People say to me that I am cuter than I used to be. I am skinny, have a nice smile,a stylish undercut and tons of friends. It’s very easy to be around me and because I live in Berlin, speak a little bit of japanese and have a foreign partner who happens to be a fashion designer, they think I am kinda cool.
But you know what I see when I compare my old pics to the new ones?
Pain, what I see is how pain changed me.
People used to say to me that I was fat and because I suffer from anxiety and always thought I was ugly, told to myself “at least can try to be slim”.
Don’t do that. Please, dont ruin your body.
this is me now. Still not the prettiest,tho.
My skin is thin, so thin that when I shave it becomes super inflamed and can not wear any skirt or short.
My teeth fell so I spent ton of money to fix them, but still haven’t finished.So now can not chew gums or bite hard food.Not even bite an apple.
I am skinny, is true, but because my stomach now is so bad that can not eat. Need to use the bathroom everytime I eat and it constantly hurts, sometimes so bad that I faint. Can not even drink water.
Have no muscle at all, no energy and always cover my body because I feel ashamed. Plus I get ill very easily.
Have problems to be touched by my partner too.
And wanted you to say now I eat whatever I want and don’t follow any diet.
Now in what picture do you think I am happier?
Don’t let people’s opinions ruin your body, don’t be like me.
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