Since I know your very specific kind of nature won’t allow you to not check my blog or skim past this, here is an essay on why you are the worst person I’ve had the displeasure of stumbling upon in this life. Even worse than the ex who sexually assaulted me, lo and behold!
1. Your apologies for your selfish, egocentric, dangerously mentally unstable behavior have always been half-assed. You denied gaslighting, lying, and generally treating me like a doormat for over a year. Even when you finally did, you ended up gaslighting me in what happened after your accident (saying I only text you after 5 hours later and ignored you when I have the records of me calling you back immediately and me texting you if you were okay after that). You continuously show that your apologies are meaningless and I, I hope along with the other people you manipulate in your life, will never make the mistake of forgiving you or thinking you are capable of change again. Nice attempt at changing that human mask you wear over your incubus flesh, though!
2. You victimize yourself in every situation you deliberately cause, and then, historically, ALWAYS turn it around to make the other person the problem. Your brain will not allow you to process that you’re the problem and it’s not everyone else. You are the cause of the most strife of the people close to you. Hope that sinks in at some point.
3. You are the most deluded, disrespectful person with the least amount of accountability I’ve encountered in an (alleged) human being, even more so than Kevin, which brings me to my next point.
4. You have done terrible, awful things to people I chose not to believe, and I myself repressed some really fucked up shit you did to me one particular night. Fuck you for that. You also gambled getting me to relapse on heroin when you were fucked up and then told your “best friend” that your boyfriend was the one to give it to you while simultaneously yelling at me over text for having told your boyfriend you did heroin. Fuck you for that too.
In conclusion, stay the fuuuUuuuUuuuck out of my life for good this time. I don’t want your energy anywhere near my life for the remainder of my days on this planet. Anytime you come back into my life it’s only to cause bullshit. You are a heinous person with a filthy, unrepairable soul. Get the fuck away and stay the fuck away.
