i love recreationally hitting myself with a hammer

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[puppyonthetable]

weird 19yo bisexual transgender masochist

they/them

sideblog for horny rambling and reblogs of stuff that turns me on but i also document parts of my life here sometimes

(i follow from my poor abandoned whump blog @vivisectedboy )

WARNINGS for discussion of self harm as a form of self gratification and reblogs of irl gore

nonexhaustive list of stuff im into: FEAR AND PAIN, bdsm , medfet, blood, cutting, impact, petplay(ish), training/conditioning, cnc, snuff, woundfucking and such

asks and dms are open to anything from casual conversations to detailed death threats

my tags:

talks - everything i post

my thoughts - specific fantasies

meat tenderizing - recreational self harm journey

fave - i jerk off to these reblogs

[my-bl00dy-wounds]

I need to start hitting myself with a hammer. Where should I hit first?

[puppyonthetable]

i love being an inspiriation to people around me.

[hysteric-boy]

Shoving my knee between your legs and telling you to get yourself off. I’m not helping you, I’m not moving it for you. You can’t do it yourself or I’m leaving you with no release.

[puppyonthetable]

mutuals feel free to dm for bruise/cut pics btw:)

[puppyonthetable]

CHECK MY HEADER IMAGE

[yoursweetcorpse]

"puppy wants a treat? ohhh do you? yeah?" while they're shoving their steel-toed boot into your crotch and watching you whine

[puppyonthetable]

i managed to catch the flu and my throat hurts like hell so to deal with this i imagine myself as if i were held captive and ive been force fed various corrosives that burned through my trachea

[puppyonthetable]

hey are your hands cold. Please can you shove your fingers down my throat real quick i think it would feel very nice

[yesmeowstress]

"Let's just drop the subject"

Me, a hypnotist: "lmao okay"

[puppyonthetable]

i managed to catch the flu and my throat hurts like hell so to deal with this i imagine myself as if i were held captive and ive been force fed various corrosives that burned through my trachea

[rewqso]

The alarm rings at 6 AM, the coffee is cold by 7 AM. The world doesn’t care if your heart is heavy or your eyes are tired. The sun rises without your permission.

[the-sensitive-sadist]

As a Dom, sex that is physically difficult for my submissive is so fucking rewarding. Push yourself to your absolute physical limits for me. Contort your body to my pleasure. Give me everything you have and tremble in abject devotion when I take even more. Be whatever I want no matter how much your flesh struggles to adhere to my desire.

[the-sensitive-sadist]

Sacrifice your pathetic, exhausted body at my altar. Make an offering to my unfathomably cruel, uniquely perverted, fundamentally unquenchable desires.

[stuffedanimalpurse-deactivated2]

[intuchorik]

[OC]

[iamfetish66666]

[pawtheticpuppyboy]

I think when a sub says "you can do whatever you want to me" what they're actually wanting is to not make decisions anymore, and they think by saying this they can foist the decision making off on the dom without having to do any of the work beforehand. But unfortunately to get to the Not Making Choices part of kink you do in fact have to make a Lot Of Choices beforehand and communicate those choices to your partner. This is an essential part of the process and skipping it is both unsafe and unfair for whoever you're playing with.

Not Making Choices is the reward for communicating clearly, not the default

[ttnn77]

IF EMOTIONS HAD GRAVITY FEAR WOULD PULL THE HARDEST

[giveherswords]

Jenny Holzer, Black Book Posters, 1979