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Hi, I'm Pulsar (or Pulse for short?). I'm an old (34), very tired enby (they/them) that just wants to appreciate the things that I like on tumblr. I might post a couple of personal things or fandom stuff if I feel inclined, but you'll mostly catch me reblogging and commenting on stuff. I do silly lil 'react in the tags' for a couple of fanfics I really like when I have the spoons to do it.

I am currently interested in these fandoms: FFXIV, FNAF (especially Sun & Moon from Security Breach), TFC (The Freak Circus), Madness Combat, Megaman, Monster Hunter, and Subnautica. I have interest in other fandoms, as well, but for the sake of not having an exhausting list of things I'll leave them somewhat vague. RN I'll mostly be reblogging stuff from FNAF and TFC. Clowns got me in a damn chokehold.

I also am interested in making friends! I'm just. Anxiety-ridden and very shy most of the time. The depression and social anxiety kick my ass. My DMs are open though I will emphasize the social anxiety. I don't know what to talk about most of the time. Clowns? Space? Weird esoteric stuff? Shiny rocks? Bugs? Bones?

This should go without saying, but there's absolutely zero pressure to interact or follow if you don't want to. As much as I would appreciate it (and DO appreciate it), cultivate your internet experience as you need to. I certainly will be.

I do make art sometimes although it's exceptionally rare for me to post any of it online. Mostly shit-posty things that make me giggle, and hopefully get a giggle out of you, too, if I share it.

If I ever need to tag something a specific way please tell me. I think I'm pretty thorough, but I am not infallible and welcome nudges and suggestions to the right direction. Or tag, as it were.

some funny links:

My Art

My DCA Skyrim AU (only crumbs for now)

#pulsar prattle #my art o/#dca skyrim au

leighlew3

ALL. OF. THIS.

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greelin

you can never escape a weird little freak that loves you

greelin

this was meant to be romantic but now i’m realizing it reads more like. a threat

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wholeheartedsuggestions

late night reminder to self: your depressive episode will not last forever. it will have an end. tonight will not be the end of you.

burgundy-forest-deactivated2024

Hey guess what i saw this a few days ago when i was in an absolutely scary slump and then i spoke to my counsellors and did what they told me to do and now i feel so much better. So this is true. Reblogging for more good luck

shamwowxl

i-like-reblog-maps

wholeheartedsuggestions

why is this so beautiful in like a space way

kassil

Because the essence of humanity and life as a whole is a constellation of connections with one another. We are all here in this cosmos together, from the tiniest creatures to the distant stars.

You're not alone.

twigsofmanyfaces

you got lots of company, and you're gonna be okay 🫂

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write-on-world

Well put. (Source: Writing About Writing Facebook page)

12b6

as a lawyer who’s been practicing for six years now I can say with certainty that this 100% applies to lawyers

johanna-swann

Me: My writing is so bad. :(

Meanwhile at Disney: Somehow, Palpatine has returned.

autumngracy

koof

I need to print this and put it on a wall

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batherik

small comic done for zine

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airindelune

I took me longer than I’d like to admit

#orbits of fancy (reblog)#SQUISHHHH

bloodyhandprint

sorry to anyone who followed me for anything. you're not getting that

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peoplegettingreallymadatfood

iignatz

cant believe we’ll never know who ended homophobia because he was anon

cozza-frenzy

Reblogging for these tags

#orbits of fancy (reblog)#had me cackling at 4am

aphrodite-gock

just overheard somwone say "hey dude i dont see the future I've got two balls and neither is made of crystal" and im absolutely losing it

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theshatteredrose

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eternallysluggish

Shout out to those of us whos disability has stopped them from being able to pursue their passions.

Shout out to those of us whos disability won't allow them to work.

Shout out to those of us whos disability is a source of embarrassment or shame for them.

Shout out to those of us whos disability is so severe that they're unable to communicate to us here.

Shout out to those of us whos disability causes them to struggle with hygiene.

Shout out to those of us whos disability leads to being grumpy and upset.

Shout out to those of us whos disability makes it difficult to maintain their appearance.

Shout out to those of us whos disability has cost them their friendship group.

Shout out to those of us whos disability is brushed off as a "funny" or "gross" condition.

Shout out to those of us whos disability leads to them needing carers.

Shout out to those of us whos disability makes them too ill to shower.

Shout out to those of us whos disability causes them to use mobility aids.

Shout out to those of us whos disability causes them to fear leaving the house.

Shout out to those of us whos disability is watered down into something that it isn't.

Shout out to those of us whos disability gives them exercise intolerance.

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pukicho

I’m having an in of body experience right now

pukicho

Alright man

pukicho

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dandeliondelivery

First base is violence second base is convoluted codependence third base is applying pressure to the vulnerable parts of their body to keep their entrails from spilling out

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luna-azzurra

WHEN A CHARACTER IS PRETENDING TO BE SOMEONE THEY’RE NOT

REPOST!

Pretending isn’t just lying, no, it’s becoming a version of yourself that feels easier to manage (easier to love, or control, or survive inside.) It’s a mask that starts out as protection and slowly becomes a second skin. One that’s hard to take off, even when you want to.

✦ They mirror the people around them without meaning to. Their laugh, their phrasing, the way they sit, it all shifts depending on who they’re with. Like they’re constantly adjusting, matching the energy in the room, trying to be what they think people want.

✦ They’re vague when things get personal, and not because they’re secretive, but because they don’t know anymore. Ask them their favorite song, and they’ll pause too long. Ask about their past, and their answers are half-finished, polished at the edges, like they’ve been told too many times to keep it clean.

✦ They over-prepare for conversations. They run through the dialogue in their head ahead of time. Rehearse their jokes, their exits, their answers. Everything feels a little scripted, like they’re playing the role of “themselves” instead of just… being.

✦ They always look put-together, maybe almost too much. Their clothes, their hair, their whole vibe is carefully chosen. But there’s a difference between style and armor, and this is armor. A version of themselves they’ve curated, down to the last thread.

✦ They panic when the script slips. Catch them off guard, and it shows… like, they freeze and fumble. The real stuff, feels dangerous. Being authentic means being vulnerable, and they’ve learned the hard way how risky that is.

✦ They shift depending on the room. One version of them at home, another at school, another with friends, like flipping channels. It’s not manipulation, no guys, it’s muscle memory, and they’ve learned to survive by adapting, and now they can’t stop.

✦ They touch their face or hair when they’re uncomfortable, like they’re checking to make sure the mask is still in place. A nervous habit that’s half-grounding, half-ritual, as if letting their guard down even physically would let everything else fall apart, too.

✦ Their smile is always photo-ready. Perfect, pretty, practiced…But there’s something in the eyes that doesn’t match, like they’re smiling at you, not with you. Like they’ve learned what people want to see, and they’ve gotten very good at giving it.

✦ If someone tells them, “I like the real you,” they go quiet. Not because they’re shy, but because deep down, they don’t know who the “real” version even is anymore. They want to believe there’s someone underneath it all, they just don’t know how to find them.

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unknownfishsposts

Justice was served because Eclipse flustered y/n instead 👉👈

#orbits of fancy (reblog)#KICKING MY FEET

wcdonaldo

slamming the big red button on my desk labeled "bweh" over and over again to no discernible effect

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