P.S. Alexanzondria

Twilight blog, oneshots, series, photos - this is my twilight dump space I am also on Fanfiction under the same alias. Requests are currently CLOSED. Medical Hiatus!

[psalexanzondria]

Hello doll, I was curious if you planned on finishing amnesia? I know I’m late to the game but I’m in love with it!!

One day, maybe. This account is kinda dead, but I'm hoping to revive it.

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I am SO sorry guys!

I moved and then I had surgery and now we've started moving the rooms around and getting our things out of storage. Things have been crazy hectic! Please forgive me!

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I have upcoming surgery

On this Tuesday. Hopefully I'll have something up before then, or after my recovery.

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Requests Requests Requests!

PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE. I’M BORED. SEND ME SOME REQUESTS!

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Happy birthday🎉💕

Thank you!

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It’s my birthday!

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I am so sorry guys.

I know that I've been promising a lot lately, but so much has happened.

For starters, my sister got married in October. She started filing for divorce in December.

My parents are now divorced. My dad has a girlfriend. My mom has a boyfriend.

My sister kicked me out. I'm safe. I'm living with a friend.

My grandfather sold the house he's had for over twenty eight years. He's moving to Florida.

I'm going to be renting a room from a family friend.

My dad won't give me back my cat.

I'm on two new antidepressants and an antianxiety pill.

Oh, and now I have to have a surgery that may or may not make my infertile, do to not being born with a valve in one of my veins.

And I'll be 21 in 15 days.

So, as you all can see. A little hectic. Wish me luck. I'll try to get something out soon. Even a little drabble. I'm sorry again.

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The most unrealistic thing about Twilight

Twilight is set in High School. Yet there isn’t a single kid with strange colored hair. There isn’t a single kid with blue or purple or green hair.

When I was in high school, I had at least eight friends that had dyed their hair at one time. I had purple bangs at one point. I was blonde. I was a ginger!

Are you seriously telling me that none of those kids would dye their hair? Lies!

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Thoughts

Thinking of writing a Dirty Dancing AU series. To make up for lack of posting... With Bella and an OC sister, going to the Forks resort with their dad, ran by the Newton's, and the entertainment crew are the Cullen's and the Wolf Pack. Mike can be the nerdy "can't take a hint" guy for the OC sister, and then Eric can be the Jerk waiter for Bella? Bella of course will be with Edward in the end, but I was thinking Jasper or Paul as the dance instructor, with Alice or Leah as the female dance instructor?

What do you guys think? Inbox or PM if you'd read it.

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Laptop

Okay guys! I SWEAR I was working on the story, and bunch of others, when I opened my laptop and the screen popped off the hinge. Look.

I have a temporary one coming today or tomorrow to get through this. But, I wanted to update you on the situation.

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Carlisle&Esme’s vacation homes *moodboard*

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Annabel Lee - Edgar Allan Poe - (Reprisal)

You can love with a love that was more than love

My Annabel Lee.

But the Wind that blows in

Chilling and Killing you

My Annabel Lee

Can be the love that you loved that was more than a love

My Beautiful Annabel Lee

[postcardsfromforks]

Reimagining the Cullen House aesthetic //

“What did you expect? Coffins and dungeons and moats?”

“No, not the moats.”

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Damn if I wish I could describe this enough to put it in a story.

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Confessions

Okay, time to be 100% honest with you guys. You deserve it for your love, and support.

I HAVE NOT BEEN WRITING MY STORIES.

I know I make promises an stuff, but it’s difficult to keep them.

I have Severe Depression. Not going to hide that. It’s hard to want to do anything. I have seizures. It’s hard to write when having seizures one-three times a day causes migraines. So I sleep. A lot. Because I’m depressed and I have headaches.

I usually have episodes of depression when the seasons change. It just so happens that this time, the cause is different. One of my friends died of cancer, at age 20, two days before my birthday last year. That’s nearly 7 months ago, and it still affects me in ways I didn’t know could happen. I’ve known her for nearly 17 years. That’s 17 years of Friendship. Gone.

My sister and her new husband are getting a divorce. My parents are getting a divorce. My dad has taken up drinking and partying constantly, as have my uncles who have moved in with us, and the three of them have made me feel very unwelcome in my own home. They’ve even tried taking over my room, practically kicking me out. I spend every other weekend, sometimes weeks at a time, at a friends or my grandfather’s. So, sometimes I don’t have any internet to write anyway.

But, the main point is. You all deserve the answers for what’s going on, why I haven’t been writing, and so on.

 Please please do not leave me, I will try hard to get some work out for you guys. Also if ANY of you feel you need to talk, my PM and inbox are always open. Even in Anon.

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The story doesn't matter. YOU MATTER. I hope everything turns up okay for you hun. Take as much time as you need. You have no obligation to write anything right now. Dr's orders. Sending much love to you 💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖

Doctor’s orders? I’m feeling much better, already. I’ve been trying to work on the story.

As for everything else, I just need to figure it out, and make use of things around me to distract myself. Hence why I keep trying to play games and interact with my readers. I’d love to get to know them, and it’ll distract me.

Thank you so much for all the love and support. It’s helpful.

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Game time!

Ask me things! (Come on guys, seriously.)

ANYTHING.

Rules:

No addresses, no states, etc.

ANYTHING ELSE YOU WANNA IS FREE GAME.

COME ON! BRING IT! I DARE YOU GUYS!

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Sorry

Sorry about the lack of stories, and I know I promised a 10,000 word story. It’s just that I’ve all but been kicked out of my home, and now I’m sick. I’m really REALLY trying.