Still with covid. Last week I eat more than usual because I was feeling very sick and tired. I think I overcome 1200 cal only one day, the rest I think I stayed around 1000.
My boyfriend just said to me that he likes my collarbone because of "bones" ..." look at those bones" he said, laughing with a smirk smile.
I got angry. I thought a lot of things that my mind started blowing up internally. I never had collarbones, so he likes me skinny? What about before when I was +10?!
Then he apologized saying "the sentence get out bad"....oh no...you meant exactly what you said.
My ED is torturing me rn. I can't stop now right? I can't stop doesn't matter the goal weight or similar things.
I think he just broke something that was already broken