NOAH T. YAXLEY @provcking - Tumblr Blog

「 𝗤𝗨𝗘𝗘𝗡𝗜𝗘 𝗞𝗢𝗪𝗔𝗟𝗦𝗞𝗜 : 𝟬𝟬𝟰 」️

⚓ @intxlligence ⚓

FUN FELT LIKE A FOREIGN CONCEPT. . . felt as brand new to him as this new ease with her, even if there was an underlying uncertainty that it might all be taken away at the blink of an eye. although he tried not to focus on it as he held her in his arms now, it was hard not to remember how easily it could all CRUMBLE to dust ──────── especially when his FEAR was replicated in her own gaze. noah gulped as he answered. ‘ how do you think i got alenia’s middle name to be NOELLE? her name was meant to be NOELLA, but i was an understanding man. ’ . . .not understanding enough to not call her noella despite her real name, but understanding nevertheless. QUEENIE’S KISS was heavy with something he couldn’t place, and although her gentle touches distracted him from it, he wasn’t completely fooled. for a moment he wondered if it was him or his fault, but it felt awfully SELFISH to think that when her life was so fragile right now. her sister held by hands that were bloodied and torturous, and the remainder of now in the heart of war.

HER WORDS SILENCED HIM FURTHER, noah’s hold tightening around her as he exhaled. that’s why he had stayed in the war, he thought ──────── families like hers were worth saving. he was surprised that his mind flashed with pictures of kids he had once promised to leave behind, too. stinky pete, mia the snitch, and even allergic-to-everything nick, who had kept him up all night coughing ever since noah could remember. the family that he had so desperately wanted to hate as a kid when he felt FORGONE and LOST in that orphanage, too young to realise things he would only learn much later on. he didn’t see them same way now, remembering adventures, troublemaking and even fights FONDLY; memories that were almost stolen from him, if not for the girl in his arms or the family that never gave up on him. ‘ how could you know? how could you be expected to predict EVIL, when it’s so far from your own nature? ’ had he seen it? . . .did he know he slept in the company of killers at hogwarts, or that such evil ran in his own blood?

NOAH WANTED TO SAY NO, turning slowly to make her look at him. he grabbed her hands in his, bringing them to their chest as he twisted to stand before her. ‘ you don’t have to be a mother, but you shouldn’t let them be the reason you decide. NINA. . . got caught up in a war because too often it’s easier to be SILENT. trust me, i’d know- ’ he had never wanted anything to do with WAR, mind taking him back to that night in the forest in seventh year. it didn’t stop war from coming for him though. ‘ she’s too young to have needed to be HONEST. she had secrets like every other teenager, like we did and still do! it’s not fair for her to have to be anything other than that. ’ he felt BREATHLESS himself, pressing the hands he held to his lips slowly before touching them to his chest. ‘ just like it’s not fair for you to expect to know everything about her. you’re here to help her fix it, to fight for it, FIGHT FOR HER ──────── that’s more than some kids ever dream of having. ’ dreams were for fools, he once believed. but some dreams came true. . .

‘ you can’t always know EVERYTHING, queenie. ’ he spoke softly. ‘ if it’s any consolation, i’m happy to be CLUELESS WITH YOU? ’

#intxlligence #t: quoah #v: war #all threads #nina in my head be like: ' dude you don't even know me? '#but in all seriousness. . . queENIE NO-#also this noah wisdom?#it's mostly flying out the window once this war ends. . . just so we clear :)

「 𝗤𝗨𝗘𝗘𝗡𝗜𝗘 𝗞𝗢𝗪𝗔𝗟𝗦𝗞𝗜 : 𝟬𝟬𝟯 」️

⚓ @intxlligence ⚓

WAS ANGER ENOUGH TO BEAT THEM? he reflected on it, allowing his mind to play the taunting images of a woman with cobalt eyes and a PUREBLOODED FURY that bruised and mutilated with an ease befitting a monster. his cousin had inherited the cobalt eyes from her, and noah hoped little else. ‘ the rebellion has plenty of anger. plenty of people lost and drunk with power. we need more than that. maybe whatever the hufflepuffs have? . . .hope or whatever? ’ gently smiling, he watched her eat, wondering idly about the damage she could do if there was a scratch on nina. remembering his own ORDEAL, he knew there would be injuries. . . he only hoped not enough to torture queenie more than she’d already been these last few months. ‘ that’s not to say you can’t use it though? ’ he’d get it. noah felt years older than he was, focusing on the her distracted gaze until their eyes eventually met. he sensed her worry, cracking a smile by instinct. ‘ oh, you should ABSOLUTELY worry about me. i haven’t had vegetables since hogwarts. ’ a joke, but not a lie. he chuckled softly as she came closer, their fingers interlacing.

‘ ARE YOU TRYING TO AVOID EATING YOUR SANDWICH? ’ he smiled, but it didn’t quite reach his eyes. he wasn’t sure that version of him of him deserved her love. he could barely remember it. it was a nightmarish blur ──────── a myriad of glitches, and yet kept him up at night. he was only thankful that they were distorted. perhaps selfishly, he was glad his pureblood name had meant his hands weren’t as BLOODY as he worried they might not be once his thoughts cleared. ‘ yeah, it’s like a gift from my worst enemy. ’ . . .and yet he used it, and he’d gladly use it to help her sister. craving the distraction she provided, noah was happy to let her lead him upright, features betraying confusion only for a fleeting moment. his heart beat erratically at her intentions, remembering a moment from a whole lifetime ago, somewhere in the scottish highlands. his mind was shrouded in a soft blue hue, remembering that day. STEEL clung to him now, and he couldn’t help but bite back a smirk as she stepped back playfully. he was suddenly lighter, even if ALERT, and cobalt eyes narrowed in response.

' WOW, STRAIGHT FOR THE INJURED ARM? ’ . . .it didn’t hurt, but noah wasn’t above pretending. his jaw locked in playful ANGER at a question that had once left him speechless, before his entrapped hand grabbed her free arm and yanked, setting himself free. a quick sidestep, feet kicking lightly beneath hers ──────── and he caught her before she could fall, one arm around her and a hand taking hold of her chin in a PROVOKING manner. ‘ lost a bet, actually. her name has to be maxinella augusta the II. NON-NEGOTIABLE. ’ he whispered the words into her ear, her scent reminding him of home even if they’d done nothing but be at war for days. although their position had everything to be TENSE, he couldn’t help the GRIN at the confession. he should prepare for her retaliation, but instead he turned her face and pulled her lips to his, stealing an innocent closed mouth kiss, her mouth squished between his thumb and index finger. ‘ maybe we’ll have a SON instead? ’ . . .he was unclear on the terms of the bet if it was a boy. he let go of her face, not wanting to completely INFURIATE the gorgeous, curly-haired beast in his arms even if he couldn’t step away. noah kept tight hold of her-

. . .not quite willing to end the fight just yet. ‘ is it a deal breaker? ’ noah taunted, lips brushing her cheek. ‘ . . .LITTLE MAXINELLA? ’

#intxlligence #t: quoah #all threads #v: war #. . .i had to go back and read #this took me like 4 hours lmao #time well spent i regret nothing #also the paragraphs aren't even and ur just gonna have to deal cuz i refuse to take more out #eek i love them and maxinella :)))))))

leejiuen

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leejiuen

in the source link you will be redirected to #361 gifs of sebastian stan as various characters in the films rachel getting married, hot tub time machine, black swan, ricki and the flash, the martian, gone, logan lucky, & spread. he was born in 1982 and is white so please keep that in mind when using him! in this pack you can find trigger warnings for smoking, drinking, fighting, & nudity. all gifs were created by me from scratch, so please do not claim as your own, post in gif hunts, post in gif sets, crop into gif icons or use to make crackship gifs. you can use these as sidebars, but make sure you give me credit somewhere on your page, & be sure you’ve liked or reblogged the post if you use these in any way!

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leejiuen

in the source link you will be redirected to #290 gifs of sebastian stan as charles blackwood in the film we have always lived in the castle. he was born in 1982 and is wihite so please keep that in mind when using him! in this pack you can find trigger warnings for food and drink, razors, choking, and violence. all gifs were created by me from scratch, so please do not claim as your own, post in gif hunts, post in gif sets, crop into gif icons or use to make crackship gifs. you can use these as sidebars, but make sure you give me credit somewhere on your page, & be sure you’ve liked or reblogged the post if you use these in any way!

#gif hunt #we have always lived in the castle

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sebastian stan gif pack

click the source link to be directed to #104 gifs of sebastian stan in endings, beginnings. these gifs were made by me from scratch, and you can edit them into graphics/gif icons if you like, but you must give credit – please like or reblog if you found these helpful or if you plan on using them!

triggers: smoking, alcohol, kissing, scenes of a sexual nature (like really. his character was there to smoke and to fuck)

#gif hunt #endings beginnings

「 𝗤𝗨𝗘𝗘𝗡𝗜𝗘 𝗞𝗢𝗪𝗔𝗟𝗦𝗞𝗜 : 𝟬𝟬𝟮 」️

⚓ @intxlligence ⚓

DEATH FLIRTED WITH LIFE a mere few feet from them, and it was hard to comprehend how they’d ended up here ──────── how did she come to belong in a place like this? how did he? his hand sought comfort in hers, in the touch of her SKIN, as his mind wandered through dozens of possibilities. he wished his thoughts weren’t full of pessimism and that he wasn’t considering the worst, but it felt like the worst was all he knew, especially in this room amid sounds of WAR. at least max was safe. cam was safe. asa, as far as he knew, was a good few hundred miles away and safe. but queenie wasn’t safe. . . and noah knew from all the years of knowing her that a part of her was somewhere trapped with her sister, and always would be if they didn’t get to her in time. his smile was WEAK at her mention of him being ALIVE. he didn’t quite feel it, as if this was all a surreal nightmare he needed to wake from.

BUT THE STEEL WAS ALIVE. not even in his most soundless of sleeps and imaginative dreams did he ever do them justice like this. his shoulder hurt a little as fingers brushed a strand of the chaotic curls behind her ear, letting words that still made him afraid soothe the worries away. ‘ i love you too, queenie. ’ in peace and war ──────── in life and death, even if he’d rather it be in the former for as long as possible. COBALT stared at her half-smile, as lips touched to her forehead. he wouldn’t kiss her in this room. not when her expression was far away and people were talking about counter-attacks and losses. he pulled her by the hand slowly and followed the tricky and magic-ridden corridors to a little area he knew well. only ella and scorp and their gang of misfits were ever here, and it was empty now. computer monitors stood to a corner, whilst a fighting area stood to another. then, past a red door, was a kitchen.

AS HE STROLLED THEM THROUGH, HIS HEAD HURT. ‘ i don’t even fully know how to fight. ’ what he’d learnt, he’d learnt as almost another person, with no memories or emotions. sitting her down, he rummaged through a fridge stocked with weird foods to make her some sort of sandwich like he used to make for asa. he showed her ingredients to try to get an approval at first, but there really wasn’t a lot of choice, so he just went with it. ‘ if i’m being honest, you’re probably already better equipped to beat anyone who is willing to hurt your sister than you think. ’ he had been a victim of her JINXES. he placed the sandwich in front of her ──────── almost as an order, as he sat down right beside her until his knees touched hers. ‘ i’ll teach you everything i can so that you can protect yourself though, if you keep yourself HEALTHY. ’ he would, but he was AFRAID. afraid of that other part of him. . . afraid he’d CHANGED.

‘ won’t it bother you though? ’ noah’s expression fell, darkened. that part of him hadn’t always been kind. ‘ THAT PART OF ME? ’

#intxlligence #t: quoah #v: war #v: older #all threads #quoah #i had muse !!!!

leejiuen

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leejiuen

in the source link you will be redirected to #613 gifs of sebastian stan as mickey in the film monday (2020). he was born in 1982 and is white so please keep that in mind when using him! in this pack you can find trigger warnings for alcohol, drug use, flashing lights, smoking, sexual situations, & nudity. all gifs were created by me from scratch, so please do not claim as your own, post in gif hunts, post in gif sets, crop into gif icons or use to make crackship gifs. you can use these as sidebars, but make sure you give me credit somewhere on your page, & be sure you’ve liked or reblogged the post if you use these in any way!

#gif hunt #monday

madelyncilne

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#gif hunt #winter soldier

「 𝗤𝗨𝗘𝗘𝗡𝗜𝗘 𝗞𝗢𝗪𝗔𝗟𝗦𝗞𝗜 : 𝟬𝟬𝟭 」️

⚓ @intxlligence ⚓

NOAH AWOKE TO CHAOS ──────── found himself oddly startled only by the fact he wasn’t nervous or afraid to be in it. when had he stopped being afraid of the unknown? sirens seemed to go off in the distance, and some gurneys were being brought in. he had never seen gurneys before. he thought they were a very MUGGLE thing, but clearly the distinction was a little less important in times of war. he had only just began to move his arm, to test it for pain, when he heard teddy lupin utter his name. ‘ YAXLEY, glad you’re awake. now move, we need the room. ’ noah had only blinked up at him a few times, at which point an elderly lady began swatting at him, reaching for the sheets he was laying on. ‘ -alright, alright. ’ he huffed to her, standing up and ignoring the gentle throbbing of his shoulder. noah had a feeling he was forgetting something important as he stood up and got out of the way.

HE REMEMBERED, BUT HE WAS DISTRACTED, TOO. laying in one of the gurneys was someone noah knew well. someone wearing a silver embroidered robe, who fought in the rebellion armies. someone who was clutching a bloody chest wound ──────── someone from the other side. COBALT stared with befuddlement before he took further steps back, but it slowly made sense. of course healers didn’t see it that way; GOOD or EVIL didn’t dictate whether you got to live or die here. ‘ do you need any help? ’ he asked teddy, whose lips thinned as he shook his head. ‘ no, mate. this one is over. this one, we won. ’ as noah’s eyes went to the half-conscious man whose chest was now being healed by three people, he decided it wasn’t a story he wanted to hear. NOT YET. as reality dawned on him, he turned to stare backwards at where he thought someone was staring in that direction, too. someone with bleak, STEEL EYES.

A MYRIAD OF EMOTIONS HIT HIM AT ONCE. he did not move for a while. instead, he sought the truth in the BLUE EYES ──────── knew then NOTHING had changed, except more hopelessness; more injury and death. ‘ have they been able to find any clue at all? ’ his voice carried a reckless dash of HOPE, as he finally moved to sit beside her. the bed was empty. she looked tired. ‘ is max okay? ’ he needed to catch up with the REVOLUTION, and he needed to catch up on the CHESSBOARD. but, selfishly, he also wanted to just sit there and inhale the calming scent of jasmine, even tainted by the smell of chemicals and potions. he wanted to run his hands over curls that looked beyond tangled, and he wanted to COMFORT HER. yet, he was afraid that if he did, he might crack. that maybe he needed the ICE that being the pawn of the rebellion had made him be. THEN AGAIN? . . .he needed HER more. he lifted a palm to her.

‘ you need FOOD ─────── AND SLEEP. ’ cobalt challenged, desperate to see LIFE back in steel. ‘ let’s get out of here for a bit? ’