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I feel like a huge baby.

I wrote a paper for work. I wrote a self-disclosure of the authors/editor’s in a way that I wouldn’t have to explicitly state my gender.

Edits came back saying to write we all identify as cisgender women. I... literally wrote the paper you just edited about inclusivity and stereotypes/assumptions. I have to reject or accept the edit and so I either misgender myself or out myself to my supervisors when I’m in such unstable stages of understanding my own gender identity.

#gender #non-binary #queer

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Betty by Taylor Swift

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the suicidality is the price to pay for being who I am

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“I feel invisible sometimes. I look at myself and there’s nothing there.”

— Mark Haddon

i’ve cried in the last two years about how i am gay and also about how i’m not gay, so which is it

#a gay dilemma

I am not good at change. And I never understood the heartbreaks poems, I never did. But I get it now. Sometimes breathing in a world without you by my side is not worthy of my wanting to breath. The air is so heavy with missing you.