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mama's boy

but he likes nothing

if im allowed to be so fucking real i dont think kayleigh is particularly fully innocent regarding tetsuji and the moriyamas and i don’t think she’s particularly fully on board and evil about it either. if we’re to judge her by her offspring kayleigh most likely knew a little bit about how bad tetsuji was but knew she had to make a choice between her ambitions and fulfilling her role as a mother, and she chose kevin when she could and exy when she couldn’t. it’s the same morality applied to whether she was evil or not to hide from wymack that he is kevin’s father—she had to make a choice between her responsibilities as a mother and her career, and she chose her career. consistently and all across kayleigh has put exy first and foremost, and that’s exactly in line with what we would expect from kevin’s mother, especially when you take in consideration that exy was her life’s work and everyone around her was constantly trying to find a way to demote her out of it so that exy could belong solely to her male counterpart

if we can put our thinking hats on for a second we can ask ourselves why tetsuji was handed a coach role and his own team when kayleigh was relegated to being an ambassador instead. a lot of us assume it was moriyama madness, but the moriyamas, famously, wanted nothing to do with exy up until the point kengo died. if kayleigh went through with the decision of putting exy in the backlog for motherhood, she would have been pushed out of the scene entirely—she would have been kevin’s mother, yes, but allowed to be nothing else. perhaps her decisions were selfish and egoistical and focused solely on her own ambitions, but isn’t that pretty in line with what we expect from kevin, anyway? the apple doesn’t fall far from the tree for a reason

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Wymack took two teenagers who were so afraid of coaches and older men they flinched at his presence and loved them so hard they think of him as a father

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Looks like Neil’s not the only one who needs to get his staring problem fixed :/

(Also I am taking this as an opportunity to share my Headcanon that Andrew and Aaron both have a lot of acne/acne scars. I have no reason for it other that that’s just how I pictured them the first time I read the books🤷‍♂️)

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"I hate you," Andrew corrected him, but Neil barely heard him.

reread this scene and realized they were sitting so cutely

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taking a break from commissions to redraw this drawing I made of the monsters 9 years ago... man

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More Liam... and the gremlin in his team that he fights with but still listens to for some reason

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The raven king, chapter ten

"How interesting," they say.

(and they say it a lot)

(i'm not kidding. the entirety of the first two books is just both of them saying how interesting the other is. it's suffocating.)

Another medicated Andrew! And black haired Neil!

The two first books hold such bangers, and clearly not enough people ramble about them. I'm a sucker for the relationship they have afterwards obviously, but even before that they're hilarious. Many underrated scenes that could be worth drawing.

Also I underestimated how Neil dress and presents himself - like: he wears oversized, worn out and faded, preferably light-colored clothes; messy curlyish hair with bangs; sports hoodies; JORTS-

... He's got a banger style actually.

My aftg OC 😐

Andrew doodles

Jeremy and Jean are living inside my head and I don't care that they don't pay rent (working on some redesigns for these two)

#ouuuugh aymmi these r so good.#full disclosure i have Not read the sunshine court yet. im too busy with other stuff #but. i should read it.

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Aaron has been trying to get Andrew to stop smoking for years and years to no avail. He complains about it every time he talks to Andrew. If they are around each other, Aaron always comments on how Andrew smells like smoke; he's smoking too much, and the house will have smoke damage even though Andrew never smokes inside. If they are Facetiming and Andrew lights a cigarette, Aaron hangs up. It's a whole thing. Aaron tries everything to get him to stop. He even got Neil to agree to help get Andrew to at least cut back. Nothing works.

Until Aaron calls Andrew and tells him that Katelyn is pregnant, Andrew throws his brand new pack in the trash immediately after they hang up, picks up a pack of gum, and starts sucking on lollipops so frequently Neils thinks Andrews tongue will forever be blue.

By the time the Twins were born, Andrew has not smoked a single cigarette in almost six months. Three weeks after the girls are born, Andrew shows up on his brother's front porch. Aaron doesn't even get to say hello before Andrew pushes past him, the slightest bounce in his step.

“I haven't had a single smoke in six months. Give me a baby.”