Suicidalbiwolf

A disappointment to humanity. Social outcast

[suicidalandhatingit]

“One thing I’d like to learn in school? How to fight the demons in my head.”

— Liv Thomas (via @suicidalandhatingit)

[puppylove36]

If you told me to stay, I would stay. If you told me to go, I would go. If you told me to live, I would live. And if you told me to die, I would die. If only to make you happy. I have failed to many people in my life. I'm tired of failing. I'm not going to make you do what I want. If you want something, I'll get it for you. If you want me to vanish, than I'll vanish. Just tell me what you want, and like a genie, I'll make it come true. I don't care how I feel, if only you are happy. I will do anything just to make you smile. Because you deserve to, I... don't. I'm not a good person. Never have been. Everything I do, is to make others happy. Because if I can do that, than maybe I ... maybe, I could finally forgive myself for failing you so many times. If only to make you smile...

Then I would gladly die.

[puppylove36]

#depression

[spiderkickstarter]

Nobody has time to care if you’re a lesbian in the zombie apocalypse.

Nobody has time to care if you’re gay in the zombie apocalypse.

Nobody has time to care if you’re trans in the zombie apocalypse.

Nobody has time to care if you’re bi in the zombie apocalypse.

Nobody has time to care if you’re pan in the zombie apocalypse.

Nobody has time to care if you’re queer in the zombie apocalypse.

Nobody has time to care if you’re ace in the zombie apocalypse.

Nobody has time to care if you’re aro in the zombie apocalypse.

Nobody has time to care if you’re demi in the zombie apocalypse.

Nobody has time to care if you’re genderfluid in the zombie apocalypse.

What I’m saying is we should start the zombie apocalypse because then we can make a gay utopian society.

[s-e-c-r-e-t-t-s]

[lifeisdeathandeathislife]

They know but just don’t care

[suicidalandhatingit]

Where We Fell Apart

I’m so terrified of being in another relationship.

All because I’ve been in relationships where cheating was so natural and unnoticeable that even to this day I find it hard to believe..

The thing is, it was never obvious. There was still love and kisses and late night talks that we could never remember the next day but the moods…

Oh fuck, the moods… He’d blame it on a ‘bad day’ or my ‘bitchy attitude’ but really? He was just tired of hiding his massive secret.

Instead he kept me happy by buying me everything I wanted to distract me from the fact that his phone had a new passcode every week and that on certain days he was just ‘busy’.

But that’s where we fell apart- when their messages started with “Hey!” and ended with “I love you” whereas ours started with “Who is she?” and ended with “Fuck you then.”

Come to think of it, in our final days, I cant remember the last time we had that kind of intimacy and love in a conversation…

But fuck I don’t miss that one bit. In fact, I pity the girl on the receiving end of those messages because she was a toy for when I wasn’t enough.

I sound bitter and I won’t deny it stung when I found out, but anyone can have that piece of shit now. 

That’s where we fell apart.

[puppylove36]

This is so worth rebloging because this is so true and that is coming from a girl with experience. Hun if you boy do this to you then he don't deserve you.

[shazz907]

20 Questions Tag

Thank you to @herebutoutoftouch for tagging me 😚x

Name: Shannon Chinese Zodiac Sign: Rabbit Height: 5 ft 1 Ethnicity: Scottish Hogwarts House: Gryffindor Myers-Briggs (MBTI) Personality Result: The advocate Favourite Season(s): Summer and Winter Favourite Books: wow where to begin - the whole Harry Potter series obviously, Six of Crows and Crooked Kingdom by @lbardugo (check them out they do not disappoint) The invisible Library Series (also amazing something really different and unique) Dorothy must die is also incredible. Favourite Flower(s): Daisies and Roses Favourite Colour(s): Lilac, light blue, burgundy, pastel pink Favourite animal and why: Doggos because I love every single doggo. Every. Single. Doggo. Favourite ice cream flavour: vanilla although I would not pass up the opportunity to have a bit of Ben and Jerrys cookie dough Average hours of sleep: 6 hours SamGirl/DeanGirl/CasGirl/CrowleyGirl/Other/None: CasGirl all the way my son is incredible Favourite SPN Character and Why: hmmmm I think it would have to be Dean or Cas I can’t explain why I just relate to both and I love them both Second Favourite SPN Character and Why: probably Claire idk why I just love her Favourite Fictional Characters: ok so deffo Harry Potter himself I love him and we’d be bezzies ok. Also Hermione cuz she is just the best and I wanted to be her when I was younger. Literally all of the characters from Six of Crows my children are badass and I love them all. Kai from the invisible library. Sherlock Holmes because he’s Sherlock Holmes. Bucky Barnes because he deserves to be loved.

Favourite Superheroes: Spider-Man, Captain America, Iron Man, I don’t know if he counts as a super hero but Bucky Barnes is literally my favourite person ever.

Favourite Movies: Guardians of the Galaxy 2, All Harry Potter films, Sherlock Holmes, The Scorch Trials, Moana, Dreamgirls.

What would your personal SPN Heaven look like: a cozy place with lots of blankets, cushions, fairy lights, books, all of my favourite real life people and fictional characters, pizza and ice cream

Tags: @carryonmywaywardgoat @captainrayjuiceboxholt, @tributeofasgard, @ikolonena, @puppylove36, @an-angel-in-love-with-a-hunter, @thetheatregeek, @sweet

[shazz907]

Ok for some reason it didn’t tag everyone so I tagged @carryonmywaywardgoat, @captainrayjuiceboxholt, @sweetallyp, @puppylove36, @thetheatregeek, @ikolonena, @tributeofasgard, @an-angel-in-love-with-a-hunter I only tagged 8 people sorry and I was tagged by @herebutoutoftouch Thanks again x

[puppylove36]

@shazz907 thanx

[playstation2chainz]

shocking

[hominishostilis]

*ahem*

from this post 

Woman kills man for refusing to give her beer 

Woman stabs man for refusing to have sex with her, threatens to cry rape 

Woman rips off man’s testicle because he rejected her, tried to swallow it

Woman kills man for refusing to marry her 

Woman cuts off man’s penis because of argument 

Woman shoots her husband after argument 

Woman cuts off cheating boyfriend’s penis, flushes it

Woman suspects husband of cheating, stabs him to death 

Woman shoots, kills boyfriend for cheating 

Woman stabs boyfriend for cheating in Monopoly board game 

Woman shoots, kills man for ending relationship 

Woman sets husband’s genitals on fire for hugging another woman, dies 

Woman kills, dismembers husband’s body over argument 

Mother kills 18-month old twins to get back at husband she thought was cheating 

Woman kills husband after he confronts her about affair 

Woman kills cheating husband with lethal dose of heroin 

Woman runs over, kills cheating husband 

Obese woman sits on boyfriend, kills him and avoids jail time 

Woman kills boyfriend with stiletto shoe

Woman murders cheating husband with coffee mug 

Woman kills boyfriend for not buying her a gift 

Woman kills boyfriend who accused her of cheating 

Woman stabs and kills boyfriend , Judge: “I hope you die in prison”

Woman shoots, kills ex-boyfriend, buries him in pile of debris 

Woman shoots boyfriend in the back of the neck, killing him 

Woman shoots boyfriend six times, kills him after argument 

Woman stabs, kills boyfriend over mother’s day gift 

Woman stabs boyfriend to death, also stabbed her husband to death 7 years prior

Woman pushes way into home, stabs boyfriend to death over argument 

Woman angry at boyfriend takes her anger out on his 4 year-old 

Woman stabs boyfriend to death, thought he was cheating on her 

Woman bludgeons husband to death with hammer to pay back loan 

Woman stabs, kills boyfriend during argument 

Woman murders boyfriend for tweeting out his female crush 

Woman shoots and kills boyfriend, kills self while out on bail 

Woman stabs to death boyfriend over argument about an ex 

Woman stabs and kills boyfriend for social media posts 

Woman shoots boyfriend in the face, fails to make it look like suicide 

Woman kills boyfriend’s puppies during phone argument

Woman shoots boyfriend in the face with rifle during argument 

Woman pushes boyfriend off fence after argument, killing him 

Woman attacks boyfriend with large knife, intent to kill 

Woman abused, threatens to kill boyfriend in sleep

Woman beats, murders boyfriend and puts him in freezer because he wanted to break up with her

Woman held gun to boyfriend’s head, murders on Christmas 

Woman with previous assault charge on another boyfriend stabs and kills different boyfriend 

Woman attempts to murder boyfriend with giant breasts 

Woman stabs boyfriend in neck, killing him after argument 

Woman chokes and stabs ex-boyfriends cat to death 

Woman starts argument with boyfriend, stabs and kills with umbrella 

Woman kills boyfriend with her car after argument 

Woman shoots, kills boyfriend in his bathroom 

Woman shoots, kills boyfriend with illegal handgun 

Woman sets her boyfriend on fire, killing him 

Woman shoots and kills ex-boyfriend multiple times, kills herself

Woman shoots boyfriend in the head, found out he was dating other women 

Woman stabs and kills boyfriend over finances 

Woman stabs and kills boyfriend’s lizard because she thought he was flirting with other women 

Woman shoots, kills boyfriend who wanted to end their relationship and urged her to get an abortion 

Woman attempts to murder husband with poison in her vagina

Woman stabs boyfriend to death after he slaps daughter

Woman conspires to have secret lover murder her husband

Woman stabs, kills boyfriend over argument on Labor Day

Woman stabs boyfriend in the chest over argument 

Woman stabs boyfriend to death after finding photos of other women on cell phone 

Woman tortured ex-boyfriend’s dog until it died after argument 

Woman stabs boyfriend in his chest and through his lung, nearly killing him 

Woman fatally stabs boyfriend during heated argument 

Woman kills her boyfriend with blunt force trauma to the head using frying pan

Woman stabs boyfriend to death for drinking her beer 

Woman strangles boyfriend to death during argument 

Woman stabs boyfriend with serrated knife over argument 

Woman shoots, murders boyfriend while she was on house arrest for another murder 11 years prior 

Woman stabs, kills boyfriend then texts friend about eating the body 

Woman stabs, kills boyfriend over dispute 

Woman shoots boyfriend in the head, suspecting he was cheating 

Woman shoots man in the groin after argument 

Woman fires handgun into the home of man who denied her a kiss 

Woman stabs husband to death over cheating fears 

Woman shoots, kills ex-boyfriend and his new girlfriend 

Women kills husband, commits suicide 

Woman shoots and kills man over argument 

Woman kills husband with baseball bat for talking back to her 

Woman kills husband, confesses to family then shoots herself 

Woman stabs boyfriend 31 times after he said ex’s name in his sleep 

Woman shoots husband in the head, shoots herself 

Woman kills boyfriend over argument at house party 

Woman shoots boyfriend with shotgun for texting another woman 

Woman kills boyfriend because she “smelled sex on him” 

Woman runs over boyfriend, kills him

Woman stabs boyfriend in the eye for turning down threesome 

Woman stabs ex-boyfriend for refusing to stop playing the Eagles 

Woman stabs boyfriend, throws out his prosthetic legs so he can’t chase her 

Woman ties up, stabs husband 193 times, jury finds her guilty for suspicion of trying to claim life insurance 

Woman stabs fiance for refusing to take her to the liquor store 

Woman assaults and threatens boyfriend with knife for not cuddling 

Woman stabs man with ceramic squirrel for not bring home beer 

Woman stabs taxi driver after he refuses to have sex with her 

Woman stabs ex-boyfriend in his penis after discovering he had a new girlfriend

Woman stabs boyfriend twice over time he spent in bathroom 

Woman stabs boyfriend over Facebook post 

Woman stabs her boyfriend several times because his dog ate her marijuana stash 

Woman stabs boyfriend for not calling her every two hours 

Woman shoots man five times for rejecting her, kills herself 

Woman murders ex-boyfriend with liquor laced with poison, was jealous he was engaged to new woman 

Comedian Phil Hartman was murdered by his wife on May 27th 1998

NFL player Steve McNair was murdered by his girlfriend on July 4th, 2009

John Wayne Bobbitt had his penis cut completely off on June 23rd, 1993

Travis Alexander was murdered by Jodi Arias on June 4th, 2008

Andrew Bagby was murdered by Shirley Jane Turner on November 6th, 2001 (She later murdered their 1 year-old son on August 18th, 2003)

Brenda Spencer killed two and injured nine at Cleveland Elementary School on January 29th, 1979

Laurie Dann killed one boy and injured five others at Hubbard Woods Elementary School on May 20th, 1988

Jennifer San Marco killed eight people at Goleta postal facility on January 30th, 2006

Sylvia Seegrist killed three and injured seven during a shooting spree at a Springfield mall on October 30th, 1985

Mary Ann Holder killed five children including her own son in Pleasent Gardens, NC on November 20th, 2011

Jullian Robbins killed one and injured two at Penn State on September 17th, 1997

Heather Smith killed two then committed suicide at Spanaway Junior High School on November 26th, 1985

Latina Williams killed two others then self at Louisiana Technical College on February 8th, 2008

Amy Bishop Anderson killed three and wounded three others at the University of Alabama on February 12th, 2010

What’s most interesting though is that mainstream media doesn’t even mention female shooters when they claim to show the history of the crime — but I guess they’re going by high scores. While its true that most shooting sprees are committed by males, it is also truethat most child abuse, neglect, and murders are committed by females.

Women who killed or attempted to kill children in the news, past 30 days (US):

Florida woman shoots, kills her 2 teenage sons 

Mother throws 1 year-old daughter under truck, kills her 

California mom stabs her 3 daughters to death. all under 2 years old

Mother attempts to kill her 3 teenage children 

Mother kills her infant son by stabbing him to death 

Woman kills 2 year-old girl, attempts to kill 10 year-old boy 

Utah mom murders 6 newborns, keeps them in garage 

Mother charged with trying to suffocate daughter 

Woman charged for killing 8-month old baby 

Women who killed or attempted to kill children in the news between January and April 2014 (US):

Mother drowns both of her sons aged 3 and 6 

Mother attempts to drown her 3 children in ocean 

Utah mother shoots and kills two teen daughters, then herself 

Mother suffocates 14 month old son, fails at attempted suicide 

Woman babysitter murders 19 month old boy 

Mom kills 7 month old daughter, blames Jesus 

Woman operating illegal daycare responsible for 3 month old girl’s death, police find 14 children in her basement 

Mom strangles 3 day old baby boy, discarded body in trashcan 

Woman suffocates 2 year old girl of fiance, fakes sexual assault by unknown assailant to cover tracks 

Mother charged with killing 2 year-old daughter 

Mother of several children with history of violence murdered and buried 2 year-old daughter in shallow grave 

Mother stabs and kills her 2 children in exorcism 

Mother kills her teen son and daughter, self 

Mother confesses to killing 10 year-old son 

Mother tortures and kills 3 year-old son, burned genitals with lighter 

This is only mid-year and I didn’t even include the reports of mothers killing their children from previous years or other countries.”

The only thing “shocking” here is how far you’ve managed to cram your head up your own ass.

[notcayleb]

This post is disturbingly long.

[tired-bi-lady-deactivated201606]

REBLOG THE SHIT OF THIS. I AM SO FUCKING SICK OF PEOPLE TREATIG WOMEN LIKE INNOCENT GODDESS WHO NEVER DO ANYTHING WRONG WHILE THEY TREAT ALL MEN LIKE ANIMALS.

[vulture-jack]

I debated on whether or not to reblog this but damn those sources are a fucking feat and pretending that they dont exist erases the victims.

[hunter-sundown-deactivated20200]

once in a blue moon someone on tumblr will acknowledge anyone other than a man has done something wrong

[spongebobafettywap]

if your feminism involves overlooking crimes by women then it isn’t feminism

[bundywashere]

if your feminism involves overlooking crimes by women then it isn’t feminism

[imawitchywitch]

Women abuse, rape, and kill too.

[ithelpstodream]

if it really surprises you that women can be violent too idk what to say to you

[puppylove36]

[tendernxss]

Love of my life, gone forever

[starrious]

[hplyrikz]

Clear your mind here

[sinful-smoker]

Reblog if school has ever caused you:

•Anxiety •Stress •Depression •Eating Disorders •Self-Harm •Substance Abuse •Suicidal Thoughts

Trying to prove a point here.

[over-thinking-shit-blog]

[over-thinking-shit-blog]

Sometimes our favourite songs explain more than our words ever could.

(via over-thinking-shit)

[over-thinking-shit-blog]

I have the words, but not the effort to string them together for them to make any sense.

(via over-thinking-shit)

[over-thinking-shit-blog]

Sitting on the marble cold floor with every part of your life shattered into tiny pieces. So small that you can’t even grasp them in your hands and the ones you can, cut you. Bleeding every single emotion you ever had.

(via over-thinking-shit)

[over-thinking-shit-blog]

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