I wanna call you on the telephone
I made a thousand people love me, now I'm all alone
And my resolve is sinking like a stone
What would I even say? I guess it's something that just never goes away
A crowd of thousands came to see me, and you couldn't reply for three days
'Cause I'm stupid and I'm damaged, and you're a disaster
When you walk into the room, oh, none of it matters
Oh, baby, I just buckle my resolution in tatters
'Cause I know it won't work, but make it ache, make it hurt
Keep me a secret, choose someone else
I'm still hanging off the buckle on your belt
Then you close the door and leave me screaming on the floor
Oh, baby, I just buckle, I can't take it anymore
Let you walk all over me, honey
You make me think my therapy is a waste of money
Drinking it down, haunting your city
Falling for anyone awful who tells me I'm pretty
I blocked your number, but you didn't notice
Oh, God, I thought I was too
I'm much too old for this
'Cause I'm stupid and I'm damaged and you're a disaster
When you walk into the room, oh, none of it matters
Oh, baby, I just buckle my resolution in tatters
'Cause I know it won't work, but make it ache, make it hurt
I'm not better than this, show me what I'm worth
Keep me a secret, choose someone else
I'll still be here hanging off, I'm hanging off