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trans women please take care of yourself its sad in here welcome to my den #mycology dni if ur doing that transmisogynist "transandrophobia" shit just block me this blog is for mutuals and new mutuals slightly personal if i notice you soft blocked this blog i will block you so fully commit to blocking me i can only follow so many people there is no block limit TMA varsex defiled baeddel raised by wolves mentally ill plural she/it doggirl huge troon still boymoding 20s bigender trans woman top mutuals fucked 4 I am HOMELESS I am bigger than you ΘΔ 46xx 6'4 intersex trans horny on main mycologist annoyingly large balls i have to adjust ill identify fungus for you 18+ t4t4t is my gf

[puppygirldick]

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I need help with July rent. I'm a disabled unemployed trans woman.

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[puppygirldick]

1100/2000. 13 days late. Please help.

[puppygirldick]

1120/2000. 15 days late.

[puppygirldick]

Unfollow me you dumb bitch lm find you and block you first actually

[puppygirldick]

When you find another piece of evidence but the case is too old too revive

[puppygirldick]

I really want someone to show me what they would do for their dream girl

I feel like the only one thinking how do I make them feel wanted

[puppygirldick]

There are people on tumblr dot com who will see and know their mutual lives in their car literally down the street, drive past them every day and never say hi they will see another recognizable trans woman their literal mutual they shared the selfie of the other day sleeping in a car down the street every day look you straight in the eye and then pretend they didn't, they probably heard you screaming the other night while you were being physically and socially murdered those people just cant imagine any plank with a person sleeping outside even if they jerked off to your nudes and regularly share your posts i have seen way too many recognizable trans women mutuals notice me living in an obviously houseless persons car sleeping in their neighborhood In 5 years sleeping on the street in portland and do nothing, ive met so many actually shitty and shallow trans women here who I know could have helped me escape houselessness we could have been friends in another life but I watched you watching me

I know there are people even trans women in portland who are sewing discord about vulnerable trans women and bc people uncritally believe any bullshit people spread about trans women are just getting in the way of trans women who are just trying escape houselessness control a conversation about them before anyone ever meets them

Ive seen people tripping over themselves spreading lies about trans women (even me) in queer housing groups deliberately getting in the way of trans women like me escaping houselessness

[desinteresse]

So many women are looking for a “masc lesbian” but what they really mean is that they want a top who has their life together lmao

[desinteresse]

“You got masc vibes even though you are a femme” do I? Or do you just think that confidence and competence are inherently linked to masculinity?

[desinteresse]

Like if you want someone to top you till you cry then you should just say that. There are many women who can provide, many of them femme.

[desinteresse]

But also it’s kind of rude to assign gender roles and sexual preferences to someone just because they’re masc. just because she wears a snapback that doesn’t mean she’s a top or able to fix your car or whatever.

[puppygirldick]

My partner punched me a bunch of times and broke my hand im going to the ER tomorrow morning it feels wrong and super swollen

Im really sick of living

[puppygirldick]

How do you even remember or bother to take hormones i was taking it for so long and so constistently because I thought i would at least get something i wanted if I was at least consistent but if its basically just like taking vitamins but more complicated im going to forget taking it for months maybe forever

Are they giving trans women like non feminizing estrogen or what

[jacopo-belbo]

Almost always you can tell if someone is a bad driver just by watching them walk around with their feet in a slightly unpredictable environment like a big store or something.

[puppygirldick]

You got a foot thing dont you

[succumbing-song]

[dragon-in-a-fez]

[puppygirldick]

Is this a strangeloop

[knifefightscene]

Anyone can be discarded by society

[knifefightscene]

People get made fun of for being scared of aging but it comes from the very real fear of being discarded by society that’s why i always say the goal is not to never become old or disabled the future comes for us all the goal is better social policy

[puppygirldick]

This is partly why im killing myself this year tbh

Ive been houseless too long and Ik i will be again soon

[aaashelley]

to whom it may concern: that sword of damocles hangs

[deerboyhoofjob]

to the sword of damocles I say: let it hang sister

[missstrogen]

Sam reich having a trans women are pedos moment was not on my bingo for this year

[missstrogen]

Clarification

[um-jammer-tranny]

it was my entire bingo card, seriously. this is dropout, and sam, doing what it always has done

[knives-in-the-dishwater]

...please look up the slang word "nonse" (with an 's'), and consider whether "nonses" might make a bit more sense than "nonces" in the context of a list whose other items are "hardened gamblers", "addicts", and "sociopaths".

y'know, "hardened gamblers, addicts, sociopaths, fools" at a race, rather than "hardened gamblers, addicts, sociopaths, pedophiles".

[atelier-tamamoland]

let's put our critical thinking hats on and think really hard about what he meant when he brought up being called that by someone wearing makeup

[missstrogen]

According to a friend he might have said "nancies". Which would be better, but would also be the literal transmisogynistic slur that nonce comes from. So not great actually!

[irramdiated]

hi, i was the one who sourced the video in question, it's the teensyville video off no rolls barred; this was a callback bit from earlier in the video, where they had been specifically speaking about lewis carroll, using the term 'nonce'. there is no misunderstanding here; sam reich did, in fact, say that it is quite ironic for a man in heavy makeup to jest about nonces. it is unbelievable for so many people to try to bend over backwards to make excuses for such blatant transmisogyny

[irramdiated]

it's also particularly upsetting when put into further context!!!! the blood on the clocktower community (which is the game being played in the video) has been heavily praised by transfems in the community for the number of transfems who are prominent players. off the top of my head i can name at least 10 transfems on the botc channel's rotating cast, a far higher percentage than its tme trans roster (and i believe equivalent or close to their cisfem roster, but i don't have an exact count bc they don't keep a documented roster for their streams) not to mention other major channels in the space that feature several very notable transfems. ime its regularly noted how safe of a community has been fostered for transfem viewers and players.

i must, obligitarily, note: a higher amount of transfem cast members (or the presence of them, period) does not necessarily mean a completely safe environment for transfems, either viewers or cast members alike. but at the very least, it demonstrates a marked effort to platform and support trans women as valued community members. an effort which, notably, dropout tv has not bothered to make. nrb in specific, the channel this happened on, is one of the botc community channels striving to make this effort, with one of the key and beloved members in their botc series being mara joy (who is a trans woman, noted not to tokenize her in specific but to highlight her)!!

so, to lay it out more specifically, sam reich made this joke on a platform that is expected to be a safe space for transfem viewers. he was a guest star on a show which has far less social pull than dropout tv, was one of the only white cishet guys in the room, and took advantage of that. i cannot stress this enough: sam reich went to a community that has a general expectation of being a safe place for transfems, as a guest, likely for the purposes of promoting his latest kickstarter, and he used that platform to make a "joke" about transfems being pedophiles.

it was also directed towards a gay man, who, like… well, we all saw the clip, it's my opinion that he looks pretty genuinely uncomfortable for a moment before trying to hide it by playing it up for the camera. tbh i find it disappointing that said joke ended up in the final edit at all! but the fact that sam felt so comfortable dropping that kind of quip given the setting and the current overall climate is so frustrating and gross.

i don't know. i don't fucking know!! it's an uncomfortable joke in a vacuum and worse with context on all fronts.

[puppygirldick]

*dysphoria and existential horror*

[puppygirldick]

Psilocybe cyanescens

[puppygirldick]

My fungus tags are #mycology #my work

[fatal-blow]

god i wish more sources talked about "sex" hormones like this

ironically its in a book about female sex anatomy that ive come across it (Vagina Obscura by Rachel E. Gross). everyone only wants to focus on the secondary sex characteristics and not the bazillion other functions of estrogen, testosterone, and co.

every body uses both of them!! for a million reasons!!!!! aaaaaa!!!!!!!

[puppygirldick]

Should have just been making porn railing other trans girls instead of sleeping on the side of the road for some dumbass bottom surgery lmao