon]

daeron casting announcement..... who cheered!

[catchameme]

Send "Do you trust me?" to see whether or not my muse trusts yours.

[propheseen]

he is fairly certain his dreams are going to kill him one day and it terrifies him. it’s part of why they terrify him so badly, beyond the fact what he’s seeing is death, is tragedy and fire and blood, he dreads the day he sees himself in them.

[propheseen]

daeron lingering by the sheep / goats / by the kennels

[scorpiusartistry]

After watching the Knight of the Seven Kingdoms, I had to draw egg with his mother

[pembroke]

my dreams are not like yours, ser duncan. mine are true.

[propheseen]

❤️ for a thing

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daeron at first thought the dream of the crushed dragon was his father, due to a persisting nightmare had from six on of maekar being crushed by a very large boulder – upon arriving at ashford after maekar found him he started to fear that the dragon might’ve been valarr, as only valarr had his armor. but after the first trial, he became more and more certain, and more terrified the dragon was baelor.

[femculiar]

Daeron Targaryen A Knight of the Seven Kingdoms—1.04 "Seven"

[edenmemes]

asoiaf: a dance with dragons starters

❝ i fear i make you uneasy. ❞ ❝ knowledge is a weapon. arm yourself well before you ride forth to battle. ❞ ❝ go on. show your steel. give me cause to do the same. ❞ ❝ fear is what keeps a man alive in this world of treachery and deceit. ❞ ❝ these woods are not as empty as you think. ❞ ❝ promise me that you will never turn against me. i could not bear that. promise me. ❞ ❝ the only time a man can be brave is when he is afraid. ❞ ❝ if i must die, i will die with an axe in my hand and a curse upon my lips. ❞ ❝ tales are told of you. i hear them everywhere. people fear you. ❞ ❝ go too far down that road,  and  mistrust  can  poison  you,  make you sour and fearful. ❞ ❝ you mistake me. that was a command, not an offer. ❞ ❝ sorcery is a sword without a hilt. there is no safe way to grasp it. ❞ ❝ prophecy is like a half-trained mule. it looks like it might be useful, but the moment you trust in it, it kicks you in the head. ❞ ❝ it is not the foes who curse you to your face that you must fear, but those who smile when you are looking and sharpen their knives when you turn your back. ❞ ❝ i rose too high, loved too hard, dared too much. i tried to grasp a star, overreached, and fell. ❞ ❝ they think that this will break my pride, that it will make an end to me, but they are wrong. ❞ ❝ tell me of the things that make you happy, the things that make you giggle, all your sweetest memories. remind me that there is still good in the world. ❞ ❝ one war ends, another begins. there is always someone fighting someone somewhere. ❞ ❝ this is what i was made for. the dance, the sweet steel song, a sword in my hand and a foe before me. ❞ ❝ my enemies have told you i am dead. those tales are false, as you can see. ❞ ❝ not all that a man does is done for gain. ❞ ❝ i know that you believe me weak, frightened, feeble. ❞ ❝ it takes a man to rule. kill the boy, and let the man be born. ❞ ❝ do you mean to spend your whole life running away? ❞ ❝ kingdoms are at hazard here. our lives, our names, our honour. this is no game we’re playing for your amusement. ❞ ❝ however gentle the words, there are always darker motives underneath. i do not trust you. ❞ ❝ a good honest face, but you should smile more. ❞ ❝ my throne is made of burned bones, and it rests on quicksand. ❞ ❝ you are so radiant today i fear to look on you. ❞ ❝ prove yourself more trouble than you are worth, and you can go your own way. ❞ ❝ you need not look so pale, i was only playing with you. ❞ ❝ this is not the day i die, i promise you. ❞ ❝ i wanted you from the first time i saw you. ❞ ❝ was i so blind, or  did  i  close  my  eyes  willingly, so i would not see the price of power? ❞ ❝ men should not go wandering in this place. ❞ ❝ hold your tongue and do as you are told, or you will soon wish you had. ❞ ❝ you won’t try. you will obey. ❞ ❝ kneel and live. or go and die. it’s your choice to make. ❞ ❝ are you so blind, or is it that you do not wish to see? ❞ ❝ that is not a place you want to go to. ❞ ❝ i will not go back without doing what i came for, no matter how hopeless it may seem. ❞ ❝ the fairest woman in this world…i am drunk with the sight of you. ❞ ❝ secrets are worth more than silver and sapphires. ❞ ❝ we have come too far to turn back now. ❞ ❝ what have i done to make you hate me so? ❞ ❝ you meet so few men who value friendship over gold these days. ❞ ❝ it is true, i am a bolder man than most. ❞ ❝ i cannot go home. but i dare not stay here much longer. ❞ ❝ foes and false friends are all around me. ❞ ❝ the fewer folk who will know of this, the better. ❞ ❝ all you have i gave you. remember that. ❞ ❝ will you make me say it twice? go and do as i commanded you. ❞ ❝ love is madness, and lust is poison. ❞ ❝ i feel safe when i’m with you. ❞ ❝ have you no smile for me? am i as fearful as all that? ❞ ❝ why did i ever allow myself to be talked into this farce? ❞ ❝ don’t think i don’t see what you’re doing. ❞ ❝ i will tell you nothing. do me the same favor. ❞ ❝ if i look back i am lost. ❞ ❝ a crown should not sit easy on the head. ❞ ❝ we must show a little trust, you and i. ❞ ❝ trust only your companions, and do your best to avoid attracting notice. ❞ ❝ you’re not going to try to kill me again, i hope. ❞ ❝ if you will forgive me for saying so, you look…weary. are you sleeping? ❞ ❝ your clothes are stained with blood. take them off. ❞ ❝ every fool loves to hear that he’s important. ❞ ❝ my father used to tell me that a man must know his enemies. ❞ ❝ you are a harmless creature, to be sure. as innocent as a lamb. ❞ ❝ till then, let us drink and dream. ❞ ❝ you will be tempted to betray me. to run or fight or join our foes. i’ll not hear you deny it. ❞ ❝ soon enough you may have grave need of me. do not refuse my friendship. ❞ ❝ it is best that no man knows that you are here. ❞ ❝ i kill kings, haven’t you heard? ❞ ❝ should any ill befall you, this world would lose its savor. ❞ ❝ some will look at you and see only another doomed pretender. ❞ ❝ i think life is a jape. yours, mine, everyone’s. ❞ ❝ i will forgive those words…once. but never presume to threaten me again. ❞ ❝ your father would be so proud if he could see you. ❞ ❝ just once you might try to give me an answer that would please me. ❞ ❝ they love me well. none would betray me. ❞ ❝ i have sins enough to answer for; i’ll have no part of this one. ❞ ❝ i mean you no harm, you know. ❞ ❝ i do not trust you, but i need you. ❞ ❝ we’ll both sleep, and dream of sweeter days. close your eyes. ❞ ❝ since you ask so nicely, how can i deny you? ❞ ❝ no wine is half so intoxicating as your beauty. ❞ ❝ why should i beg for what is owed me? ❞ ❝ a lord may love the men he commands, but he cannot be a friend to them. ❞ ❝ let them try and trouble us, we’ll show them what we’re made of. ❞ ❝ a leader should be feared, by friend and foe alike. if men think me cruel, so much the better. ❞ ❝ the enemy of my friend is my enemy. ❞ ❝ a book can be as dangerous as a sword in the right hands. ❞ ❝ i am an old man, grown weary of this world and its treacheries. ❞ ❝ these are desperate days, and like to grow more desperate. ❞ ❝ we need to find shelter before nightfall. ❞ ❝ there are footsteps behind us. we are being followed. ❞ ❝ this is no common fog. it stinks of sorcery. ❞ ❝ i am glad you came to me. it is good to see you again, my friend. ❞ ❝ the man who does nothing also takes a risk. ❞ ❝ the women are the strong ones. ❞ ❝ afraid, are you? i would be if i were you. ❞ ❝ tell me a tale. some tale of valor with a happy ending. ❞ ❝ i’ll have a cup of wine as well. to clear my head. ❞ ❝ we may lose our heads, it’s true…but what if we prevail? ❞ ❝ keep your swords sharp. we’ll have us a real fight soon. ❞ ❝ this is going to end badly. ❞ ❝ what are you doing here? how did you get past my guards? ❞ ❝ it is so hard. to be strong. i don’t always know what i should do. ❞ ❝ let us instead speak of love, of dreams and desire. ❞ ❝ you wound me, wandering off like this. have you grown tired of my hospitality so soon? ❞ ❝ with this sword i defend my subjects and destroy those who menace them. ❞ ❝ it is too late for such misgivings. you made your choice. ❞ ❝ in times as confused as these, even men of honor must wonder where their duty lies. ❞ ❝ why? what did i ever do to you? ❞ ❝ we must be certain that we do not choose the losing side. ❞ ❝ dream sweet dreams. there are no monsters here. ❞ ❝ i know who you are. i know what you are. ❞ ❝ a little honest loathing might be refreshing, like a tart wine after too much sweet. ❞ ❝ a bloody sword is a beautiful thing. ❞ ❝ a ruler belongs to their people, not to themself. ❞ ❝ if the ones i killed come haunt me, i will kill them all again. ❞ ❝ you shine so brightly, you will blind every man who dares look upon you. ❞ ❝ a fair bargain leaves both sides unhappy, i’ve heard it said. ❞ ❝ there’s blood on your hands, aye, same as mine. ❞ ❝ i have done wicked things, i know, but i could not bear for you to hate me. ❞ ❝ it is good to see you smiling again. ❞ ❝ i have doubts enough without you throwing oil on the fire of my fear. ❞ ❝ blood pays for blood, a life for a life. ❞ ❝ go home, if that is what you want. i am staying. ❞ ❝ a man’d think there’s no trust between us. ❞ ❝ i would choose freedom over comfort every time. ❞ ❝ you are even lovelier than i was told. ❞ ❝ stay. i do not wish to be alone. ❞ ❝ treachery on treachery. is there no end to it? ❞ ❝ dreams and prophecies. why must they always be in riddles? ❞ ❝ one wrong word, and this could turn to blood in half a heartbeat. ❞ ❝ you lie. i can see the truth in your eyes. ❞ ❝ throw down your steel and stand aside, and no harm need come to you. ❞ ❝ you are supposed to be my friend. why must you mock my hopes? ❞ ❝ it is better to die with honor than to live without it. ❞ ❝ it does no good to brood on lost battles and roads not taken. ❞ ❝ i see you are deaf to sense. ❞ ❝ you are no better than me. we’re just the same. ❞ ❝ a man should never draw his sword unless he means to use it. ❞ ❝ you kill men for the wrongs they have done, not the wrongs that they may do someday. ❞ ❝ close your eyes. close your ears. turn away. you do not need to see this. ❞ ❝ the sooner we are gone from this place, the better. ❞ ❝ i am sorry my actions have displeased you. i did as i thought best. ❞ ❝ you do not need to trust a man to use him. ❞ ❝ if you cannot do this thing, you need only say so. there is no shame in that. ❞ ❝ never wound a foe when you can kill him. dead men don’t claim vengeance. ❞ ❝ this is what i wanted, what i worked for. so why does it taste so much like defeat? ❞ ❝ honest men should never need to hide their faces. ❞ ❝ i am not the trusting fool you take me for. ❞ ❝ men’s lives have meaning, not their deaths. ❞ ❝ he’s dead. he won’t bite. ❞ ❝ if this is the price for peace, i pay it willingly. ❞ ❝ it makes me wonder whose side you are on. ❞ ❝ dreams and prophecies. why must they always be in riddles? ❞ ❝ i will not say that you are welcome. nor will i deny that i have hoped that you might come. ❞ ❝ you have the eyes of a wolf and a taste for blood. ❞ ❝ men are mad and gods are madder. ❞ ❝ one war ends, another begins. there is always someone fighting someone somewhere. ❞ ❝ not all risks lead to ruin. ❞ ❝ is there some place with fewer eyes and ears? ❞ ❝ i need you now as i have never needed you before. ❞ ❝ tell me, is there any fight left in you? ❞ ❝ it was the wind that you heard screaming. ❞ ❝ crying? i was not crying. why would i cry? ❞ ❝ are you some butcher of the battlefield, hacking down every man who stands in your way? ❞ ❝ rain. a storm is coming. ❞ ❝ that was simple. simpler than i dared hope. simpler than it should have been. ❞ ❝ see that you do not speak of this. i’ll not have this tale spread. ❞ ❝ how could i be so blind for so long? ❞ ❝ you had a bad dream, that was all. ❞ ❝ are you prepared to defend that boast with sword or lance? ❞ ❝ i will do it. i said i would. i will. ❞ ❝ think that. believe that. tell yourself it’s true. ❞ ❝ you have more enemies than you know. ❞ ❝ i have no heart. i only have a hole. ❞ ❝ it has been too long since i’ve killed a man. ❞ ❝ words are wind. words cannot harm me. ❞ ❝ have you forgotten who i am? ❞ ❝ too many good men died that day. ❞ ❝ it is so good to see your face, your sweet face. ❞ ❝ it is still not too late to abandon this folly. ❞ ❝ i will not stay here to be insulted. ❞

[mercshy]

TARGARYEN NOVEMBER 2021

↳ Day 17: Prophecies, visions and dragon dreams

Dragon dreams affect those with the blood of the dragon, who are known to have premonition-like dream ability - they are no ordinary dreams. They often involve dragons but not always. Dragon dreams appear to have haunted those with the blood of the dragon throughout the generations; some more than others. Known cases of Tragrayens with dragon dreams are, Daenys the Dreamer who foresaw the destruction of Valyria, Daeron the Drunken who dreamt of the death of Prince Baelor, Maester Aemon who dreamt of dragons, and Daenerys Stormborn who dreamt of her dragons and possibly the others.

[propheseen]

❤️ for a thing

[propheseen]

maekar targaryen saying in the worst way possible he’s concerned for his eldest son