its so silly to me how i used to be so dysphoric over my tits before getting into hucow, and now i crave the idea of lactating, my tits swelling with milk the way they were designed to do, making it impossible to hide and bind away my soft sensitive breasts
maybe if i actually induced, and they grew in size i'd be dysphoric again. holding back sobs while i milk myself, because its worse if i can feel the milk sloshing in my tits, even though i know the only way it'll stop is if i stop pumping, stop massaging, stop encouraging my tits to produce more milk each time. but i can't help it, it just feels too good to milk myself like the dumb horny cow that i am












