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any prns, 9teen （；´д｀）ゞ writer and sometimes artist college student 🙏 employed

[puhpink]

its been almost a year since i posted about the dead bug i had in my freezer and the can bugs haunt you tag keeps showing up everytime i make a post.

i'm being haunted by the can bugs haunt you tag.

i don't even have that damn bug anymore

[puhpink]

cursed kaori jjk au

this is an au spawned by the lack of information we get about kaori because god her story is so tragic.

she dies. she dies and her corpse is defiled, stolen, and used to give birth to a child whose sole existence is to be used like she was. kaori itadori is dead and her husband willfully ignores her very real death (out of love, sure, but jjk has already shown that love is also a curse)

i think that there would be a really, really interesting idea to come through if kaori became a curse. (themes and such). jjk has a lot of horror elements surrounding wombs and motherhood (gege is just another girl fr) and a story about itadori kaori as a curse would be so, so interesting to me.

if i write anything for it, i'll totally post!!

so anyways, here's some au details:

i think kaori would be mainly tied to yuuji. like, leeching off of him. for this au, i would like to think that yuuji was born with cursed energy, but kaori as a curse tied to him keeps stealing it.

i think kaori would have a love/hate relationship with yuuji. he's her son, but not really. she wasn't really the one who held him, or gave birth to him, or nursed him, that was all kenjaku using her body. he's her son, but she had no involvement in making him. i think she hates that he exists. its important to note that since kaori's a curse, there isn't any logic to her anymore.

i can imagine her clinging to yuuji the same way that rika clings to yuuta (though with yuuta, there's a cursed technique at play, while kaori is just like that due to feeding off of kenjaku's cursed energy and then her son's) kaori HAS a technique, so i think it's entirely possibly for her as a curse to manipulate curse energy. i like the idea that when yuuji dies in the detention center case, instead of sukuna bringing him back, it's kaori. kaori as a curse forcing her son back to life out of both hate and love. yuuji is her son. he must live. he was born to a dead woman. he IS a curse.

like hear me out on the idea of kaori, a corpse who gave birth to a living child, being inside yuuji's soul feeding off of him.

kaori cursing yuuji to live no matter what (which could be a fun way to include his modulo lore) and tying herself to his very soul out of possesive feelings for a son who will never be truly hers.... the horror elements here. can you see the vision. CAN !! you!! see !!!

[sunbeeemz]

the new vids.. im so fucking scared for moe please not my girl

[liquidstar]

"only 90s kids remember-" wrong, if you're poor and/or rural enough, old tech and fashion doesn't just disappear when it stops being trendy. We had dial-up until 2012

[fishofthedamned]

we see you, Micha

[ultraswagggg]

and also have the knowledge of the universe. if you take the talking heads seriously . and have seen tkiy. if you think aobut it.

[puhpink]

its been forever since i posted about this au but ive decided to be my cringe self

listen i think akira can be a little cringe. we've all seen his cocky little smirks and how he thinks and describes things, that's a cringe teenager. i think he deserves to be a little bit of a loser as a treat.

ive also come across some pretty cool posts on twitter talking about P5X and spefifcally some akira things to come out of it:

this is probably a reach but i think a change i'll add to my au is that akira CHOSE to go to tokyo rather than deal with the shame he would've dealt with in inaba.

while (as far as the fic i've posted goes) akira and his parents have a really fraught relationship, there ARE important things that will come up that will change their dynamics.

[puhpink]

YOu have poisoned my brain with that harley sawyer x reader smut

i take no responsibility this, it's not my fault he's hot

[puhpink]

genuinely its so evil i THOUGHT i was subscribed to a fanfic of yours only to discover that i WASNT!!!! truly devastating news, i have to catch up on the rewrite of it now

thats so sweet !! thank you for enjoying the fic so much

[nyenyel]

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[puhpink]

i'm afraid of what i want -- black hole fantasy, the crane wives

another fic from yours truly! part of a little challenge i'm doing: No I'm not a Human November. feel free to sent me prompts in the ask box!

day one prompt: "coat guy/protag, pwp and pwf." it was inspired by this fic, so give it a read when you can!

summary below: warnings for explicit content

"You know, I'm t-tired of living like this," he whispers into your ear as his hands trace down your chest, "but you chose not to kill me. Multiple times, too." Even his breath is cold, you realize.

"While I'm doing this, someone else was k-killed in their own home."

There's a breathy shift as his fingers slip under your sweater. It's not long before he fumbles his way underneath your undershirt as well. "We've both thought about why that is," he pants, face cold cheek pressing into yours as gooseflesh erupts across your body and cold, crusted fingers dig into your soft chest muscle and belly fat, "doesn't that make you complicit with this?"

You're no longer cold.

"Y-you let me live," he scolds, "shouldn't you take responsibility for that?"

[puhpink]

i never understood kris hate until they shoved me into the couch cushions at the end of chapter 2.

like i was perfectly okay with the cage but the cushions is where i draw the line okay. that's just disrespectful. i deserve better than that. i still love kris but what the fuck man

[puhpink]

writing is so harddd ugh akira can you just be a feminist already 💔

[puhpink]

love having side blogs because someone will post INSANE shit as a reblog and you have a theme you're dedicated to so you can't even hit them with shade

[puhpink]

HI I JS WANT TO SAY I LOVE UR WRITING I WAS NO JOKE CRYING OVER FINDING OUT YOU MADE AN UPDATE I WAS SO HAPPY

TYSM FOR WRITING LIKE ONE OF THE BEST THINGS IVE READ EVER AND TAKE CARE OF URSELF!!!

AWWW this is so sweet !! thank you for reading and leaving a message :^) take care of yourself too !!

[puhpink]

on an unrelated note, chapter 2 of my persona 4 and persona 5 crossover fic is out !! you can read it here (●ˇ∀ˇ●)

below the cut is some of my favorite bits. spoilers for the fic if you're any of my followers who are here for the beneath the mask au !!

He hums. His father continues on. "Your safety is more important than anything to your mother and I. We have a duty to protect you, son." 

And     something   in   him—     "You called her a whore."

Akira's mortified the moment he says it. His father's face turns stormy, placing a hand on Akira's shoulder. It's too heavy and his grip is too tight to be comforting.

god, this scene was DEVASTATING to write. i'm not trying to write akira's parents as bad people, but a lot of their actions are coming from the point of view of akira. to defend his father here for a second, i think he's having an understandable reaction considering the time frame and exactly what happened.

i wouldn't be comfortable if my sister in law was a public figure who was surrounded by controversy, and i certainly wouldn't want any of that to be traced to my child who i leave at home alone.

is he a good father? god, no. but i understand where his anger is coming from.

His aunt laughs. "Oh, Akira, everything you do for yourself will hurt someone else. I was cruel. I was childish."

"I'll be alright, kid. Don't let your father catch you talking to me, okay? I love you." 

this line was in my head from the beginning. i really wanted to give akira a reason to not want to kill the criminals like kamoshida or shido. i think by framing his aunt as one of the people the phantom theives would've DEFINITELY targeted is really interesting.

another interesting idea from this line is the selfishness. mayumi admits she was selfish and cruel. that doesn't mean she feels bad for it.

the idea of "every action you do for yourself will hurt someone else" WILL be following akira around btws.

Dojima hums. "I wouldn't mind that," she offers like a peace treaty, "because if he's mean to others but nice to me, then he can scare off any mean kids at school for me." 

Before he can worry about Dojima being bullied, though, she changes the topic.

they only met a day ago and he's already worried about her LOL i love these two.

[puhpink]

torn between trying to fullfill my word goal or letting this banger line stand on it's own o(≧口≦)o it works so WELL as a chapter ending point but but but eueueueu ........ okay but im gonna do it anyways i don't gaf.