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what i journal about

Journal Entry 1:

I made a substack if u desire to read. It is fwee

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yeah so im transgender, im starting low dose t very soon…. im both so happy and so scared. i go by mo exclusively now and use he/they in public. im getting ugly hair cuts. my husband is supportive and loves me deeply.

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Me and my husbands 1 mega ton of books

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I have chronic mono and that’s why I’ve been on deaths door for a month and a half I’m putting the gun to my temple right now.

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The mouse I’ve been rehabing is all grown up !!! I think we’ll be keeping him because he’s missing a leg and used to living w humans now, he’s so cute !!

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There is something sooo deeply American going on with Seattle Children’s Hospital that I think would brick the minds of everyone outside of the United States.

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The CHILDRENS hospital has to restrict helipad landings because of noise complaints from the wealthy home owners living next to it. Only the most urgent patients can land directly at the hospital. While the other kids have to land a mile away and are taken to the hospital via ambulance. Which is an unnecessary risk to the child’s life and also makes the families pay for the helicopter AND ambulance.

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Seattle Children’s says Laurelhurst noise concerns burdens lifesaving care for children

The hospital says some limits on helipad access add pressure when children need lifesaving care.

Apparently this has been going on for decades and is only getting traction because a pilot complained on Twitter.

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im playing baldurs gate 3 w my husband, and i keep getting jealous when he talks to the women, not cause of him but cause the women are mine. shadowheart specifically.

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"ohhh wahhh the problem with building out america's rail network is that nobody wants to live next to train tracks-" I DO BITCH!!!!!!!! #I<3INDUSTRIALNOISES #SEXWITHATRAIN

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I start eating disorder treatment officially in two weeks and I want to scream and run away.

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gf with anxiety doing annoying anime voice: pwease babe can you buy me a pink Razer BlackWidow V3 gaming keyboard and, and a Razer cat-ear headset ^_^;;

me: (long drag off a menthol) No 

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I can’t do anything I like to anymore my world gets smaller and smaller and smaller. my world is a full size bed and a cell phone.

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20 out of 30 days this month have been migraine days. I think I should literally just blow up and die.

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i like writing really awful and terrible things and then not showing anyone

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Migraines are so evil because if you don't intervene enough, they build pathways in the brain that lead to more frequent and painful migraines.

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yes i still do magic and go to mass. cathliocs r literally doing magic like taking the little baby away from st anthony when you lose something and youre like ok st anthony you get this baby back when i get my car keys back.... that is magic.

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i did a cord cutting ritual to banish my ex from my life last night and it literally make the plate exploded

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my husband making sure to stack my books on Christian mysticism, cs Lewis essay on chronic pain and Catholic glossary just so on my bedside so I can reach them at any time.