hi queens x

21// overthinker

[drunk-on-writing]

i am ending this year quietly, inside watching in awe as outside the past explodes and hope lights up the sky

(cc, 2021)

[skyliine]

[wordsnquotes]

[nothingwithoutwords]

from changing with the tides by shelby leigh

[pailodzeblog]

[publicdezire]

in a world which is supposedly free, i am trapped within the confines of my mind.

[n1rvana]

[publicdezire]

a restless mind

I can’t help but feel all these things.. all these things which I cannot even begin to put into words.

I can’t help but question everything about life; our purpose, relationships, society and everything else that exists. my mind does not let me simply enjoy.

I don’t know what it is, that does not let me accept the joys of life. My mind goes in circles - all day, all night. I wish it could stop. 

Of course there are things that I am unhappy with - or things that are saddening about this world we live in. But my life is not terrible; it is not some major disaster and I am fully aware of it. But I just cannot seem to enjoy life as it is. 

I find myself lost in a place far from reality. I feel like I have lost my mind. It won’t stop running. 

[pelvie]

after 3.

[anhedoniag]

definitely yes.

[ashstfu]

so many songs about love. not enough about i really want to fake my death, change my identity and flea the country.

[shonendontcry]

[publicdezire]

she no longer exists. the girl that i once was. the woman who i wanted to be.

she got lost in a void

and lives alone in a dark hell

i pray that i am able to find her one day

that day, she will be free

- r.s

[wedge-of-poetry]

My thoughts are whirled like a potter’s wheel; I know not where I am, nor what I do.

William Shakespeare, Henry VI (part one)

[goldysh]

[sauletaa]

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[aepex]

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