deadeyed dykething simulacrum

~40, tma. it/its. unsavory unperson blog.

[deadeyed-dykething]

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it/its. tma. switch. about 40 years old. i'm so much older than so many of you.

i have a lot of creative hobbies but i am here to be a mentally unwell pervert first and foremost.

asks are open. dms open for anyone that isn't a cis guy, always looking for new friends and weirdos, but i am not an automated kink dispenser.

non-exhaustive untagged kinks: hypno, cnc, siscon/incest, intox, snuff, blood, knifeplay, breathplay, ropes, stalking, obsession, etc etc. edit: i lied and some of them are tagged but not super consistently, you figure it out.

naturally this is all fiction/fantasy/consensual.

my posts are tagged #mine and pictures of me are tagged #me. my text posts are tagged #txt and my audio posts are tagged #audio.

[saikyun]

[ceruleanheaven]

[very clearly indulging the urge] im fighting the urge

[deadeyed-dykething]

i fw you

shaking your hand. and i fw with you as well

[bleedingheartdoe]

Love the genre of sadism that’s basically just extreme ‘cuteness agression’. “I love you so much that I get the overwhelming primal urge to violently manhandle and wound you, like some delicate prey thing that I need to rip open and savour the taste of.”

[deadeyed-dykething]

favorite word?

there are a lot of good ones but at the end of the day it's got to be "zone"

[pretty-pink-kiwi-pup]

I love you puppygirls I love you tgirls with disabilities I love you tgirls with mental disorders I love you tgirls that struggle to feel like theyre worth knowing and loving and being cared for

[deadeyed-dykething]

You are. so stunning! (after i saw your pics i would be scrolling and see a post that make me think "hmm. i don't think i'm into that. *remembers your selfies* oh... maybe? if it does that to me....")

thank you so much! that's honestly very sweet. happy to potentially lead you astray ^_^

[xxprincess-lunaxx]

you have to make that older trans girl feel safe and cared for.

She's spent so many years struggling to look after herself, you need to make sure she knows that its not like that anymore. she doesn't have to push herself or worry. she can just rest. It's safe now, it's okay.

[misscaptor]

You're not going to get out.

I know that's what you've been thinking. I've been treating you more like a lover. You think that because I let you sleep chained to my bed instead of on the cold basement floor that I'm going to get sloppy, that I'll start trusting you, that you'll have the chance to escape. I know how that brain of yours works. On some level you have to know the truth- you'll never get out of here.

You probably had a better chance of getting out before, when you were still a cold, crying thing in the basement, before I brought you upstairs to stay with me. I hardly cared, then, you were just another pet. A thing pretending to be a person that was just slow enough for me to catch. If you ran off or died or lost your marbles I'd just get a new one. Your cuffs were one-size-fits-all and the basement window has always been broken. You had a chance then. Not anymore. I'm more careful- you're special now. You made yourself irreplaceable.

You're padlocked to the wall when awake and the bed when you sleep. The chain is thick and your cuff is fitted perfectly. You're microchipped. You're cuffed and collared and branded. Its all permanent. Your captivity is permanent. I don't know why you delude yourself, you're not earning my trust. You're just making it so I never, ever want to let you leave.

[ace-trainer-alice]

Well maybe I just wanted to put something nice and good in your drink. Like sugar or drugs that don't violate your consent. Did you think about that? I just think you're making a lot of assumptions here.

[deadeyed-dykething]

Not much to say other than cool blog, and you’re hot congrats 💪

thank you! right back at ya 🫡

[dumbdoegirl]

huh. i am both wound and blade. neat.

[um-jammer-tranny]

when a girl calls you pathetic its only polite to thank her

[deadeyed-dykething]

you could get a list of names and numbers early on. hurt me if I refuse. and save it until I’ve forgotten myself, truly and fully, self preservation gone to the point I’ll do anything for you. and you could use the list. bring in girls one by one. ill sit empty headed and dead eyed for you as you orient me in a direction to watch. you’d be able to see that dead expression any time. i can sit surrounded by those missing posters. you can make me hold my very own. i just want to help you. i can do the stuff you don’t want to do personally. ill be on my very best behavior for you and i wont even have a clue im doing it.

thank you for your reply earlier. i really, really appreciate the time you put into it. 🦋

firstly, you're welcome. thank you for being so polite and appreciative.

secondly. you're already so willing, thinking ahead to "get the names and numbers before you take away everything that makes me a person", so considerate. you'd do so well for me. now yes, you would watch, and certainly i would have you help. but i don't think it would only be for things i didn't want to do. i think you'd make an excellent -- if somewhat puppet-like -- assistant and i'd want to make sure you were learning all the tasks and techniques as appropriate to your role.

but i also think that, once you were sufficiently removed from your former "identity", it would be enjoyable to give you a facsimile of your old self that you'd wear like an ill-fitting mask. i'd instruct you in how to act just close enough to who you used to be, but of course you wouldn't remember. i'd have photos and footage (gathered both surreptitiously at a distance and, later, up close) of this poor girlthing. her identity would be unknown and meaningless to you, of course, but i'd have you study her and learn how to almost act like her, a marionette in the mind and skin i cut you out of. and then we'd go down that list. it wouldn't just be me bringing them in though. you'd put on your person disguise and lure them back. if you were able to introspect you might wonder why they seemed so distressed and put off by you, why they kept asking why you were acting this way, what had happened, where you'd been. but of course you wouldn't be able to introspect and you'd forget about everything they said as they said it.

and then you'd help me do all this to them. or worse.

[deadeyed-dykething]

[im not sure if you have emoji anons or anything, I’ve never really done this, but if you do and the butterfly is taken, im happy to change for you]

of course you'd be happy to change for me <3 but not necessary in this case as it's free. you're butterfly now. i'll answer your other ask when i have a moment!

[innumerable-voices]

"I want you to take control of me" yeah OK what do I get in return

[innumerable-voices]

You're asking me to do a job, taking control of another person is hard work and a huge responsibility, you're not offering something you're making a request for time and energy

[innumerable-voices]

And like yeah OK I do love having control, and in a perfect world I'd have that time and energy available to take more control of more people. Much like most artists would happily share their work for free if they didn't need to make rent and eat every day

[innumerable-voices]

Are you gonna do my dishes for me? Make me dinner? Pay me? And don't say you'll do sex things for me either, within a scene all things are equal, within a scene dominance and submission both cost time and energy and reward pleasure.

[innumerable-voices]

I have about a dozen alarms set each day so I can make sure my friends eat, take their meds, drink water, go to sleep on time, etc. And I do this because I enjoy it, because I love my friends, because I want my community to be more happy and healthy. But make no mistake it comes at a cost to me

So like, what are you asking of your dom and what are you offering. Maybe you'll have more luck finding someone to take control of you if you consider what you're actually offering and what costs you're asking them to pay

[innumerable-voices]

This goes double if you're a brat

"Go to bed please darling"

"Make me"

You're doubling or tripling the energy you're requiring. Which isn't a bad thing in and of itself, some doms like that (me included) but it still costs more

[innumerable-voices]

And a final reminder that this is all about out of scene D/s not in scene

[innumerable-voices]

Idk

This one was maybe a little harsh