Severus

I am no native speaker but I love our Potionsmaster in every language existing

[jenli88]

Have anyone missed me? 😂 I am back shortly with a new MV of Alan. Enjoy it ❤

[psemon]

Oh my gosh, this is amazing. Thanks for sharing

[jo-tag]

[psemon]

I miss you a lot more, heaving read your diaries and having the smallest of intakes in to your live. Thanks for giving us the chance to get to know you a bit.

It does make it all harder though…

I keep your memory alive and that’s my spirit.

@jo-tag thanks for this

[jo-tag]

[alexisvonblum]

Ahhhh❤️🤝

[psemon]

Erised

I finished the painting last night…

I always paint outside on the balcony. I was annoyed about the darkness, that it was late and that I had to go inside.

I was waiting for the day to start, the morning to come early so I can look at it again.

I wish to be one of those tiny strands of hairs

[psemon]

I see your true colors shine

I love that picture of Alan so much. It hangs on my fridge… his smile and face show a light heart and ease that always gives me a Lift in dark times.

I consider on painting long hair over the face.. I want some more severus vibes

[psemon]

I am into oil painting for a while. It always had been very abstract… no objects.

Severus was a motivation to start on portraits.

I am really bad at using oil in a efficient, technical way… there’s lots to learn and I just go by the feelings and let my hand flow.

I came to ran out of canvas but wanted to keep practicing. That’s how I came to overdraw old paintings, that where my starters on oil.

[psemon]

Your name is my art. Severus, a melody in my head played over and over without getting boring. Ever.

Inked this drawing I did some years ago, turned out rather good.

The ink blotch however.. was tragic accident

[austenide]

Thanks @welland48 (Michael Rickman) for the lovely photo shared today in memory of his brother Alan and his mother (on Twitter).

[psemon]

Happy Birthday … what an amazing time you have been born into. What a delight it was that we both wonder about this world in the same era.

Thanks for sharing your lifework with us. Your works always have been inspirational….

Talent is an accident of genes and a responsibility

This quote was has always helped me through tough times. Always when i kept doubting…

[psemon]

You will always be my valentine…

[psemon]

This is the best I felt in days! Going through a rough time at the moment.

Art and creativity made me feel again. Happy! Encouraged! Liking myself and my skills! Loving what I created.

Severus, you‘ll always get me up when I’m down. Thanks.

[psemon]

Finally found the time and courage to cram out my ink and feather!

Loved drawing Severus in the past with ink and copics. Looking forward to get into drawing again

@chanccart @severusluciuslover @potter-n-potions

[psemon]

Goodbye my friend, goodbye my lover.

You have been the one...

You have been the one for me

Why do I miss him so much?

Isn’t he just a celebrity I know from television? How can I know anything about him, when he plays a different role and is never himself?

He never knew I existed. He never guessed how many people loved him, not knowing they existed.

Thinking about cancer... thinking about a pancreatic cancers gives me tears. Whenever I hear someone has that fate upon them, I am in tears.

This pain! This suffering! This short notice of death infront of you! Yet he had not to fight to long. A battle also, he could never have won.

Why do I miss so much?

His voice only ever exists on recordings or videos. His face just on pictures and the movies he was in.

Yet his smile is in my heart. His voice in my head, calming me in bad times. The smiles and laughs, which are so wholesome and rich of emotions stays in me forever.

Why is it him that I am so lost in?

Today, 14.01, also is my birthday. We share those days. A connection you might say.

For five years I am in sorrow on this day. Although I am greatful to be born in this time life. To have walked over the earth in the same time as him. Even having the chance to see him, which was the best day of my life (07.07.11)!

I am lost in you. Have lost my heart to you. My will to live, is to keep up your memory.

Looking up into sky I only see your face. It makes me smile and keeps me sad.

@mostlyrickman @rickman-ireallywould @alanrickmandaily @alanrickmanps-blog @rickman-always @chanccart @ottogatto @snivelled @severusnapers @severus-please @kirasnapeaddict @halfbloodprincessthings @imaginativelight77 @potter-n-potions @seducedbyseverus @severusluciuslover @serpensamans @the-red-and-the-black @obviously-best-potions-master

[psemon]

Those words… Are still the right words for my grief. Couldn’t say it better.

I miss you

[catchymemes]

[breakfast-sandwich-deactivated2]

What really fucks me up about a 40 hour work week and I’ve tried to explain to people over and over is that like of you do the math you have maybe 3 hours every day to just like. Rest and be with your family. And that’s kind of it

Like the average adult needs about 8 hours of sleep every night, so that cuts your 24 hours to 16 right off the bat.

You’re working for 8 hours, so 8 left.

But you actually work 8 to 5 at most offices, not 9 to 5, and that lunch is basically just long enough to retrieve food and eat. 7.

It took you 20 minutes to shower this morning, 10 to get dressed, and 45 to make a bowl of oatmeal and eat it. We’ll say 15 to get your stuff together and out to your car. 5 and a half.

You get home and have to cook dinner, 30 minutes min for that, probably more like an hour, so somewhere between 5 and 4.5 hrs left. And then you’ve got to eat it, 30 minutes if you’re being healthy about it.

So at best you’ve MAYBE got 4/4.5 hours left every week day and that’s assuming you ran exactly zero errands, didn’t stop by the gym after work, didn’t have to stay late, have a wicked fast transition time between tasks AND a commute of like 5 minutes by car. If you have to go to the store after a quick run at the gym, pick your kids up from soccer across town, and you factor in a 30 minute commute both ways, you’ve got enough free time for like one episode of show Monday through Friday. And weekends have got to be for cleaning the house and going to visit your mom for a few hours.

When do you write, or paint, or read or sew or go on hikes? When do you go on spur of the moment adventures with your wife and try to perfect your grandma’s soda bread? What happens when it rains on Saturday after being sunny all the rest of the week so you can’t go to the zoo that day and you don’t have enough money for the museum? Why are we all just content to postpone our whole lives, put off “happy” and “healthy” for a miniscule amount of extra value we’re producing for someone else?

And it’s also a thing that fascinates me about hustle culture like. When do y'all rest? When do sleep and food happen? How do you make 3 different jobs work without dying?

Idk idk like I said I’m real fucked up about it. It amazes me that more office workers aren’t great big socialists because we have this miserable job where we’re monitored constantly and just have to sit. Still. And maintain focus on ONE THING for EIGHT HOURS in a BORING GRAY ROOM with exactly two short breaks at designated times and I just?? How does that not suck for literally everyone else?? You said yourself, Angie, you’re useless after 3 pm so just?? Organize with me and negotiate for shorter days??? Like you’re literally already only producing 6 hours of value, you don’t need to be sitting there for longer than that.

[mckitterick]

…then add the Neurodivergent Tax of taking more time to do these things and recovery time afterward, and you’re looking at a deficit that has to come from somewhere

[futureevilscientist]

I saw a discussion of this on Twitter and honestly people defending hustle culture blow my mind. There were so many responses along the lines of “who needs 45 minutes for a bowl of oatmeal?!” and just… missing the point.

Of course you don’t need to take 45 minutes to cook a basic meal and eat it. You could hustle it. You could, say, “optimise” your lifestyle by taking time once a week to cook a batch of nutritious paste or whatever and just grab it out of the fridge each morning and stuff it into your mouth, chew while getting dressed, and be out the door in five minutes.

But is that any way to live? Did we, as a species, spend thousands of years developing the culinary arts and recipes so that most of the population could eat nutripaste each day?

Cooking is an art and a social activity, eating food is a social activity.

Hustle culture defenders are so ready to speedrun every aspect of their lives that doesn’t relate to work and it’s honestly horrifying. Why are you all content to just… not live?

[kirasnapeaddict]

I have a 37,5 hour job, a cat and a horse

- I almost never cook dinner (I prefer to spend that time with other things) because its not so important to me and takes too much time (and for one person)

- I dont clean too much at home ( i only see it in the evening anyway)

- I do exercise (running) at the weekends, and riding of course

I decided that it is much more important to me to enjoy my life in the free time, that is left. So I take as much shortcuts as possible (like cooking and cleaning and such things). My mental health always goes first.           

(and of course the well beeing of cat and horse, thats always more important to me than my own)

[ms-mazarin]

Words to replace said, except this actually helps

I got pretty fed up with looking for words to replace said because they weren’t sorted in a way I could easily use/find them for the right time. So I did some myself.

IN RESPONSE TO Acknowledged Answered Protested

INPUT/JOIN CONVERSATION/ASK Added Implored Inquired Insisted Proposed Queried Questioned Recommended Testified

GUILTY/RELUCTANCE/SORRY Admitted Apologized Conceded Confessed Professed

FOR SOMEONE ELSE Advised Criticized Suggested

JUST CHECKING Affirmed Agreed Alleged Confirmed

LOUD Announced Chanted Crowed

LEWD/CUTE/SECRET SPY FEEL Appealed Disclosed Moaned

ANGRY FUCK OFF MATE WANNA FIGHT Argued Barked Challenged Cursed Fumed Growled Hissed Roared Swore

SMARTASS Articulated Asserted Assured Avowed Claimed Commanded Cross-examined Demanded Digressed Directed Foretold Instructed Interrupted Predicted Proclaimed Quoted Theorized

ASSHOLE Bellowed Boasted Bragged

NERVOUS TRAINWRECK Babbled Bawled Mumbled Sputtered Stammered Stuttered

SUAVE MOTHERFUCKER Bargained Divulged Disclosed Exhorted

FIRST OFF Began

LASTLY Concluded Concurred

WEAK PUSY Begged Blurted Complained Cried Faltered Fretted

HAPPY/LOL Cajoled Exclaimed Gushed Jested Joked Laughed

WEIRDLY HAPPY/EXCITED Extolled Jabbered Raved

BRUH, CHILL Cautioned Warned

ACTUALLY, YOU’RE WRONG Chided Contended Corrected Countered Debated Elaborated Objected Ranted Retorted

CHILL SAVAGE Commented Continued Observed Surmised

LISTEN BUDDY Enunciated Explained Elaborated Hinted Implied Lectured Reiterated Recited Reminded Stressed

BRUH I NEED U AND U NEED ME Confided Offered Urged

FINE Consented Decided

TOO EMO FULL OF EMOTIONS Croaked Lamented Pledged Sobbed Sympathized Wailed Whimpered

JUST SAYING Declared Decreed Mentioned Noted Pointed out Postulated Speculated Stated Told Vouched

WASN’T ME Denied Lied

EVIL SMARTASS Dictated Equivocated Ordered Reprimanded Threatened

BORED Droned Sighed

SHHHH IT’S QUIET TIME Echoed Mumbled Murmured Muttered Uttered Whispered

DRAMA QUEEN Exaggerated Panted Pleaded Prayed Preached

OH SHIT Gasped Marveled Screamed Screeched Shouted Shrieked Yelped Yelled

ANNOYED Grumbled Grunted Jeered Quipped Scolded Snapped Snarled Sneered

ANNOYING Nagged

I DON’T REALLY CARE BUT WHATEVER Guessed Ventured

I’M DRUNK OR JUST BEING WEIRDLY EXPRESSIVE FOR A POINT/SARCASM Hooted Howled Yowled

I WONDER Pondered Voiced Wondered

OH, YEAH, WHOOPS Recalled Recited Remembered

SURPRISE BITCH Revealed

IT SEEMS FAKE BUT OKAY/HA ACTUALLY FUNNY BUT I DON’T WANT TO LAUGH OUT LOUD Scoffed Snickered Snorted

BITCHY Tattled Taunted Teased

Edit: People, I’m an English and creative writing double major in college; I understand that there’s nothing wrong with simply using “said.” This was just for fun, and it comes in handy when I need to add pizzazz. 

[melisscan-deactivated20210423]

[severusluciuslover]

I want to sit on the chair next to that ginger beauty 😻