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5.20.24 Edinburgh

Holy Family, unknown South German artist, between 1440 and 1460

Hello

Hi out there. Last I posted was when my dad was dying. Well, he died. I became incredibly depressed and lost so much weight that I weighed 92 pounds the day I got married.

I haven’t talked to my sister about his death. No one on his side of the family has asked me about it or how I am.

It’s amazing how time passes and I am in a different place. I’ve gained the weight back. I work in an art museum. Mathias and I are going to France and Wales to visit his grandparents in June. We are starting to work toward moving to Scotland in the next 2 years. Keeping my fingers crossed and saving our money.

Who is still out here? Hope you’re well. xx

7/17/20

My dad is dying of pancreatic cancer.

I just have to put it out into some void somewhere. This year is atrocious.

5/8/20 Tumblr is a fucking time capsule and I am a completely different human than I was even 2 years ago.

I lost a best friend because she’s homophobic, I have a master’s degree, and my upcoming wedding to the best boy has been postponed because of the pandemic. What a life.

Just going to keep putting my good memories on here. It’s mostly for me, and I am so glad to have it to look back to.

#thoughts